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Interview with Elvera Roussel Hope Bauer Spaulding

October 23, 2017

Elvera Roussel was the final actress to play Hope Bauer Spaulding (Mike’s daughter & Hope Santos’s name inspiration). Hope was a legacy character born on the show even moving to Another World with her father, Mike Bauer, before returning home to Springfield. Her greatest story was the amazing Hope-Alan Spaulding love story. It began with Hope and Alan planewrecked on a desert island which lead to some of the highest ratings on the show at that point. Even today you hear people reference Hope and Alan on the island and they were definitely my second favorite soap couple. She was mentioned in later stories, but never returned to show. Her son with Alan, named for Alan and her father symbolizing the uniting of the two families, Alan-Michael Spaulding did return and played a major part in the soap off and on through the end of the soap. While an extremely popular character, the story is a new head writer came on wanted to make sure people understood it was HER show and she could make or destroy anyone she wanted and Roussel took the hit to prove her point.

Thank you to @itsonlythesoaps for sending me the link to this clip. Unfortunately there are a couple of errors in the write up on YouTube and the further you go into the clip the worse the syncing between the picture and sound gets. In this clip Roussel (Hope Bauer #7) is on the Mike Douglas Show with Gil Gerard (soap credit The Doctors, best known as Buck Rogers *). This is when Gerard was on the Buck Rogers show. What they are saying about soaps was true at that point. There were still high rating during the day and with the lower costs of shows soap operas did help subsidize the primetime schedule. The networks did raise production values for awhile, but once daytime stopped being such a cash cow, they make enough to be profitable – no one to my knowledge actually lost money doing soaps, but when the profits went down networks begin a quest to find cheaper to produce fare that would do the same thing. A quest that can only have the eventual destruction of the networks as its endgame.

Elvera Roussel Productions was a real company. It was founded Tuesday, June 30, 1981 and was closed down for good 11 years later on Wednesday, December 23, 1992. During that time it made no productions that credit it in IMDB.

Roussel was raised around the world. Her father was involved with the United Nations and other aid organizations. She is currently working on a project about her time growing up. Her acting work after Guiding Light has been limited, but she most recently appeared on General Hospital and has been making Guiding Light appearences. Watch for a post on her soon.

Robansuefarm is the handle of one of Manny and Guiding Light‘s biggest fans following in her family’s footsteps of Guiding Light fandom since 1939. This blog is an effort to make it easy to find Guiding Light and especially Manny online. Check back here for her blog, find fanfic previews and fake WSPR newscasts on her YouTube, find podcasts that look back to old shows and audios of her fanfics on Blog Talk Radio, and finally follow her on Twitter and Facebook.

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The Trade Towers Fell September 11 2001

October 3, 2017

Check out my latest episode guide post. I wrote this before Sunday’s attack, but I think this is still fitting, maybe more so.

What Was the September 11, 2001 Attack

This year I didn’t do a September 11th post because I knew I was almost here in the episode guide. Although it has been 16 years, so no one under 20 remembers it live now, the terrorist attacks on the World Trade Center, the Pentagon, and the failed attempt on the Capitol building (which passengers realized what was going to happen and attacked the terrorists leading to the crashing of the plane into a field in Pennsylvania instead) was a big deal. Previous terrorist attacks on America in the late 20th century had all come from homegrown terrorists protesting situations in America such as the Oklahoma City bombing (blew up a courthouse including a daycare) or various smaller attacks with low death tolls such as the Atlanta Olympic Games bombing.

The September 11, 2001 attacks were a foreign organization’s deliberate act of war on the United States with a much bigger body count and only a handful of stupid decisions on the terrorists part kept it from being a lot worse. It ranks up there with Pearl Harbor, the Kennedy Assassination, the space shuttle Challenger blowing up on take-off as an event so big where you were when it happened is burned into your memory and even passed down. I wasn’t alive for the first two, but I can tell you when and where several family members heard the news from their stories. This wasn’t a terrible event that would then pass into gray memory, this was an actual attack and we hadn’t had an honest full scale attack on American mainland since the Indian Wars of the 1870s more than a century before. (Pearl Harbor was an American territory at the time of the attack, but well into the Pacific a good distance from the mainland. There were a few brief skirmishes like with Nazi subs landing people on our shores during World War II, but they were very small, scattered and easily dealt with.) It was also a change for hijackings. All previous plane hijackings had been aimed at either ransom or flying the hijackers somewhere they wanted to go or both. Although there was some danger people were told to remain calm if this happened because almost everyone got out alive through the ransom.This was an attack on a soft target (not military) by an organization that didn’t have an easily defined ground to launch a large scale counter-attack against. (Iraq and Afghanistan had enough connections with the terrorist groups that they were invaded by American troops in an effort to destroy the movement there to prevent future attacks.)

Last Bit of Normalcy

It was ironic that this moment of Manny thinking everything was fine, that they were passing into normal life, was on the last day before the rules of normal changed for everyone. Even though people seem to be settled into more or less normalcy again that normal now includes a real chance of being involved yourself or someone you know or know of in a terrorist attack while going about your daily lives. Although the attacks have been kept to a minimum in the United States, Europe is now attacked with frightening regularity. So enjoy this last bit of peace from the last post because for both us and Manny an attack is even now underway on that day of September 10, 2001, we just don’t know it yet.

What Do We Do

As I explained above this was an unprecedented event. Even after the strike of the first tower, people assumed it was an accident. There had been a couple of small plane crashes into buildings by accidents in the year before so the idea it was a terrorist attack didn’t enter people’s minds until the second plane hit. Such an attack had been foreseen by the government as a possibility during World War II, but this came out of nowhere and hadn’t even been thought of as even a possibility by most people. In addition while the structure of the Pentagon was built for the unlikely possibility of attack (in fact the section the plane hit had just been retrofitted to make it more secure) the World Trade Center was the original of a widely copied design of skyscraper that left the building especially vulnerable to this kind of attack. Everything hangs off a central core which once breached and melted by the extreme heat of the resulting high temperature fires and compromised walls left the tower no support and no way out with all stairs and elevators being located in this central tower. This is why people in the top of the towers didn’t even have a chance to escape. People on lower levels only had until the collapse began to get down the stairs because once the collapse started each floor pancaked on the one beneath it in turn crushing beyond recognition everything below it.

Everyone gathered around their TV sets for information, misinformation, and a sense of being gathered with everyone else. The terrorists definitely succeeded in confusing everyone. No one knew exactly what to do. There was no model to go from. Schools across the country didn’t know if they should dismiss or maintain the routine for the students. Did you play sporting events or not? Can you really work when you were obsessed with the news? The networks all went into constant news and commentary broadcasting. All soaps were all temporarily pulled along with other entertainment broadcasting, daytime and primetime. It must have been even worse for the New York based soap people because the anchors who were from New York kept pointing at the skyline. Most of the rest of the country saw an unbroken row of skyscrapers, but New Yorkers saw a terrible hole.

September 11th fell early on a Tuesday morning so Monday episodes had gone out, but not the rest of the week. As life settled into the new normal things slowly began to resume. All three network announced their soaps would replay the previous Monday’s episodes on the Monday following 9/11 which was September 17th and why the previous episode post had two dates, it played twice as the current episode. Then the soaps would play out the rest of the week with the episodes that were supposed to air the week before. I think that might be the only time that ever happened.

After Effects to Soaps and Guiding Light

After they resumed all soaps were effected in the short term. Violence was toned down. Storylines suddenly deemed too violent were scrapped. On Guiding Light when Josh time traveled following Reva through a painting to World War II Paris he had to hold up the Nazi who looked just like Alan with a baguette instead of a gun. Other stories already shot on various soaps on all the networks were re-edited to be toned down or disclaimers were added.

In the long term soaps were mostly unaffected. Few main characters on any of the soaps went to war, violence gradually returned to pre-9/11 levels.  (Exceptions were Phillip on Days of Our Lives who lost a leg although his resulting prosthetic leg has been totally forgotten and Brot on All My Children who was cast with an amateur actor and real life severely injured vet.) The following July’s Bauer BBQ included a special wish in honor of the fallen, but by then most of the soaps had forgotten. The new realism of terrorism which could have easily been written into stories weren’t. So in the long term I don’t think the did really effect soaps, except that some people sought them out again as comfort food in such an unstable world.

If you’re old enough, what do you remember?

Robansuefarm is the handle of one of Manny and Guiding Light‘s biggest fans following in her family’s footsteps of Guiding Light fandom since 1939. This blog is an effort to make it easy to find Guiding Light and especially Manny online. Check back here for her blog, find fanfic previews and fake WSPR newscasts on her YouTube, find podcasts that look back to old shows and audios of her fanfics on Blog Talk Radio, and finally follow her on Twitter and Facebook.

I Love Lucy and Ricky Sept 10 2001 AND Sept 17 2001

September 26, 2017

Check out my latest episode guide post.

Black and white screen capture of Danny and Michelle

Danny and Michelle as Ricky and Lucy Ricardo

Mon. Sept. 10, 2001 – Carmen tells Gus that she wants out of jail and she has already signed off on her promises. Gus tells her the feds don’t trust her and she will have to tell him why she changed her mind and what she has on Danny. Carmen tells Gus she learned that Danny has given up on her and that he has chosen Michelle over his family time and again. She loves Danny but he betrayed her and his brother by turning on them in favor of an outsider. Carmen feels that Danny is no longer her son, he sold his soul to the Bauers and that is that. She is sure that baby Robbie will be different and will need her. Gus reminds her that Robbie has a mother. Carmen says Michelle is no match for her and the baby will be raised a Santos. At Company: Danny comes in dressed in his business suit and Buzz is impressed. They talk about Danny’s new job at Spaulding and Buzz congratulates him. He thinks it’s funny when Danny tells him how he got the job. Michelle comes in and they talk about actually having a normal life; Danny working 9 to 5 while Michelle raises their kids. Danny thinks it feels different having all this peace and quiet in their lives. Danny is especially happy at how things started at his new job. So far there hasn’t been much blow back from his being a Santos or having pushed his way in or replaced someone (they never say what happened to the person previously in charge of tech security, but maybe they just spun those responsibilities off another job). People have been welcoming and he had a very good day. Michelle tells Danny that Meta has Robbie so they can celebrate. They take a seat when Ray comes in. Ray tells them that he is on his way to see Carmen in jail. He is determined to save her soul. Michelle hasn’t heard this before and warns Ray that Carmen doesn’t have a soul to save so he’s wasting his time, but Ray insists he has to try. Buzz makes a comment about Michelle and Danny entering the boring couple world. He summarizes all he did to avoid that world in search of adventure, but once he faced his responsibilities and repaired his relationships with his kids and married Jenna (who is now dead) he found that everyday life was a much better than seeking outside adventure and raising kids and sharing a life with someone you love was the greatest adventure of all. Michelle sits back and daydreams about she and Danny turning into Lucy and Ricky Ricardo on I Love Lucy in black and white (see comments). It is a daydream with their only problems of ironing and cooking. Back in reality Michelle smiles and tells Danny their life will never be boring.

NOTE: Why this has and between the dates instead of the usual through is discussed in the next post.

My Comments: Buzz originally wasn’t too crazy about Danny. Buzz had been a mentor to Jesse Blue and he didn’t like an outsider stealing Jesse’s girl. He also has a legitimate beef against the Santos family in that Selena Davis (who was his first really serious relationship after his wife Jenna Bradshaw Cooper was killed) had to leave town a step ahead of the mob who gave Buzz a beating when he tried to buy her more time. However, Buzz was known to play rather fast and loose with the law himself and after his experience with Jenna he knew true love when he saw it so he came around relatively quickly to Manny’s side. He was never the serious friend Frank was, but he was a definite pal. The Cooper family had been growing increasingly closer to the Bauer family for awhile and this was a natural extension of that. Buzz also had a long term love-hate relationship with Alan Spaulding dating back to when an amnesiac Reva Shayne returned to town and both Buzz and Alan competed with each other and Josh for her affections (no bet on who won that fight). Over the years and romantic relationships between their various relatives, sometime Buzz and Alan fought each other tooth and nail and sometimes fought together. It really was as pure an example of a love/hate relationship as you’ll find anywhere. Buzz’s story about himself is accurate rather than stay in the family business Buzz ran out on his wife Nadine, who soon followed him out of town, leaving his father & uncle to raise his children, Frank and Harley.

I’m truly sorry that they didn’t take the time to play this beat of Danny settling into normal life more. There was no need to rush back into mob stories even if that was their end game. There were SO many more story beats to play. Danny is meshed into the every day life of Springfield, seeing him struggle with that and no longer being the alpha in the company would be LOADED with story, sadly this is about the only peek we get at that part of their lives. I’ll say this a lot and I’ve said it before, but there is SO much story to be played within the internal politics at Spaulding. After Danny got settled in, they could have played the struggle between Danny and Phillip more. They could even have had him involved in a plan to oust Phillip or Alan could have promoted him over Phillip. If they brought A-M back, he could have been torn between backing Alan-Danny or Phillip, both on the power side and while Phillip was his brother, Danny was married to his favorite cousin. PLENTY of great stuff. Stuff that HAD to be so much better than what they played instead.

I Love Lucy was an amazing and ground-breaking show. Lucille Ball Arnez and Desi Arnez were a real life couple, an actress who had done a little of everything in Hollywood but only caught fire with a radio show and a Cuban-American band leader at a time where being a Latino was a serious drawback in Hollywood. When the network (which was the same network for both radio and TV) wanted to bring her hit radio show to the air, My Favorite Husband, they kept a similar format to the stories, but changed the premise, their socio-economic level, and all of the supporting characters. Desi was touring with his band at the time and with Lucy tied down to a radio show there was stress in the marriage so Lucy refused to do the TV show unless they cast Desi as her husband. There was a huge fight over it, but at last Lucy got her way. In this Manny spoof they are referencing the episodes where Lucy has a domestic problem like the time her loaf of bread came out of the oven pushing her across the room or when she tried to save money by using a freezer. Desi’s real life accent was much thicker than Danny’s (since Paul Anthony Stewart wasn’t actually Hispanic) and he broke into Spanish when he got upset. They never wrote it into the script, but that’s just how he talked. They did write in Lucy gently teasing him by saying back a slightly exaggerated version of what it sounded like when he said. That’s why Danny is saying Michelle so strangely and breaking into Spanish which he hasn’t done in years. They also are calling Robbie, Little Robbie because on the show Lucy and Desi’s son was called Little Ricky to distinguish him from his father as Guiding Light did with Little Billy while he was growing up before they switched to just calling him Bill instead. The backwards hands on hips stance was also pure Desi. Although today many fabrics are designed to be wrinkle resistant back then you had to iron the cotton or linen and often starch it to keep it crisp so they had to be starched and ironed to stay flat. Burning a hole in a shirt was a familiar sitcom trope. Lucy was also known for exaggerated play crying when she was upset on the show.

Lucy and Desi were an amazing team besides the onscreen chemistry and rhythm. They were a power behind the scenes as well  her comic genius and his brilliant problem solving mind that created all sorts of things now taken for granted in television like the 3 camera sitcom and the rerun. Their production company was called Desilu. Watch for their logo on many classic TV shows including Star Trek. They were a very happy couple on screen and off. On screen Ricky was a slightly less successful band leader than Desi and Lucy was always trying to get into show business either through his show or some other way. Off screen their marriage eventually split because apparently Desi never could understand why Lucy got upset about his sleeping with other women since it didn’t have anything to do with THEIR relationship and Lucy couldn’t live with the constant betrayal. Manny’s relationship was a lot more like their on screen relationship and Carmen and Miguel were much more like their off screen relationship.

Robansuefarm is the handle of one of Manny and Guiding Light‘s biggest fans following in her family’s footsteps of Guiding Light fandom since 1939. This blog is an effort to make it easy to find Guiding Light and especially Manny online. Check back here for her blog, find fanfic previews and fake WSPR newscasts on her YouTube, find podcasts that look back to old shows and audios of her fanfics on Blog Talk Radio, and finally follow her on Twitter and Facebook.

Guiding Light Press Release 1988

September 25, 2017

I recently purchased on Ebay some Guiding Light promotional material. This is a press release that basically sent out the basics of the show including the setting, past honors, and the current main characters with a short synopsis where they are right then in December 1988. I created the text below by scanning and converting the original document so some formatting maybe off. I’ve tried to fix what I could, but it was faster than retyping the whole thing and I’m short on time right now. My apologies if the formatting is off.

Cast List as of December 12, 1988

Following  are  updated  cast    and   production    credits    for  GUIDING  LIGHT, weekday  drama presented on  the  CBS Television  Network:

ON AIR: FORMAT: A continuing drama revolving around the close-knit Bauer, Lewis and Spaulding families  in  Springfield, USA New  York (tape)

ORIGINATION: ORIGINAL PREMIERE: June  30,   1952.

Now  in  its  37th  year on the   CBS  Television  Network. Series  premiered  in  January  1937  on  radio,  and is  now  in   its   52nd  broadcast year.

CAST (alphabetically by actor last name):

Grant Aleksander = Phillip Spaulding
Terrell Anthony = Rusty Shayne
Joseph Breen = Dr. Will Jeffries
Suzy Cote = Samantha Marler
Elizabeth Dennehy = Christina Thorpe
Frank Dicopoulos = Frank Cooper
Beth Ehlers = Harley Davidson Cooper
Carl Evans = Alan-Michael Spaulding
Michelle  Forbes = Sonni  Lewis
James M. Goodwin = Johnny  Bauer
Nicolette  Goulet = Dr.  Meredith Reade
Charles  Jay  Hammer = Fletcher  Reade
Teri  Keane = Lanie  Bauer
Beverlee McKinsey = Alexandra Spaulding
Alexandra Neil = Rose McLaren
Robert Newman = Josh Lewis
Michael O’Leary = Dr.Rick Bauer
Ellen Parker = Maureen Bauer
Audrey Peters =  Sarah Shayne
Daniel Pilon = Alan  Spaulding
William Roerick = Henry Chamberlain
Gil Rogers = Hawk Shayne
Peter  Simon = Dr.Ed  Bauer
Tina Sloan = Lillian Raines
Krista Tesreau = Mindy Lewis Corday
Jerry ver Dorn = Ross Marler
Kassie Wesley = Chelsea Reardon
Kim Zimmer = Reva Shayne

Production Staff:

EXECUTIVE PRODUCER: Joe Willmore

PRODUCERS: Robert Kochman and Kathlyn Chambers

DIRECTORS: Bruce  Barry,  Irene  Pace, M.J.  McDonnell,  and Scott McKinsey

WRITERS: Pamela Long, with Trent Jones, Nancy Curlee, Richard Culliton, Stephen Demorest, Nancy Franklin, GaiI Lawrence, Pete T. Rich, Melissa Salmons and Nancy Williams

Press Release

PRESS INFORMATION, 51WEST 52 STREET, NEW YORK. NEW YORK 10019

December 19,  1988

NOTE    TO     EDITORS:       Please substitute the following announcement,  which contains additional  information,  for  the  one  previously  serviced  you.

“GUIDING  LIGHT”  NOW  IN ITS 37TH   YEAR   ON  THE   CBS   TELEVISION  NETWORK

GUIDING  LIGHT,  one  of television’s  most  popular  daytime dramas,  began  as a 15-minute radio drama in January 1937, and now ranks as the  longest-running  dramatic  program  in  broadcast  history.  The  serial,  after  more  than  51  years  on   the  air,  is currently  in  its  37th  year  on  the  CBS  Television Network.

The drama, broadcast weekdays  (3:00-4:00 PM,  ET),  has  twice   been   honored with  Emmy Awards as   Outstanding Daytime  Drama. Kim Zimmer  has  been the recipient of  two  Emmy  Awards  for  Outstanding   Lead Actress.  The  series  has  also been  innovative  in  on-location  taping  techniques  (in  such  places  as  Barbados,  St. Croix,  Jamaica  and   the   Canary   Islands)  and  has  received   Emmy Awards  for its remote sequences.                                                                                                             ·

The story of GUIDING LIGHT, set in the Midwestern town of Springfield, centers on the close-knit Bauer, Spaulding, Shayne, and Lewis families. Leading characters and their updated story involvements follow:

The Bauer family is headed  by  Dr.  Ed  Bauer  (Peter  Simon)  of  Cedars Hospital and his wife, Maureen (Ellen Parker), who join  in  the  happiness  of  the  recent marriage  of  his  son,  Dr. Rick  Bauer  (Michael  O’Leary)  to  medical  researcher Dr.  Meredith Reade ( Nicolette  Goulet).  They  are  unaware,  however, that  the  bride  is  pregnant  with  another  man’s  child.  Rick   discovers   she’s  pregnant, but doesn’t  know  that  his  best  friend  Phillip  Spaulding  (Grant  Aleksander)   is  the  father.

The Bauers’ cousin, pilot Johnny Bauer   (James   M.  Goodwin),   has   welcomed the return of his mother, Lanie Bauer   (Teri   Keane) to Springfield.   He  and   the rest of the  Bauers  are  startled  by  the  revelation  that  Blake  Lindsey  (Elizabeth Dennehy], who  has  been  attracted  to  Phillip,  is,  in  fact,  Christina  Thorpe,  the  daughter of villainous  Roger  Thorpe  (who  left  Springfield  in  1980).  Roger had seduced Ed Bauer’s second wife, Holly.  Singer Chelsea Reardon (Kassie Wesley) becomes curious as   well   as   she   assists   Johnny   in   digging   into   Christina’s   past. In fact,  their  collaboration  may   build   to   a   romance   as   the   Christina   puzzle unfolds.

The  Spauldings  are  headed by   ruthless  industrialist Alexandra  Spaulding (Beverlee McKinsey)     and her brother, the  equally unscrupulous  Alan  Spaulding (Daniel  Pilon),  who  has   been  deposed  as   head  of  Spaulding  Enterprises by  his older  son, Phillip. Alan’s younger  son, college student Alan-Michael (Carl Evans),   has  had  a  stormy  relationship with  wrong-side-of-the-tracks Harley Davidson  Cooper  (Beth  Ehlers),  following  their  pact  to  marry   to  get   his  trust fund,  although  they  might  really  be  falling  in love. When Samantha Marler (Suzy Cote) comes to town in early 1989, she might cause more problems for the couple. Frank Cooper (Frank Dicopoulos),  garage owner/mechanic, remains a constant support  to  his  sister,  Harley. Alexandra has   an   adversarial  relationship  with Meredith’s brother, Fletcher Reade  (Charles Jay  Hammer),  with  whom she  co-owns the  Springfield  Journal  newspaper.

The Shaynes are headed by crusty  Hawk  Shayne  (Gil  Rogers),  who  runs Company, a popular local pub, and is now  romantically  involved  with  Cedars  head nurse Lillian Raines  (Tina  Sloan)  and  Sarah  Shayne  (Audrey  Peters),  his ex-wife.  They  have  three  children:  Rusty  (Terrell  Anthony),  who  is  on   the   Springfield police force;  Reva  (Kim  Zimmer),  whose  heart  still  seems  to  belong  to  her  long–time love, oil man Josh Lewis ( Robert Newman); and Roxie, who is away in a mental  institution.  Rusty  has  had  a  stormy  relationship   with   former  drug  addict Rose  McLaren  (Alexandra  Neil).

Josh,  who  is  married  to  the  mysterious  Sonni  Lewis  (Michelle  Forbes),  has been  accused  of  the  attempted  murder  of  his  good   friend,   Dr.   Will  Jeffries   (Joseph Breen), who had come to  town  with  a  twin  sister  posing  as  Sonni,  Josh’s  wife, presumed dead on their honeymoon. As  Sonni  and  Will  quarrel  when  their  original master plan to get their hands  on  the  Lewis  oil  money  falls  apart  because  Sonni  really  falls  for  Josh,  Will  hits  his  head  and  Sonni.  thinking he  is  dead, disposes  of  the  body.   Since  Will’s  return   with  amnesia,   he’s  not  quite  sure  what has happened, but Sonni’s  anxiety  builds  as  Reva,  Josh  and  Will  get  closer  to unraveling the story. Meanwhile, Will marries sympathetic Mindy  Lewis  (Krista Tesreau]   in  Venezuela.

Other prominent Springfield residents include  lawyer  Ross  Marler  (Jerry  ver  Dorn)  and  retired  businessman  Henry   Chamberlain   (William  Roerick),   who  serves on the Board of Directors at Spaulding Enterprises.  Former  publicity  wizard  and  Chelsea  Reardon’s  musical  mentor  is  Jackson  Fremont  (Michael Wilding).

GUIDING LIGHT made  its  television  debut  on  June  30,  1952.  It  was  one  of the first radio dramas to  make  the  transition  to  television,  and  is  the  only  former radio  drama  still  on  the  air  today.

Among  the  many  “graduates”  of  the   serial   are   Barnard   Hughes,   Kevin Bacon, Sandy Dennis,  JoBeth  Williams,  Cicely  Tyson,  Jan  Sterling,  Joseph Campanella,  Christopher  Walken,  Chris  Sarandon,   James   Earl   Jones,   Arthur Peterson (the radio  version’s  original  cast  member),  Billy  Dee  Williams,  Blythe Danner and  Ruby  Dee.  The  late  Charita  Bauer  portrayed  beloved  matriarch  Bert Bauer  for  more  than  35  years,  until  her  death  in   1985.

GUIDING LIGHT, which is taped in New York City, is a Procter & Gamble production, with  Joe   Willmore  serving   as   executive   producer.   Robert   Kochman and  Kathlyn  Chambers  are  the  producers.   Emmy Award   winning  writer   Pamela Long  is  the   principal  writer  for  the   serial.

Editor Note

So just to remind you where some of these stories they are talking about turned out. What happened to Ed and Maureen is well known. Rick soon figures out that Meredith couldn’t be having his child (she conceived while they were broken up), but doesn’t realize it was Phillip’s (Meredith and Phillip were a drunken night when they were both upset with the world) until after the baby was taken in a medical procedure to save Meredith’s life. (Although it took awhile, especially since this was the SECOND time Phillip had impregnated someone Rick had made a serious commitment to, Phillip’s advice to save Meredith’s life even when it was really his child on the line helped a lot.) Constantly clashing over Meredith’s self-worth issues (namely her being older, unable to have children after the procedure, and guilt over her night with Phillip) broke them up and she left town.

Johnny Bauer wasn’t on the show all that long, but logged time as a pilot (see Bauer BBQ 1987), a TV host, a duet singer, a cancer patient, and finally a sort of new age preacher before he left town. He had serious relationships with Chelsea who he often sang with and Roxie who was driven crazy by the strain of taking care of him when he was a cancer patient – not that he even seemed to notice.

Blake Lindsey was revealed to be Christina Thorpe, although the Blake name stuck. Her relationship with Phillip went south, it’s biggest long term impacts being Alan accidentally shooting Phillip when he meant to take out Blake at their wedding (thankfully escorting Daniel Pilon’s version of Alan off screen) and Blake having Phillip declared insane to keep him from reuniting with a back from the dead Beth Raines. Blake’s return meant that Holly and Roger would soon follow (Zaslow had held that immensely long still shot to there would be no way he could be brought back after his fall from the cliff was for nothing).

Alan-Michael and Harley were a wonderful couple, but sadly were not destined for a long run, although A-M did end up long term happily married to her half-sister, Lucy. (Harley briefly married A-M’s brother, not really over each other entirely much?) I don’t remember Sam having much to do with them although she did have a long term relationship with Dylan Lewis which included her being paralyzed when they jumped from the car when Reva drove into the ocean at the start of her long term amnesiac absence. She gave me problems though. Actually now I think about it that would mean that Phillip’s sister and brother would be dating. That’s all kinds of wrong. They didn’t play the sibling angle with Sam and Phillip strongly enough and I kept thinking my beloved Jackie and Justin Marler produced this? She was not helped by a weak Justin recast (Jackie died when Sam was a baby and Justin took Sam out of the country, to India I think.)

Fletcher and Alexandra had a steady live in relationship for years, followed by some off and on, until Fletcher returned to town in the finale to take Alex away for a great adventure.

Hawk reunited with Sarah, spent all her money, reunited with her again, and basically continued to gum up the works through the finale. Rusty inexplicably married Rose McLaren ruining his chance of the Rusty-Mindy romance fans were a clamoring for and then ruined it again when he left Springfield alone to take a job in Tulsa shortly after unmasking Will Jefferies as Rose’s killer even though he had reunited with Mindy.

Josh’s wife was eventually revealed to really be Sonni after all who had developed an alter in Solita after her twin sister Solita was killed and she felt it was her fault as a young woman. It was really too bad because amnesiac Will was really great and Sonni, while not the woman for Josh, seemed like a very nice person who had some horrific things happen to her. Neither of them ended well. However, Josh and Reva, got together, broke up, got together, broke up, etc. until they reunited for the last time in the shadow of the lighthouse in the finale.

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Bauer BBQ 1987 Update 2015 Reblog

September 24, 2017

I haven’t done any updating here, but in honor of my attending the real life Bauer BBQ next month, I’m going to be reposting my Bauer BBQ posts.

Bauer BBQ 1987 Update 2015

This is the Bauer BBQ in 1987. It’s a very special year because this was the 50th Anniversary of Guiding Light being on the air. They took a week centered around the Bauer BBQ to celebrate. It was also the 50th anniversary of the “Springfield Journal.” They used the 50th anniversary issue as a touchstone to mention many major stories of the past from the background of Warren Andrews to the fact Jim Reardon is living in Colorado to remembering the Quola wedding. They also asked for viewers to vote for what past scenes they wanted re-aired and took 5 minutes or so at the end of each episode to do things like pay tribute to Bert Bauer and to replay part of the Four Musketeer prom. If you have the Soap Classics DVDs, this week (specifically July 2-3, 1987) are among the handful of back to back episodes included in the set, although they are in two different DVD sets.

Michelle and Rick Bauer BBQ 1987

Michelle and Rick Bauer BBQ 1987

This is one of the more famous Bauer BBQs because Alan-Michael Spaulding parachute jumps in. In fact, Alan, although he wasn’t there, specifically mentions this being a memorable event at Bauer BBQs to Natalia at the one in 2008. This was A-M’s reintroduction after the being SORAS-ed and away from town for many years living with his mother, Hope Bauer Spaulding in New York and other major Eastern cities.

See https://glmanny.wordpress.com/2009/07/21/alan-spauldinghope-bauer for a refresher on Hope and Alan and their relationship with Manny.

This makes A-M Ed’s great-nephew, Alan’s son, Phillip’s adoptive half-brother,  and Michelle’s second cousin (he’s older than her, but a generation younger).

Jeva are actually together and happy in 1987. This must be one of those times they won the 3-Legged Race they mention in 2009. Rusty Shayne, Reva’s brother, the one Jeva’s kids are always packed off to when they are inconvenient, is back. He lives on a ranch “near Tulsa” as they always add. I always liked him with Mindy, but they sadly they never got a real shot. SIGH! Never will now. Anyway Rusty quite frequently came back for the BBQ so keep an eye out for him the rest of the week. That’s more than can be said for sister Roxie who disappears into a mental institution and is never heard from again.

The group A-M is talking to on the right includes Dinah Marler and Cameron (who’s last name I never bother to remember). They formed a triangle that became a square when a joke A-M played turned serious when they discovered Harley Davidson was the name of more than a motorcycle after all and Harley Davidson Cooper jumps onto our screens for the first time as part of this quad.

Ed and Maureen are in full BBQ mode, especially love Maureen’s then state of the art video camera which paired with Mindy’s Polaroid makes it very much of its time. They actually had much better sound and picture quality than many we have today. The structure made them more stable and less likely to have that handheld shake. NOTE that Ed is wearing the HAT.  Phillip runs the grill, too.

Phillip is currently dating the youngest Reardon sister, Chelsea. Her older sisters include Maureen Bauer and Nola Chamberlain. Chelsea is a professional singer (and in real life the actress still does concert dates with a divas of daytime group). Chelsea and Phillip were quite serious for awhile (no couple code I’ve found yet though). In fact, one Christmas Eve, following up on a conversation with Santa Nick, Phillip decides that life is for the living and thinking Beth is dead at this point, decides to let her go. Forget that huge trunk of stuff Pheth finds in the Spaulding attic in 1997, all that stuff was at Phillip’s house when it burned and all he had left was a little piece of lace and ribbon. He leaves it on Beth’s headstone, but Chelsea has already given him up as a lost cause and moves out of town to follow her singing career and on to a pivotal role on another soap.

Love Henry’s boater. Isn’t that great! And H.B. in a cowboy hat. H.B. & Henry were great friends. I love it when they are together. They are in-laws thru Vanessa & Billy. “His 2 grandfathers are fighting over him.”

In part 2, Maureen carries Michelle across the screen & then Vanessa carries Bill over to Ross & Henry. I loved Roxie Shayne, wish she hadn’t disappeared.  Will really isn’t Josh’s friend and will cause a lot of trouble. Josh was still fighting with H.B. over independence issues.

Alan was still Chris! Alan already had major heart issues in 1987. It’s amazing he lived as long as he did. Sorry I don’t remember what’s behind the cable guy’s beef with Alan or how Alan gets out of it. If anyone else does, chime in.

Mindy should know A-M, he’s her ex-brother-in-law. At least Mindy should know it before Reva. Mindy has a Polaroid. Remember those? Actually we still have one.

Ross and Vanessa are back together after she split from Billy. One of the few times when they played that they had ever had a more than a friendship.

I want a copy of the 50th anniversary issue of the Springfield Journal and one of those Springfield Journal T-shirts. I’m not sure who the pre-teen is who is in training for the Olympics. Anybody else remember?

Once again Rick shows that he knows Phillip better than anybody else and can read him through his good front. Love Mindy’s dress and Dinah’s outfit. HATE Phillip’s hat.  OK I know there are other people wearing the hats there, but he wears his the longest.

One of the things that I think they did a great job cutting back and forth between the studio and true exterior shots. I especially find the two cuts of the balloon release are especially well done.

June 30 and July 1 are prep days. The actual BBQ is July 2-4, 1987.

June 30, 1987

We open on some of the great Mindy-Rusty stuff. They were keeping Marah a few more days after they released Reva after she gave birth. Ed and Maureen are just back from Chicago where they went to watch Johnny’s little sister Lacey perform her gymnastic routine. Vanessa is in full mogul mode and looking great doing it. Alan shows back up at the office. After Vanessa leaves, Alan has a cardiac episode. Lacey shows up at Company on her own. She asks if Roxie is a waitress even though she’s not doing anything or wearing anything even in the slightest way related to waitressing. Lacey seems to be quickly developing a crush on Cameron Stewart. 17:03 “Q” John de Lancie is in Safeguard commercial. Lancie took off rather than face Johnny.” Alan ignores Ed’s medical advice for being admitted and given further tests, but does agree to go to clinic that specializes in rest. Alan always did favor Phillip above Alan-Michael and his other children. By the way, Alan continues to have heart issues and it ultimately is what kills him. 35:00 Maureen brings little Michelle in. AWWWW! Rick and Maureen think maybe someone has been in the Bauer house. Alan calls Alex to let her know that he won’t be able to make the trip to Europe to return the stolen art. Alex is truly upset by Alan’s attack, but when he insists the only help he needs is for her to return the art she agrees to do that. Alan’s clinic is in Oregon. H.B. shares with Rusty an experience of a Texas Ranger friend. I just love how H.B. always calls Mindy “Mindy Darlin’.” Billy calls her Melinda Sue.

July 1, 1987

Everyone is practically running into each other at the Springfield Journal newsroom as the hurry to get out the special 50th Anniversary edition full of stories of Springfield’s past (and tell me again WHY they didn’t offer that for sale? Even as a insert in a soap magazine or something?) 1:50 in note the gorgeous wall of family photos behind Reva. Lacie Bauer, Johnny’s little sister and an aspiring Olympic gymnast, arrives for a visit by breaking into the house. The Folgers commercial around 5:30 features the former Annabelle Simms Reardon. Lacie is close enough that Ed and Maureen went to St. Louis to see her perform, but not so close that Rick has any name recognition or to recognize her. Ed moves the Bauer BBQ-er to the flight school and takes 100 pounds of charcoal. Chelsea gets an offer to go work for rival paper the Springfield Mirror. Reva asks Roxie to be Marah’s godmother. Phillip is also working at the Journal as a writer. 36:00 Josh brings in the Lewis family christening gown for Marah and Miss Martha’s wedding gown for Reva because “she loved you like a daughter” which would be more sweet than nauseating if only Reva hadn’t married Miss Martha’s husband. Balloon releases used to be huge. They were used for celebrations and to find penpals by people who would release them with a note attached. Public opinion turned against them because they felt they were endangering wildlife.

Maeve’s Speech: “I would like to dedicate this special edition of the Journal to 50 years of life in our wonderful city and to our founding editor Irna Phillips and may her vision of Springfield be a Guiding Light to us all.” About 41:00

At 48:00 Montage of the articles that appeared in that 50th anniversary issue of Springfield Journal which makes me want to read it more than ever. At 50:00 Josh and Reva anniversary tribute, first fountain scene.

July 2, 1987 – BBQ Proper Begins

Isn’t Little Billy darling? Normally a Bauer BBQ is 100% chance of great weather.  Of course after a pretty big pop up storm it clears off completely by the time the BBQ hits full steam. This is the only year I can think of where it actually rained on the day of. Mindy is being a little overprotective and Rusty and H.B. have some nice what it means to be a man conversation. I think the best thing Dinah could do to make sure Vanessa and Ross don’t keep dumping her is to have other plans. That means that the Chamberlain House is 6 miles away from the Bauer House and the Spaulding Mansion next door. Jackson was a music producer who mostly caused trouble. (The most interesting thing about him is that the actor who played him was Elizabeth Taylor’s stepson in real life.) I don’t remember who Jackson is calling in London. Anyone? Add a comment. Aww. Henry and Little Billy are swinging by to pick up H.B. on the way to the BBQ. Johnny shows Roxie called his plane “New Beginnings” and proposed. Roxie brought Rusty a care package from the Bauer BBQ including a Bauer Burger. Michael O’Leary came back especially for the 50th Anniversary week. His character was currently living in Chicago. Great advice Rick “what matters is what YOU think about it, not Phillip.” Ed: “There’s not a tent to be had in all of Springfield.” Ed was also shocked about the cost of tents so they probably haven’t thought about renting one before. Nice Bert-Rick moment at 39:00. How did they miss the obvious Blue Skies mention by making it Clear Skies instead? Cropduster plane buzzed before jump 47:00 Parachute Jump at 50:00 It’s funny how many times in the next couple of episodes they repeat things like Alan-Michael is Alan’s son, Phillip’s brother, Ed’s nephew, “he’s half Bauer” etc. The Four Musketeers clip is Michael O’Leary and Grant Aleksander talking. There was a lot of irritation at the time because what was actually voted for was The Four Musketeer Prom. I doubt very many people had this fight scene in mind rather than say Phillip and Beth getting crowned. I’m sad to say both Rick and Phillip are half right. Phillip really is in love with her, but Rick is right Phillip will hurt her again and again.

July 3, 1987  Day After the Jump

The first link below is the full episode the second set patch the episode together from clips from a couple of channels. Things have perked up at the Bauer BBQ and things are definitely taking off. 11:30 more darling little Michelle. More Springfield Journal. 12:00 Darling Little Billy – who has been in invisible mud. This first episode sets up Alan-Michael’s life long quest to gain his father’s approval. Actually Josh is being a jerk. Who wouldn’t respect their own opinion over almost anyone else’s, particularly someone who is a young buck that tends to make rash decisions? That was a nice character moment of Dinah being interested in news. She’s never the photographer Reva is (who is a professional for awhile), but Dinah does later become a television producer so she does have a visual eye and an eye for the important. Miss Sarah should have recognized both Miss Martha’s wedding dress and the Lewis christening gown. 30:00 The Eli Simms Annabelle flashback 5 fishermen storyline mentions the police never discovered who the killer was, the audience did it was Eli Simms. Will Jeffries was truly insane, so why he seems to be Josh’s friend now he actually just doctored Marah’s records to make sure it looked like someone else was Marah’s father to hurt Josh. At 50:00 they do a tribute to Bert and much of it is replayed over the years when they talked about Bert. At 53:00 approximately is the scene where Bert first finds out Bill is alive. That’s an amazing scene and one that isn’t repeated very much.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1cRQ1Alv5NM&feature=related(The Jump)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RV_R6vmQAws (Part 1)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nOQE3ImJJ_s (Part 2)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_5va17pO954 (Part 3)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VC_Ln5KK5I4  (Part 4)

July 3rd was a Friday that year, just like it is in 2015 🙂 , so the story with the hotair balloon, Alan being shot and left for dead, etc. should pick up again on Monday, July 6, 1987, but I have not yet found the episode.

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Guiding Light Cast Roundup 79

September 20, 2017

This is the seventy-ninth in an irregular feature where we will report updates on what cast members of Guiding Light are doing now. I’m playing catch up on some soap magazine news. So as a reminder you can buy back issues:
https://glmanny.wordpress.com/2014/06/07/faq-back-issues-2014/

The January 30, 2017 issue of Soap Opera Digest published the Manny photo from Instagram.

Check out “The Guiding Light” pp 42-44 in Daytime TV Yearbook, no. 5 1974. It includes the cast at the time with individual photos and bios.

The November 4, 1986 issue of Soap Opera Digest featured an article on the effect of chaos and switching TPTB behind the scenes. They tell about what’s going on behind the scenes on Guiding Light in the mid-1980s.

I’m sure I mentioned this when this first came out, but I just came across the August 1, 2011 issue of CBS Soaps in Depth. In a feature on characters who get back together to characters after they really should know better, Manny get a page and a half and several photos.

The July 31, 2017 issue of Soap Opera Digest flashes back to what happened on all the soaps, including Guiding Light, in 1998. As any Manny fan knows the most important event that year was that Manny got its start. Also important was Michael Zaslow (the irreplaceable Roger Thorpe) was unceremoniously fired due to his advancing illness, Fiona Hutchinson (Jenna Bradshaw Cooper, Vanessa’s sort of sister, Buzz’s true love), Jay Hammer (long time reporter Fletcher Reade), Lisa Brown (Nola Reardon Chamberlain, of the Quola pairing), all left.

Bethany Joy Lenz (then credited as Joie Lenz) was on the red carpet for the premiere of HBO’s Big Little Lies. See a photo in the April 27, 2017 issue of CBS Soaps in Depth.

Daniel Cosgrove (Bill Lewis #4, part of the wonderful Bizzie pairing) talks about being an introvert in the July 25, 2016 issue of CBS Soaps in Depth.

Jane Elliot (Carrie Marler, Ross’ wife) has retired from her iconic soap role on General Hospital. Read more in the April 17, 2017 issue of CBS Soaps in Depth.

Find a photo of Jordi Vilasuso (Tony Santos #1 of Marony fame) is given a full page photo with a discussion of his diet in the July 25, 2016 issue of CBS Soaps in Depth. His character’s departure from Days of Our Lives means that there is a feature interview with Vilasuso in the August 7, 2017 issue of Soap Opera Digest. Since then has done two movies. Vilasuso did a quick short spot talking about what he has learned watching Justin Deas (Buzz Cooper) and A. Martinez on Days. It’s a nice little shot of how Deas worked. Find it in the March 21, 2016 issue of Soap Opera Digest.

Laura Bell Bundy (Marah Lewis #5, the one who started Marony) married TBS excecutive Thom Hinkle in Arcadia, CA at the Santa Anita Park racetrack on June 3, 2017. Read about it in the June 26, 2017 issue of Soap Opera Digest.

Sonia Satra (Lucy Cooper Spaulding, part of terrific LAM pairing, victim of Marian Crane) has a featured interview about her part as Gloria Steinem in a 10 point docuseries American Playboy: The Hugh Hefner Story in the August 14, 2017 issue of Soap Opera Digest.

Michael Tylo (Quint McCord Chamberlain) was interviewed in the December 30, 1986 issue of Soap Opera Digest when he first came on All My Children. He talks about his time on Guiding Light and his bicoastal marriage.

Find a feature on the play Breathing Under Dirt including Michael O’Leary (Rick Bauer #5, the adult one we know and love),  Grant Aleksander (Phillip Spaulding #2, adult Phillip), Cynthia Watros (Annie Dutton #1), Tina Sloan (Lillian Raines), and Beth Chamberlain (Beth Raines Spaulding #2) is in the August 8, 2016 issue of CBS Soaps in Depth

Chamberlain was also the subject of a feature about her career as a fitness guru in the August 11, 2011 issue of CBS Soaps in Depth.

Find a report on the 2016 Daytime Stars and Strikes event in the July 25, 2016 issue of CBS Soaps in Depth.

There is a where are they now catch up feature with soap stars who’ve gone on to primetime TV success in the February 27, 2017 issue of Soap Opera Digest. It included is Frank Grillo (the last Hart Jessup) who now stars on Kingdom his real life wife and former Guiding Light love interest Wendy Moniz (Dinah Marler #3) played his love interest in Kingdom‘s second season. In the August 14, 2017 issue of Soap Opera Digest an Ask Us question explained that Moniz appeared in seasons 4 and 5 in House of Cards as Laura Moretti.

Krista Tersreau (Mindy Lewis #1) was quoted in the best quotes feature of April 15, 2013 issue of Soap Opera Digest. The quote was originally published April 10, 1984. About her screen-test experience for the soap, “As soon as I got in the limo, I felt like such a big shot. I was sitting in the back seat and I rolled the windows down, thinking when people pass they’d look in and want to see who is in there.”

Emme Rylan (Lizzie Spaulding Lewis #6, part of the wonderful Bizzie pairing) shared a photo of her family from her latest baby shower in the June 26, 2017 issue of Soap Opera DigestRylan  is having baby #3. Read all about it in the January 30, 2017 issue of Soap Opera DigestRylan and Laura Wright (Cassie Layne Winslow) are both featured in Star Shots of the Week with their children in the August 14, 2017 issue of Soap Opera Digest.

Gina Tognoni (Dinah Marler #4) shared a photo of her summer tip to Graceland in the June 26, 2017 issue of Soap Opera Digest.

Judi Evans (Beth Raines #1) has previously played two very distinct roles on Days of Our Lives. She had returned awhile ago to her iconic role as Adrienne Johnson, but recently they’ve brought back Bonnie Lockhart. Their runs were on separate times and when Bonnie came on their resemblance was not noticed but will play a major part in current story. Find more in the July 31, 2017 issue of Soap Opera Digest.

Daniel Hall who is now Scott Granger on The Young and the Restless had several short term roles on Guiding Light including Jack/Jake/Unnamed Pickpocket. Find an interview with him where he includes his time on GL in the April 17, 2017 issue of CBS Soaps in Depth. He also discusses (and is pictured with) Saundra Santiago (Carmen Santos). They didn’t overlap on the soap, but got to know each other later.

Kim Zimmer (Reva Shayne Lewis) attended the opening night of Robert Newman (Josh Lewis)’s new production of Man of La Mancha. Check out a photo in the July 11, 2016 issue of CBS Soaps in Depth.

Brittany Snow (Daisy Susan LeMay Cooper #2 – during Susan’s first return) appeared on the red carpet photos in the July 11, 2016 issue of CBS Soaps in Depth.

Back in 2011, Frank Dicopoulos (Frank Cooper) announced becoming the host of a NJDiscover show called Earth Treasures. It’s no longer on the air, but there is a photo of him with his family including his daughter Olivia who was Maureen Reardon on the show. See it in the August 11, 2011 issue of CBS Soaps in Depth.

When Maeve Kinkead was out of Guiding Light on maternity leave she was replaced by Anna Stuart best known as Donna Love on Another World. Read about it in the November 4, 1986 issue of Soap Opera Digest.

Kassie DePaiva (Chelsea Reardon, Maureen and Nola’s little sister) reported she was now cancer free in the February 27, 2017 issue of Soap Opera Digest.

In the December 30, 1986 issue of Soap Opera Digest, a fan writes in and asks about Calla Matthews. The fan wanted to know if Calla still had syphilis. She was cured of the disease, but would no longer be able to have any more kids.

A question in the December 30, 1986 issue of Soap Opera Digest ask if Keith Timmons on Santa Barbara‘s cat was really his actor’s Justin Deas‘s cat. It wasn’t.

In the December 30, 1986 issue of Soap Opera Digest has a great 2 page photo of Grant Aleksander (Phillip Spaulding #2, adult Phillip) with a couple of cats. It’s worth finding the issue. There’s also a photo of Kimi Packs who played Dorie who India adopted.

Roger Howarth (Jory Andros, Eleni’s brother in 1992) returned to shooting his role of Franco Baldwin on General Hospital in July after a protracted contract neogiation. Read more in the August 14, 2017 issue of Soap Opera Digest.

JoBeth Williams (Brandy ???) talks about how Guiding Light‘s TPTB were kind and let her out of her contract after she hit the big time in Kramer vs. Kramer. The quote was originally from 2002, but was quoted again in the April 15, 2013 issue of Soap Opera Digest about how nice TPTB were about letting her out of her contract.

The April 4, 1986 issue of Soap Opera Digest answers a fan question about Simon Hall (the illegitimate son of Alexandra’s first husband who was also the father of Lujack and Nick McHenry). His accent was Canada and was his actor’s (Shawn Thompson) real accent.

Beth Ehlers (Harley Cooper Davidson) was quoted from an interview originally published in the June 8, 1993 issue and republished in the August 7, 2017 issue of Soap Opera Digest: “Actors are just normal people. I think that disappoints fans more than anything else.” Ehlers was also featured in a round up of siblings paired with Frank Dicopoulos (Frank Cooper).

Check out a casual photo of Laura Wright (Cassie Winslow #1) and her current boyfriend Wes Ramsey (Sam Spencer, Olivia’s brother) in the July 31, 2017 issue of Soap Opera Digest.

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Fair Winds and Following Seas by Phyllis Chapter 8

August 29, 2017

Republisher’s Note: We finally reach the very end so far of the story from The Mob’s Cardinal. I’m sorry there isn’t more.

Fair Winds and Following Seas by Phyllis Chapter 8

“This house seems bigger than the house plans. Do you think the builder misinterpreted the square footage?”

Sipping on his second cup of coffee, Danny had grown accustomed to listening to Michelle with one ear and responding at the right moment to her question. “Michelle, you saw every stage of the house being built. The house hasn’t changed in size from the pouring of the foundation to the time when the moving van moved us back to Springfield. Don’t tell me that you miss the cozy condo in Philly?”

Smiling at her husband’s intuitiveness, “We did out grow the condo but it was very convenient to the hospitals where I worked. It was home away from home to Gabby, Bethany and Pascal. They had a park close by to provide hours of entertainment, the Schuylkill River outside their windows and the ever convenient corner ice cream shop.” Taking the Saturday morning paper out of Danny’s hand, Michelle sat down on his right leg. Stroking the dark curls with one of her fingers, “I miss the city living. Laurel Falls is farther out from Springfield than I would like for the children to be. Saturdays are crazy with our schedules. We have soccer games for the boys, theater rehearsals for Bethany Joy with dance lessons thrown in addition to getting the right son at the right field for a game. Maybe, we made the wrong decision in building the perfect home. The lake house was where we always came back to when we visited Springfield.”

“Michelle, Michelle! the lake house had been remodeled when you and I met, it wasn’t feasible to alter the house again to suit our growing family; besides it gave Ray a sanctuary to escape to when we were in Philly.”

Looking at the view of the waterfalls from his chair at the kitchen table, “You can’t tell me that this view doesn’t take your breath away in the morning sunrise with the light beams bouncing off the water to create a prism. So what is wrong?”

“Danny, it isn’t anything wrong but what is right. My babies are growing up and I miss having a little one to hold in my arms. I never thought I would consider having another baby after Lance Pascal was born. My residency, private practice as short lived as it was; opened the door for me to do pediatric research.”

Kissing Danny on his forehead, “I have had it all, but the job that I liked the best was being the mother to your children. Danny, you are aware that Father Ray and I meet every Thursday.”

“Ray, God bless his soul has listened to me mumble and grumble over a house. Anyway, last week, Ray being the good Catholic Father told me that I should fill it with Santos children.”

Swallowing another sip of the hot coffee, “Ray has good intentions but how do you feel, Michelle?”

Michelle intertwined her fingers in with Danny’s fingers. “Bethany has begged for a sister to even the count and Lance Pascal has joined in the petition in the past. The house has many rooms that are never used and only see me when I give them a dusting and a promise, but it was built for a time in the future when our children have children.”

“I wanted the house to be big to accommodate their visits and a gathering place. Carmen’s house is a cold museum. She spends more time here and at Pilar and Bill’s home in Chicago than she does at Casa Santos. Abuella is content to stay at the villa in Puerto Rico with her arthritis but when she travels back to the USA, this is where she stays.”

“Honey, we have two preteens and another son that are involved in their specific activity that reflects their talents. Having another baby would please me but we would be starting over with wet diapers, breast feeding and lots of sleepy nights for the next two years.”

The banging noise coming from the laundry room turned their attention to Bethany standing with her ballet shoes in her hand. “Mom, I forgot to tell you but I broke the ribbon off my toe shoes. Can we go downtown early this morning? I apologize for listening in the laundry room but my friends love to come to visit me here at Laurel Falls and please get busy and do what ever it is that you do and make a baby sister or brother. I vote for a sister. Uncle Ray is right, this house laughs when we are all here.”

Slipping off Danny’s legs, “Yes, we can go into the city early to buy new toe shoes or get them repaired. The other subject is up for debate, if I become pregnant and that is a big “IF”. The baby will add joy and stress to our already busy lives.  We are all busy.Your father has his offices in Springfield and San Juan. I have a major research project going on with the NIH in Washington, DC and then the normal life of three active children going in multiple directions.”

“Mom, I know that you can do it because we have Mommy Olga to help us. Please, pretty please with sugar on top.”

“Bethany Joy Santos, can you go back upstairs and make sure that your brothers are up and getting showers. Your Daddy has made his special waffle mix and we have fresh strawberries from the garden.”

Bethany banging on Pascal’s door and the quiet pecking on Gabriel’s door followed the clacking sound of feet running up the steps. “Bethany is respectful of how she approaches Gabriel in the morning but with Pascal, she is always ‘Here I am in your face.'”

Laying the paper on the table, Danny stood and walked to the kitchen counter where he turned the waffle iron setting down to medium. “Honey, Gabby and Bethany still have their own special communication. Gabby is the quiet leader and Bethany, well, she is vivacious and isn’t afraid to speak what is on her mind. And Pascal has been playing catch-up since he was born with the twins. It is purely sibling dynamics at work.”

“Gabriel and Pascal were downstairs in the basement late last night building a model airplane. Bethany isn’t interested in the project but she was down there with a new CD pleading with Gabriel to be her dance partner. Thirty minutes later, she is upstairs in her room making plans to go to the mall with her girl friends to see a new Star Wars movie.”

“Danny, I don’t see anything unusual about BJ’s flitting from dancing in the recreation room with Gabby to meeting up with her girlfriends to see the movie.” Pausing to express her thought carefully, “Bethany is going to be the child that is going to require us to be one step ahead of her.”

“So you are telling me that she is like her mother. Maybe Ray can find her a nice convent to live in for the next several years. I’m not ready for Bethany to move to the full-blown teenage scene. When Bethany got home; she went immediately to Gabriel’s room and they talked for hours about the new space characters and special affects. It seems to me that when it is just the two of them, she is on equal footing and when Pascal is added to their mix; Bethany will compete for Gabriel’s attention.” Michelle placed the plates in the warming oven while pondering Danny’s observation.

“They aren’t identical twins, but it appears to be more of a girl-boy development issues. Gabriel has always liked the toy objects for building and anything with wheels. Bethany preferred Barbie Dolls and crafts with art. They are both musical and the three all love to read.” Leaning her head on Danny’s chest, “They have the same love of books as you do.”

“Danny, why don’t you start the waffles and I’ll pour the Orange juice. I think today is a good day for a little mother and daughter talk. Lance Pascal is so accepting of their behavior, but I can see the boys beginning to want to do their thing and Bethany struggling to understand that her twin brother is growing more independent of her.”

“Michelle, the bond between Gabby and Bethany is stronger than ever. Bethany goes to Gabby quicker than she comes to us. They still operate in unison. Bethany and Gabby welcomed Pascal into their world from the beginning. They are all close, which is good; Mick and I were close once, but we didn’t connect like our three children have done.”

In the background, Danny heard the phone ringing. “Can you pick up, Michelle?”

“Good morning, Dr. Bauer-Santos speaking.” Handing the receiver to Danny, “It is your lawyer, Mr. Stewart in Philadelphia.”

“Is this personal or family business?” Listening and lifting a golden brown waffle from the skillet, Danny smiled. “No, it’s not going to be a problem….Consider it a graduation gift to Paul. Maria stays in the lower level of the villa and I will give her a call to warn her of his visit. Better yet, I can get Abuela to come here for a visit while Paul and his buddies take a vacation there…..Has he decided to move to New York City? It is where the acting action is happening…..I hope that he is successful in finding work…. If he needs help finding a job to support himself, I have connections to a few restaurants where the waiters make great tips……Our family is well. Michelle and I were just hashing over the pro and con benefits of living in the country. Bethany Joy has the cultural interests and we are in the city frequently for ballet lessons and theater rehearsals. Gabby and Pascal have soccer and swim practice, which requires flat fields and indoor swimming pools. Here at Laurel Falls, we are on the low end of having any nearby.” Hanging up the phone and resuming the business at hand, Danny loaded the waffles on the five plates.

Pascal was the first to join his parents at the kitchen table. “I could smell the waffles cooking upstairs.” Pouring the warm Vermont maple syrup from the bluestone pitcher, “We have the best breakfasts on Saturday mornings. May I please have the strawberries?”

“Certainly Pascal, and you have the nicest manners.”

“Oh Mom, you always try to embarrass me.”

Reaching over to ruffle his long curls, “I know two boys that are in great need of a visit to the hair salon.”

“Nay, Gabby and I like our hair longer just like Pap.”

“Is it hot when you play soccer?”

“It’s hot either way but it keeps my head warm in the winter. I hate to wear hats, you get the hat rings on the hair. It isn’t cool to wear hats to school here in Springfield.”

Michelle tapped Pascal on his shoulder. “Do the kids tease a lot at school?”

“No, they don’t bother me. Everyone knows that I am Gabby Santos’s baby brother and he will protect me on the playground.”

Sitting down next to Pascal’s chair, Michelle prodded Pascal for more information. “Have the boys been picking fights with you and Gabby?”

“Oh Mom, it goes with the territory when we first moved back and being the new kids at school. There is always a bully, but Gabby was well liked at the school and it doesn’t hurt to have Father Ray as an uncle.”

Michelle smiled at Pascal’s answer. “So Gabby charmed the bully?”

“Yea Mom, something like that and all the boys have crushes on Bethany Joy.”

“Speaking of Gabby, was Gabby out of the shower before you came down the steps?”

“He was packing the soccer bag for the game today….Mom, can I invite RJ and David to come over after the game today for a sleep over? I checked your calendar before asking and I didn’t see any of Bethany or Gabby’s friends written down.”

Glancing up to meet her husband’s eyes, Michelle winked at Danny. “Pascal, do I need to call their parents to verify that the sleep over is OK? We all go to church at 8AM. Mass.”

“Mom, their parents are cool with RJ and David coming out here to our house. Everybody knows and has heard the rumors about Papa’s business. It is no big deal; I told them that Daddy is a secret agent for Interpol.”

Danny almost choked on the bite of waffle in his mouth after hearing Pascal’s version of the crime syndicate business. “Pascal, I appreciate your support but telling the white lie isn’t good. I’m really a secret FBI agent.”

“Pap, that is what Gabby tells his friends. It makes sense to me and his friends aren’t scared to come here to visit. Bethany Joy and Gabby have lots of friends at the middle school. RJ and David are nice and we all are on the same soccer team. Besides, I told them that my Mom makes the best lasagna in the world. Can we have it tonight for dinner?”

“Hum…I’m sure that we can have the family favorite tonight. Why don’t you go and call the boys and tell them to bring their swimming suits when they come. I know that your father and I are glad that you are making friends in Springfield.”

“Honey, can I get you another cup of coffee?” Michelle poured the hot coffee in the almost empty mug. Danny’s arm wrapped around the tiny waist of his wife and with the free hand, he caught Michelle’s hand in his hand. Bringing the hand up to his lips, “You knew this day was coming.”

“I thought you had talked to Gabriel and Bethany Joy about the La Familia.”

“I have but from what I heard from Pascal; Gabby has a safe story to fall back on at school.”

“Danny, my Pascal is too young to hear the truth. I don’t want him to hear the truth till he is old enough to understand both sides of the business. The family was safe in Philadelphia; our last name wasn’t prejudged there. Did we make a mistake by coming back to live in Springfield? Have I put my children in the crosshairs of a society that can harm them?”

With Michelle’s chin locked in his hands, “I promise you that all the business here in Springfield is legit. That is all you need to know. Our children will prove themselves to Springfield’s society. Gabby is charming and Bethany Joy is the rising new society teen that is doomed to break many young men’s heart.” Kissing Michelle on the tip of her nose, “We couldn’t have written a better chapter in their lives. All of our work has bought us to where we are now.”

“Michelle, Carmen raised her family in a close family unit behind walls of security. Yes, we have bodyguards and security, but it is what anyone would do if they are wealthy. Our children attend Catholic schools and are engaged in public activities. We have given them a normal life if there is such a thing as a normal life. The business has never touched their lives.”

“Michelle, I think it is time for me to take the kids down to San Cristobel for a quick trip to pick up Abuela. Mr. Stewart’s oldest son and a few friends are going to use the villa for a couple of weeks. It might be a good time to see what is going on in their heads away from Springfield. Plus, I want to make sure that Paul Stewart takes care of the villa while my grandmother is away. A little face to face meeting won’t hurt to check out the situation.”

“How long will you stay, Danny?”

“It will be an in and out one day trip.”

****

Three weeks later, Danny sitting in the pilot sit settled the leer jet wheels down on the tarmac at the International Airport in San Juan. In his heart and mind, he felt the surge of warm memories rising up. He was back where he belonged. The fleet of black Mercedes waiting in the parking lot had increased over the years. The family hotel and casino business had multiplied tenfold. The big spenders received all the niceties after dropping their wealth on the gambling tables thus enriching the bank accountants of the Santos Empire in Puerto Rico. At the bottom of the steps stood the five bodyguards with his aging grandmother. The grand matriarch, Maria still insisted on coming to the airport to meet her grandson and his children.

Resting in her wheelchair, she greeted Pascal, Bethany Joy and finally Gabby. “Gabriel Santos, the oldest great grandson and the heir to the Family. I think the Saints of Santos for allowing me to see my great-grandchildren grow up in my old age.”

Danny squatted down to meet the light dancing in the hard old eyes of a woman that he greatly respected. “Abuela, it is good to see you in good health. Michelle sends her love and is happy that you can visit with us in our home in Springfield. Have the guests arrived at the villa?”

Lifting her hand to point up to an imaginary living space being occupied by the young adults, “They are very quiet and the young man was polite and introduced his friends after they arrived. They bought back many memories of a time when you and Mick were the making of many headaches for Miguel and Carmen.” Raising her eyes to scan the steps and as far as she could observe inside the jet, “Michelle didn’t make the trip? This is a first!”

Pascal stepped forward to answer his great- grandmother. “Mom was coming, but at the last minute she decided it was too much. Mom preferred to stay at home and recuperate.”

Danny wrapped his arm around his younger son’s small shoulders, “Maria, you have your answer.”

Checking his gold wristwatch and making the time adjustment, “Let’s get to the villa and see the young Mr. Stewart. He should be up by now.” The lead bodyguard informed Danny that the college crowd had returned to the villa by 4am. “Abuela did you hear them coming in this morning?”

“No, but you must remember that I take my hearing aids out of my ears when I retire for the night.”

Waiting patiently out of respect for the old woman, Santana spoke in Danny’s ear. “They were quiet as a church mouse.”

“Good, the words that I wanted to hear.”

Danny and Maria watched the next generation run down the rocky steps to the white beach below the marble balcony. “Abuela, everything is changing. It use to be, Michelle and me running down the steps; then it was Michelle and me with Gabby and Bethany Joy. Now, I’m here observing with my grandmother.” Sipping the Sangria, Danny placed his tan hand over the crippled hand of a woman that he loved and adored. “Michelle is expecting again! We haven’t told Pascal. Michelle wants to do it at the right time.”

Turning the tiny wheel in her hearing aid to adjust the volume, “Pascal has always been special to Michelle as you were to Carmen. He is very attached to his mother and Michelle to him. It is for all the right reasons. I’ve observed his mannerisms. Pascal has the right mentality and fortitude to be the next leader of the Santos family. I’ve watched Gabriel and Pascal grow up. Gabby is too sensitive and influenced by Bethany. I tell you, Pascal is a natural born leader.”

Bending down to kiss the tips of her now crippled fingers from the progressing arthritis, Danny ignored Maria’s apparent approval and selection of Pascal. “Pascal’s disposition is more like Michelle than any of our children. The business world that you and my grandfather knew is in constant change. Our business is too big for one to handle. When I’m ready to step aside, I want my sons in an equal partnership; there will be plenty to share.”

“But Danny,” Caressing Danny’s hand in hers, “There has to be a go to man and I’m telling you that it is Pascal.”

Rising back up to the standing position, Danny heard the laughing voices of the three below in the water. “I will see which one is ready for the challenge.”

“I see. Michelle still rules your heart and mind. She has influenced your thinking for a long time. I am an old woman and going to die soon, but before my coffin is lowered down to my final resting place; I want to breathe my last breath with the knowledge that the Santos name is respected here and in the USA.” Requesting her promise in Spanish, “Please do me that honor!”

“Abuela, the child that Michelle is carrying might possess your genes and Carmen’s. I think this conversation is over. I want to catch up with Paul Stewart. I want to re-enforce my presence here with the young man.”

Back inside the villa, Danny took the white marble steps two at a time till reaching the landing on the main level. The aroma from the fresh brewing coffee coming from the coffee maker was a good sign. Someone was up and Danny was betting that it was the young Stewart. Walking to the kitchen cabinet that housed the coffee mugs, Danny selected one and reached for the coffee carafe. After pouring the mug full of the hot caffeine beverage, Danny sat down on the high cushioned stool to await the appearance of a living, moving body. Giving the family room a thorough checking with his observant eyes, he was pleased and satisfied at the neatness.

The quietness of the villa was interrupted with the sound of bare feet walking on squeaking clean marble steps. The cordial greeting followed, “Mr. Santos, I didn’t expect to see you here.”

Danny pushed the swivel chair around to face the college graduate. “I’m here on business and to retrieve my grandmother. I thought it might be less stressful for you and your guests if she wasn’t here. Just saying hello and goodbye. We are all leaving by 8PM and the entire villa will be yours to enjoy. Oh, I should warn you that my children are down on the beach taking advantage of the quick trip here. In case you hear the sound of young voices, it will be them.”

Paul smiled a sigh of relief when he comprehended the meaning behind the presence of his father’s boss in the villa. Extending his left hand to Danny, “I want to thank you for your generosity. I promised my father that we would leave the villa cleaner than we found it, but the place was spotless when we arrived. I have a good bunch of my friends here and we are having a blast. We were out late last night in San Juan; so everyone is sleeping in this morning.” Stroking his full head of dark curls, “Where are my manners? Have you had breakfast? I can make a mean cheese omelet.”

For what seemed like an eternity, Paul waited for an answer from his father’s boss. Danny took another long sip of coffee before dumping the remaining coffee in the sink. “Thanks for the coffee, I don’t think that I will see you again before I leave going back to Springfield. Oh to be young again and full of energy. Take care. The young ladies of Puerto Rico are beauties, but you don’t have to wear yourself out in two weeks.”

Paul rolled his head back and chuckled a short giggle, “Yea, I understand there are lots of them from what I have seen out at night at the clubs.” Thanking Danny Santos again for the generosity, Paul walked Danny out the open French doors to the poolside. With the final parting words, Danny Santos left Paul Stewart in charge of the Santos villa.

After Danny left, Paul decided on a quick plunge into the deep end of the pool to refresh his body. Grabbing the suntan lotion, Paul liberally applied the white solution to his body before lying down on the out stretched beach towel. The Caribbean sun beat down on his burning bare chest and face forcing the young college graduate to roll over to the comfort of his stomach. The sound below the pool was the voices of two young boys playing catch with a baseball, the all American summer sport. The splashing sound of someone diving in the pool and the pleasant sudden spray of water falling on his body startled Paul. “What in the hell!” With his startle reflex in high gear, the handsome young man stood up immediately to see which of his college friends had invaded his world. Expecting a male face to surface out of the water, Paul was taken back to see the pretty preteen face of a young girl resurface at the edge of the pool where he stood. “Hey brat, it isn’t cool to scare the sheer-crap out of someone when they are trying to sleep.”

Bethany was shocked at the lecture that she was getting from the young stranger standing above her. Voicing her irritation back, “I’m sorry but I didn’t see anyone before I dove into the pool. I wanted to rinse the salt water off my body before I went inside and took a shower. Besides, this is our villa! Who are you?”

“Ah huh, you are Bethany Joy Santos, I bet. You don’t remember me? We met once about…” counting back the years”..seven years ago in my father’s office in Philly. You and your twin brother had started kindergarten. My father is one of your father’s legal advisers. I’m Paul Stewart.”

Reaching down with both hands, Paul pulled the petite girl from the swimming pool. On the deck of the pool, Paul caught himself staring at the teen girl with the big dark pupils. Bethany felt the intense eyes of the man called Paul resting on her body. “May I use your towel, I can get another one for you out of the laundry closet?”

“Sure”, picking up his towel, Paul handed it to her.

“I’m full of apologizes, but I don’t remember meeting you back then but Pap has mentioned Mr. Stewart often.” Wiping the water from her body, “Pap has loaned the villa to you as a graduation present. He said you are going to be an actor and live in New Your City!”

Smiling at her excitement, “Yes, I’m leaving for NYC after I get back from this trip. I’m going to try my luck in the big apple and see what develops. Are you a young budding actress?”

Taking a deep breath, ” Kind of but my dream is to be a ballet dancer.”

Paul tried to control his eyes while at the same time; his eyes followed the outline of the female figure. The wet turquoise tankini top clearly showed the growth of her youthful breasts with the hardened nipples standing out at full attention. His eyes were drawn to the young face standing innocently in front of him. The picture inside the villa flashed in his mind and he wanted to explain what he felt was inappropriate behavior to Mr. Santos’s daughter. “There is a wedding picture inside the villa of your mother and father. I can’t get over the remarkable resemblance of you to your mother.”

Grinning a broad smile of pride, “I hear that often from Pap and Uncle Bill.”

Bethany handed the wet towel back to Paul. Thank you for the use of the towel but I had better get inside and get a shower. Pap gave us specific instructions to stay in Abuela’s living quarters. I’m the one that has over stepped the boundaries. Good luck in NYC! Maybe I’ll see you someday on Broadway when I finish growing up!”

Clutching the towel in one hand, “I hope it won’t take that long to get a role in a play on Broadway. Keep dancing, I may see you perform with a famous ballet company.”

Unbeknown to either, Danny Santos had watched the entire encounter from the gatehouse security screens. Bethany had handled herself well. What bothered Danny was the new manifestation of watching Bethany Joy with the opposite sex. He uncrossed his arms and walked down the rocky steps to join the two boys on the beach. Halfway down the flight of steps, Danny glanced back up to the lower balcony and swimming pool. Paul wasn’t in sight. The encounter was innocent. Stewart’s twenty-one year old son was only talking to his twelve year old daughter. Danny couldn’t wipe out the image that he saw on the security screen. He saw Paul admiring his daughter’s body.

Stepping off the last step into the sand, Danny signaled the two boys to join him for a swim out to the white anchored sailboat in the cove. “I’ll race you out to the boat and the last one there is a dirty stinking pirate with a bottle of rum.” With a portion of the race completed, Danny felt a hand touching and then tugging at his ankle. Gabby was giving his father a true race, which instantly caused Danny to turn on the afterburners to remain in the lead by less than a half body length. Danny touched the ladder first by edging out Gabby’s hand by inches. Gasping for air to fill his hurting lungs, Danny saw Pascal finish barely a body length behind his father. “Oh Pascal, is the dirty pirate with a bottle of rum! I guess we have to let the dirty pirate go up the ladder first and give us permission to board the “The Santos Cove.” Pascal took the hint and ascended the ladder first followed by Gabby then Danny.

“Don’t tell Michelle that you almost beat your father today! Your mother will be impressed that you have one of her many talents. She is a great swimmer. Did I ever tell you about the night that she was mad at me and wanted to swim across the lake to the lighthouse?”

Pascal laughed at the mention of the night swim. “Mom must have really been mad at you to try swimming that far at night.”

Patting his son on the knee, “Michelle was fit to be tied and I was fortunate enough to remember a hobby of hers. She was a long distant swimmer and if Michelle had gotten away from me that night…our lives would have been…boring to say the least.”

“Gabby, where is your sister?”

“Bethany went back to the villa pool. She preferred meeting the young actor staying at the villa than throwing the baseball with her brothers. It sounded cool to me, she is forever buying the magazines with all the gossip.”

Danny’s voice pitch changed after he heard what he considered a lame excuse from Gabby. “Gabby, how many times do I have to remind you that you must be the voice of reason with Bethany Joy? She reacts and then thinks. Bethany had no business going by herself to evade the privacy of the house guests.”

“But Pap, Bethany dreams of performing on stage one day; it seemed perfectly normal for her to use the occasion to meet “An actor”.

His father’s intense gaze displayed the disappointment. “You and I will talk later in private. Your job now and in the future is to protect your sister until I release you from that obligation. My Bethany isn’t going to get off as easy. We can take a short rest, then we will return to the villa and see precisely how charmed “our princess” is with Mr. Stewart.”

Behind the screen door, Bethany applied the soft lip-gloss to her lips. “Abuela, do you like the shade of lip-gloss with my complexion?”

Pinching her cheeks with her twisted fingers, “You are perfect without the lipstick.”

“Granny, it isn’t lipstick; the term today is lip-gloss. I went shopping with Mom one afternoon and we picked the color out together.”

Holding the young face in her hands, “Are you wearing this with the approval of your father?”

Bethany reached over to kiss Abuela on the cheek, “Pap approves.”

“Approves of what?” came the voice standing inside the villa.

“The lip-gloss.”

“Gabby and Pascal, go ahead and get your showers.”

“The lip-gloss is an approved item but ‘Miss'” interfering with an invited guest isn’t.”

Bethany reacted with stomping her foot. “I have traitors for brothers; my little brother, Pascal ratted on me.”

Lifting his hand to halt Bethany’s tirade, “The problem is a twelve year old pre-teen seeking out a twenty-two year old MAN.” Danny gave the Man a strong pronouncement indicating his displeasure “…because he is a potential actor. Missy, you didn’t respect his privacy and you owe Pascal an apology. I’m going upstairs to get a shower and apologize for your rude behavior. Not that I have to explain but I saw you with my own eyes from the security screen at the gatehouse. Missy, you are the one causing the ruffle in out tranquil trip to Puerto Rico. When we get back home, you and I will be having a “set down” with your mother.”

“Ah, ah…”clearing her throat, Abuela watched the tears forming in Bethany’s eyes. “Stop this, I have an errand for Bethany Joy. My child, can you please go to the gatehouse and ask Ricardo to bring the young potted orchids to the front of the villa?” Removing the lace handkerchief from her pocket, Abeua wiped the tears from her great-granddaughter’s cheeks. “My old mind has a tendency to forget important things. The new orchids will require my attention when I visit your home. The orchids are like you and your beautiful mother.”

Raising her eyes slowly to meet her father’s eyes. “Am I excused?”

Danny motioned with his left hand for her to go ahead with the errand.

“Abuela, I don’t want you interfering when I am correcting my children!”

Shaking her hand at Danny, “Why are you being hard on the girl? She did nothing wrong. I maybe deaf but I can hear with these hearing aids. I heard every word! Bethany is growing into a beautiful young teenager and she was excited with the prospect of seeing the ‘actor on her own turf’. She will go back to Springfield and do a little bragging among her friends. Normal girls do gossip and they love to talk about their favorite subjects-the opposite sex. So Bethany Joy has a temporary crush on your lawyer’s son; they most likely will never meet again.”

Danny shook his head and ran his hand through his thick curly hair. “I need a haircut. After I shower, I’m going into the old city to get a haircut. Tell, Bethany that I want her to accompany me when she returns from your errand.”

“Abuela, the world that you grew up in doesn’t exist anymore. I have an idea of what BJ was doing. She was flirting with Paul and I don’t like it. Bethany started having her periods this spring. Michelle and I aren’t ready to turn her loose on the world.”

“Gee, Daniel, you can’t keep her in a glass house. Flirting isn’t sleeping with a boy.” Mumbling in Spanish to her grandson, Danny smiled at his grandmother’s veracity. “Do you have anything else to add to this conversation?”

“Yes. Be honest Daniel, it isn’t Michelle. You want Bethany Joy to be your little princess forever. A warning Daniel, the day will come when Bethany will choose to fly away from your protective nest. The man that she chooses will most likely be like you. Your harshness will break her spirit.”

Danny left the sunroom without responding to the matriarch.

“I finished moving the pots from back of the Gatehouse.”

“Good, my princess. You remind me of Pilar when she was becoming a young lady. Carmen saw every male as a potential rapist. The last straw that Carmen refused to tolerate from Pilar was climbing out of the windows at night and hitch hiking with her friends into Chicago. The next day, Pilar was packed up and sent to boarding school in Spain.”

Bethany laid her head down on Abuela’s lap where the gentle hands stroked her hair. “Do you think Pap will send me to boarding school in Spain?”

“Never sweet one. You are his only princess and the spitting image of your mother. His great passionate love for Michelle is transferred to you. Your father is fighting a future demon; the man that steals your heart. The day will come when you break his heart for the right reason. God made a man and woman to yearn and desire each other. It is the yeaning that is driving your father crazy. You must save your virginity for the right man; it is the way of the island people. But it will be different for your brothers; they will be encouraged to come to their wedding bed with experience.”

Popping up from the security of Abuela’s lap, “I get it. Pap knew how to make love to my mother and my mother was a virgin when they got married!”

Kissing the top of Bethany’s head, “You ask too many questions. Speak with your mother; she can answer that personal question.” The sparkle in her deep eyes bubbled forth as she hugged Bethany Joy, “Your father is going into the old city of San Juan; he wants you to join him.”

With the small number of bodyguards walking in front of them and behind, Danny clutched his daughter’s hand. They followed the familiar streets where local venders greeted Danny and his daughter. The cobblestone streets still lead to the pastel shops and homes with the many shades of red, purple and yellow flowers blooming in the various sizes of pots sitting on steps and above the wrought iron porches. Danny and Michelle had roamed the same streets in the late afternoon on their way to the San Cristobel Fort to watch the setting sun. Pausing to stop at one of the store windows, Danny saw the tiny reflection of Bethany in the window.

“Pap, what are you looking at in the window? Do you see something that you want to buy for Mom?”

“No, but this is the store that I bought your mother’s pearl necklace and earrings.”

Inside the store, Danny asked to see a pair of pierced cultured pearl earrings. With four pairs displayed on the black velvet tray, Danny held each pair up to Bethany’s ears. “Which pair do you like Bethany?”

Bethany picked the cluster of three tiny pearls. “Are you sure? I’m giving them to you and when you get back to Springfield, you and your mother can make arrangements to do the ear piercing.”

Spontaneously hugging her father’s neck, “I’ll be the first one in my class to have pierced ears. Thank you Pap!”

Holding Bethany tight in his arms, “I overreacted with you today and I’m sorry that I hurt your feelings. It breaks my heart to see you cry. I have to tell you that the next few years are going to be hard on your father. Time is rushing by when I want it to stop. Michelle and I only want the best for all of our children. There is a special bond between fathers and daughters. What I am saying might not make sense to you, but I want to protect and keep you safe. Watching you grow into womanhood will not be easy!”

“Oh Papa, it will be a long time before I fall in love. I don’t like the birds and bees thing.”

Smiling at Bethany’s statement, “Keep it that way for awhile!”

Fair Winds and Following Seas by Phyllis Chapter 7

August 28, 2017

Author’s Note: It has been along time since I posted another chapter. The chapter was almost finished when I left the story for a while. I had several other projects going on at the same time. I designed and stitched a new counted cross-stitch project and in between made two “ABC Quilts” for a church project. This chapter is very long. I wanted to give you a good chapter because it maybe late in the summer before I get back to FWFS. I have a major writing project to finish for my family that will be published.

It was nice to have Danny get caught with his pants down. LOL I didn’t think about the lock on the door but that goes to show that it must be there in my subconscious thoughts. This chapter deals with a loss that I didn’t include in TMC. Reminder that I have the previous chapters archived at my own site and you may find them there. Thanks for your comments and e-mails that I have gotten from the lurkers. I continue to be shocked at the acceptance of TMC.

Fair Winds and Following Seas by Phyllis Chapter 7

Michelle stood in the darkness outside of the villa on the balcony. The white cashmere sweater shielded the night chill of the ocean breeze. Pulling the long sleeves down on her arms to cover the chill bumps, Michelle gasped at the brilliant light streaking through the southern sky. The thought of where the shooting star eventually landed briefly occupied her mind. Michelle smiled at the simpler things of life, like enjoying a night sky. The heavens above kept their mysteries of where the particles from outer space landed on earth or danced across the sky to burn out in infinity. Danny had been her faithful instructor of learning the art of watching a night sky.

The quiet time at night that they shared was often spent in her resting in his arms leaning back to see the changing night sky. It became their time that they discussed what was going on at home and in the outside world that affected their home life.

Michelle broke off the saltine cracker in her mouth, which was followed with a sip of ice-cold ginger ale. The old stable ally helped with the late afternoon nausea. Between the sounds of the wafer being chewed in her mouth, Michelle listened to the waves breaking on the nearby rocks below the steep cliff. Wiping the moisture from her hands on the black Capri pants that she wore, she battled her nerves. The courage to pretend had abandoned her once again when she heard Danny’s voice inside the villa speaking to Carmen on the phone.

“They are going to be natural born sailors. It must be their pirate blood.” Danny listened to Carmen while watching Michelle standing alone on the balcony. “Mama, you either love the ocean or you hate it. They wanted to spend the night on the sailboat but we hadn’t made the preparations to do that. Michelle wants to be back on land with Gabby and Bethany Joy before the sun goes down…..Yes, it is a mother thing….Mama, I have to go, but I will be in Springfield on Wednesday and you will have Gabby and Bethany Joy all day while I am at the office.”

Snapping the cell phone shut, Danny stood inside the screen with both hands on his hips. Attentive to his wife staring out in the expanse of the darkness, Danny reflected on the quietness that had slowly increased since they had anchored the sailboat in the protective cove.

The screen door opened allowing Danny to walk out to the balcony. “Hey, your mind seems to be a thousand miles away tonight.”

“You noticed.”

“Yes and you seem more distant tonight.”

“Danny, I miss having Carmen and Abuella here with us in San Juan. They are an important part of Gabby and BJ?s lives. It seems unusual to not having them here watching us.”

“Hum, is this a new attitude change that I am hearing?” With his arms enveloped around Michelle’s upper body, “What can you see out there in the darkness?”

“I can’t see anything but the night sky and hear the soothing sounds of the ocean.”

“I was thinking about our baby.”

Danny’s arms tightened on Michelle’s waist in an effort to protect her from the pain of the loss. “The miscarriage again.”

“Danny, I hate the word-Miscarriage. It was the baby that I wanted. I was so happy to be pregnant.”

“Honey, I know that you wanted the baby, but your body discarded the fetus to correct the malformation of the cells.”

“Danny, you can stop the normal medical spin. Remember, I saw the tiny baby in the specimen jar and the baby looked normal to me. I had made plans with the baby. I was going to do everything with the baby that I didn’t do with Gabby and Bethany. Stay at home and change all the diapers. Shop for her clothes. You know the baby was a girl when I had day dreams. Danny, did you ever have any dreams with the baby?”

Swallowing to cushion his own inner pain, “Yes, I dreamed the baby was a girl. I saw you holding her in a pink blanket and you had a Jack in the Box with a hand on the crank with the music playing from the music box. The baby never had a face that I could see. I never told you because I saw it as a bad omen….Our trip to Hawaii after Thanksgiving was supposed to fix the problem.” Turning Michelle to face him, “Do you have something that you want to share with me? Bethany saw you vomiting this afternoon. And unlike her mother, she tells me everything. How many more pregnancy tests are you going to do before you tell me?”

The tears formed in the corner of her eyes, “I was afraid to display any emotion of happiness, the happiness can turn quickly to grief. There isn’t a guarantee that this baby will make it to full term. My schedule isn’t going to get easier, if anything it will get harder with more responsibility. I’m battling racing thoughts of whether it is a good time to be pregnant along side the yucky side effects of the pregnancy.” The reassuring hug from Danny with his usual kiss on top of her forehead was what she had grown accustomed to in their short marriage.

“Do you want to see a doctor here in San Juan?”

“No, not here. I’ve made an appointment with a doctor in Philadelphia that specializes in difficult pregnancies. The first pregnancy was complicated with toxemia and the second one ended in a spontaneous abortion. I’m a doctor and I know that I have to give this pregnancy the best medical care that I can.” Tapping his hand, “This time, I want to wait until I am through the first trimester before we tell Gabby and Bethany that a sister or brother is coming in the late summer.”

Tucking the always-loose strands of hair back behind her ears, “I have my own secret. After you lost our baby, I arranged to have the remains buried in the family plot in Chicago. Abuella went with Ray and me to the cemetery where the tiny white casket was interred beside my father and Mick. The tiny grave is marked simply with Baby Santos on a white marble stone with an angel holding a butterfly in her hand.”

Michelle gasped at hearing Danny’s secret. “Our baby has a tombstone!”

Sobbing in Danny’s secure arms, Danny held Michelle close to his body pausing for the right time to continue. “Honey, I’m not sure if this is the best time to have this conversation. The stress of reliving the loss of the baby can’t be good for you or this baby. Dr. Sedgwick advised me to wait until you were ready to talk about the loss of our baby. Thanksgiving came and by early December, you wanted to try to have another baby.” Grinning at Michelle, “The long weekend in Hawaii was doctor ordered and we came home with this baby.”

Raising his eyebrows, “The new baby helps to explain your behavior at Christmas in Philly. It wasn’t the quiet Christmas that we wanted with Carmen renting a suite in the Ritz Carlton.”

“Carmen will always be in our lives and I want her to feel free to visit her grandchildren. When Pilar and Bill have a baby, the focus will shift to the grandchild closer to her.”

“Danny, you and I know this baby will draw Carmen even closer to our family.”

“Yes, it will but with scanning pictures and sending e-mails, Carmen has settled down nicely into our new living arrangement. She may not like the separation but she has accepted the thousand miles separating her and the grandchildren.”

“Now, we have Carmen out of the way; what are we going to do to help the expecting mother and father?” With their fingers interlocked, Danny rested his chin on Michelle’s right shoulder. Michelle answered, “Trust God to give us another miracle with a normal delivery.”

Danny added, “Think good thoughts, eat properly Dr. Bauer-Santos, no skipped meals.”

“Danny, I do eat well when I get time to grab a meal at the hospital.”

“Michelle, the key isn’t to grab a meal but make sure that you try to put it first.”

“Danny, I promise to do better this time.”

Biting the saltine cracker in Michelle’s hand, “You ought to add some peanut butter on the crackers.”

“The idea is to soothe the acid in my tummy not add to the acid.”

“Rest is very important and the first sign of spotting, means to bed you go. Right, Michelle?”

“Yes, I will do exactly what my doctor hubby wants. Until then, can I be treated normal?”

“Michelle, when have our lives been normal? Normality would be very boring for people with our disposition.”

“Danny, I would love to have one season of normalcy.”

Lifting her chin up to the sky above, “What type of activity are we having in the sky tonight? This might be as close as we are ever going to get to being a normal couple.”

“There have been a few shooting stars in the northeast, pointing with her finger to the sky off to her right side. Orion’s belt is above us. The Southern Cross is directing us to the two Gemini.”

Danny saw the two bright stars that he knew to be in the winter sky back home. “My wife has become an astronomer!”

Pinching Danny’s cheeks, “I had a very good teacher. Danny, where do the shooters go to after we see them in the sky?”

“Ah, you are asking me?”

“Yes.”

“I think the heavens have kept that mystery for a later time to be disclosed.”

“But that is a question for the Jolly Mon as Bethany Joy would say.”

“Bethany Joy loves the book and she is satisfied that the whale is up in the sky taking care of everyone’s problems. We are very lucky to have two healthy kids with great imaginations.”

“Yesterday, it was extremely enjoyable to watch Gabby pretending to read Jimmy Buffet’s Jolly Mon book to Bethany Joy.”

“They have the pages memorized of certain books. If our next baby is a girl; it would be nice to have a Savannah Jane. Another little island girl for Bethany to play Barbie with and setting Gabby free of the Ken and Barbie world.”

Squeezing Michelle’s body closer to his chest, “Do I hear a preference being voiced here?”

“No, I don’t think that I have any preference; transference of my thoughts of a child lost to one belonging to the future.”

“Michelle, what do you think of us waiting until the baby is born to know the sex? With the number of sonograms done to follow the development of the baby, it takes the surprise out of the gender of the baby.”

“So you want to wait until the moment that the lower extremity is delivered to know the sex of this baby.”

Nodding his head indicating “yes”, “It will protect us from developing an attachment to a specific sex and God forbid if an awful tragedy occurred again.” Shifting his feet to support Michelle’s body weight and his weight, “I don’t want to ever have you go through the pain that you did last spring.”

“Never, never.”

Danny’s eyes roamed to the downtown San Juan. “I will always ascertain that the FBI agents constant harassment was the fundamental cause of the stress, which resulted in the miscarriage.”

“Danny, the FBI are never going away. They see me as the outsider with the information to solve a murder.”

“Mick is dead but his contribution to the family still haunts the future of my family.”

“Well at least, they haven’t visited me in Philadelphia.”

******

Danny blocked out the part of hearing Philadelphia and inserted a spring day in Springfield. The day had been unusually busy with one phone call after another, which prevented the concentration that he desired to review the monthly reports. Listening to the concern in Rick’s voice, Danny shoved the reports off the desk to the floor. The immeasurable anguish burned immediately inside his stomach. The unfolding event happening at the hospital was out of his control. Once more, he was in a place that he felt exposed to One with an authority and power over him.

“Danny, you have to come immediately to the hospital. Michelle had a spontaneous abortion a few minutes ago. Dr. Sedgwick wants to do a D&C as soon as possible. I know that you want to be here for Michelle.”

“I’m on my way!”

Yelling for Olga while picking up the reports off the floor, “Olga, I have to leave the house. It’s Michelle and the baby. I want you to call my mother You know the evening routine with Gabby and Bethany Joy. I might be away for the night. If they ask questions; tell them that I’ll be home after they go to sleep.”

“Se Danny, the baby is OK?”

“No, the baby isn’t OK. The baby is no more.”

Grabbing the man that she served, “Why did this happen? This will break Michelle’s heart. She wanted this baby so very much.”

Jimmy’s arrival in the house switched the focus to Danny. “Why the buzzer?”

“I’ll tell you on the way to Cedars Hospital.”

Jimmy sat in the passenger’s seat watching the speedometer of the black Porsche reach a speed above the 90-miles/per hour on the beltway with barely a reduction in speed on the downtown street exit close to the Cedars Hospital. The siren from the police car followed close to the barely visible black dot that grew to the size of a car in front of the Emergency Room. Leaving the engine running in the car, Danny told Jimmy to “take care of business”.

The automatic door opened to Danny where one of the nurses in the ER recognized Michelle’s husband. “Mr. Santos, Dr. Bauer was transferred to the OB-GYN unit.” Writing the number 301 on the note pad, she pressed the piece of yellow paper in his hand. “I’m very sorry.”

Danny acknowledged her words with a small nod of his head. “When was Michelle transferred?”

“Approximately 15 minutes ago. Dr. Sedgwick wanted Michelle to have some privacy to grieve. She is devastated.”

At the busy unit, Danny saw the room numbers listed on the plate on the wall, to his right the rooms went to the delivery room and well baby nursery and to his left was the room where Michelle laid in a hospital bed. Standing at the door for a quick moment to gather his thoughts and strength, Danny heard the voices of Rick and Michelle speaking with Dr. Sedgwick

“Danny will be here soon. I’m not going up to the OR until I see him. I have to tell him. He will blame me for not taking care of myself.” The sadness stirred in Danny’s heart with hearing Michelle’s assessment of the miscarriage.

Tapping on the door, Danny turned the metal door handle. “I’m here, honey.”

The pale color of Michelle’s face contrasted with the two bloodshot eyes. The two physicians reasoned with Michelle to explain the loss alongside giving the words of comfort to a fellow colleague. Dr. Sedgwick clutched Michelle’s hand in her own. “Danny isn’t going to blame you. This was out of our control. For a reason unknown to us, the uterus decided to expel the fetus.”

Michelle listened to the words of her trusted physician. “Did you save the fetus?”

“Yes, it is in a specimen container. As you know, the fetus can be sent to the laboratory for diagnostic studies or we can……”

Danny stepped inside the door, “Michelle- Michelle and I will make the decision together. Can I speak with Michelle in private?”

Dr. Sedgwick left the room and waited for Rick outside the door. Rick paused at the foot of the hospital bed where he patted Danny on the shoulder. “Take as long as you need.”

Danny’s warm tears merged with Michelle’s tears when his cheek brushed her cheek where his hands held her face to his face. “I wish, I had the words to heal your broken heart. Dr. Sedgwick is right. The medical reason isn’t important why the uterus expelled the baby. It can’t bring the baby back to us. Let me tell Dr. Sedgwick that I will take care of the remains.”

Danny left Michelle’s bed and opened the door to find Rick leaning on the wall. “Michelle is ready to go to surgery. There won’t be any diagnostic studies done on the baby. After Michelle leaves the room, I will call a funeral home.”

“OK Danny. If you need a burial plot, I know there are several next to Maureen.”

The orderly with the stretcher arrived and several minutes later, Danny walked alongside the stretcher to the double doors of the OR Suite. Rick pushed the round knob on the wall for the doors to open. “Danny, the procedure will take less than 5 minutes and Michelle will be in the Recovery room for at least one hour before she is brought back to the floor.  If all goes well, she will be discharged to go home tonight.”

Smiling down on Michelle, Danny leaned down to kiss Michelle one more time. “Remember I love you.”

“Danny, I love you.” The whimper of the hushed sob was the last sound that Danny heard after the doors closed.

At the end of the hallway in a solarium by himself, Danny dialed the phone to summon his cousin. “I need you to perform a service for the family. Michelle lost the baby late this afternoon. I want you to take the remains to Rundle’s Funeral Home tonight.”

Ray made the sign of the cross before he entered the room where Danny stood looking out the window. The early spring thunderstorm raged outside the window. “Danny, did Michelle have any symptoms indicating there was a problem?”

“None that she ever expressed to me.” Danny handed the paper bag to his cousin, “The funeral home is waiting for you to bring this to them. The director has a tiny casket ready for the baby. He will transfer the contents in the container to the casket. Tomorrow, you and I are driving to Chicago to bury Baby Santos with my father and Mick.”

Taking the bag from his cousin, “Is this OK with the hospital? They might be able to discover what went wrong.”

“Ray open the bag and look at the fetus in the container. The fetus isn’t a damaged goods. I want the baby buried intact and definitely not dissected baby parts. Also, I do not want Michelle seeing you leave here with the remains.”

“You are right, Danny, but how are you?”

“I haven’t had time to digest the consequences. I was the one fighting Michelle having another baby so soon after the birth of the twins with her entering a residency program in Philly. When she found out that she was pregnant in February, she was as happy as I have ever seen her. Michelle is the type of woman born to be a mother. I personally think that motherhood keeps her connected to Maureen.”

“Strange as it seems God takes what is good and gives what is good.”

Turning to his cousin, “I want you to explain the mystery to me one day.”

**************

Eighteen months later, while shaving Danny thought of the turbulent day in spring and to the day in January when Michelle announced that God was back in the giving business.

Danny rechecked the two backpacks next to the door. Inside the backpacks were the new items purchased at the Toys R Us when he and the twins had made the trip to shop for their morning sessions at the Child Care Center at the Thomas Jefferson Hospital. Michelle had given him the list and he had chuckled at the list: large bath towel for naps, crayons, finger grippers for pencils and writing pad with lines.

Michelle was two weeks overdue and the visit yesterday to her specialist had been discouraging. The baby was in the right position for delivery but he wanted to wait another week before inducing labor. Last night, Danny and Michelle had listened to the heartbeat of their baby and watched the baby stretch the arms and legs in her expanded abdomen. The baby’s name was undecided and many trial names had been written on the note pad on the bedside stand in Michelle’s fine script.

Danny closed the backpacks and went to get his morning shower. Out of the shower, Danny toweled his wet body off while he listened to the early morning messages on the answering machine. The burning question of the day was from two women in Springfield. “How much longer was the doctor going to let Michelle go before medically inducing labor?” Danny pushed the conference call button and dialed the two telephone numbers. “Good morning Carmen and Aunt Meta. Michelle went to work this morning. The baby is fine and the head is in the downward position, which is causing a lot of pressure on Michelle’s bladder. The doctor wants to wait one more week before inducing labor. He thinks the baby will come before Michelle’s next scheduled visit.”

“Yes, today Gabby and Bethany are starting preschool. They are cautiously excited….. I’ll hang around until I see that they are settled in for the morning…… They have visited the school with Michelle a couple of times…..Mama, we have been over these questions too many times to count……They are only spending the morning at the preschool. Michelle and I felt that with the new baby, they might get a bit jealous if they are suddenly out of the house all day and the baby is here at home.”

Sitting down to dry his feet, Danny saw the red numbers changing on the clock next to the bed. “They keep asking when the baby is going to come out of Michelle’s abdomen. Michelle is great with letting them listen to the baby’s heart beat and then they listen to their own hearts with Michelle’s stethoscope……I promise that as soon as I hear the word, I will call……Bye to both of you.”

Outside in the hallway, the noise of Bethany and Gabby running from their room to the nursery bought Danny’s immediate concerns back to the twins. “Hey, what are you two doing in here?” Raising his eyebrows at the two beaming faces staring up at him, “We have got to eat our oatmeal and get dressed for preschool.”

“Pap, whas tha babe?”

“Your Mommy still has the baby growing in her abdomen….Remember the baby has to be able to eat and breathe on its own before its ready to leave Michelle’s body.”

Danny had seen how their inquiring minds seemed satisfied with the simple truth. Michelle had used the stages of her pregnancy to teach Gabby and Bethany about the impending birth of their sibling. The concept of time was impossible to explain to the twins but they did understand eating and breathing in air into their lungs.

At the hospital, Michelle pulled her patient’s chart from the carousel and flopped down in her chair. On the back desk was the clear glass fish bowl with money that continued to grow with the baby pool. Each day another person lost their money when Michelle’s light was turned on signaling that she was back for another day of duty.

The staff on the Pediatric unit had given her a baby shower the first of August with many expecting an early delivery. The first of September came and went with the middle of the month finding Michelle’s pregnancy two weeks overdue. The prospect of having a medical induced labor was an unpleasant idea so much that Michelle had begged her specialist to let her go one more week.

With the new pen in her hand, Michelle began her chore of writing new orders on the stack of charts. Flipping the pages in her faithful notebook, she placed a check beside the young patients name and crossed through the note before handing the chart to the nurse. The sharp pain came out of the blue and the “Oouch!” was out of her mouth before Michelle realized the significance.

“Dr. Bauer-Santos? Is this what I think?”

Rubbing the top of her abdomen while waiting for another indication that the pain had a rhythm, “I believe the labor has finally begun. I’ll finish writing the orders and charting on the progress notes for my patients. Dr.Graham will be covering the few patients that I have. Danny has his hands full today. The twins start preschool. They are possibly on their way to preschool as we speak.” Michelle signed the last order on the chart and then extracted the cell phone from her white lab coat.

“Hi. Where are you?…..Hmm, you are still at the center…..Are you planning on spending the entire morning observing Bethany Joy and Gabby’s interaction with the other children? ”

“No, Michelle but they keep looking around to see if I am still here.”

“Danny, why don’t you tell them bye once more and walk out the door. After you do that; then come and have a cup of coffee with me.”

“Michelle, you have time to have an leisure cup of coffee with me this morning! Have they finally kicked your pregnant butt home? ”

“No, but I might be in need of my handsome husband to hold my hand this afternoon.”

After hearing Michelle’s speculation of the pending birth, “You are in labor!”

“Yes, yes, our baby is finally coming.”

“Michelle, where do you want me to meet you?”

“I’m preregistered at the admitting office. All I have to do is show up at the labor and delivery unit. I’ll wait here in the doctor’s lounge for you.”

Michelle heard the swear words in Spanish. “Of all the days for this to happen, this baby decides to make his or her entrance into the world. Gabby and Bethany are expecting me to come and get them after lunch….Well, it is going to have to be Olga and Jimmy doing what I can’t. Carmen and Aunt Meta can be here in 3 hours after I call them. The jet is on stand-by waiting for Carmen’s call. Michelle, you stay put where you are until I get to the hospital.”

Meta Bauer sat the suitcase and package down on the bench outside of the Bauer kitchen door. Abbey waited with her while she watched Freddie playing with his fleet of matchbox cars in the sandbox. “Aunt Meta, please tell Michelle that Rick and I will be coming to see her and the new baby the next weekend that Rick has off. I put a new matchbox car in the bag for Gabby and I knitted a Barbie doll sweater for Bethany’s Barbie. The baby quilt is for the new Baby Santos. Michelle has always been so appreciative of hand made presents.”

Meta smiled at Abbey, “She will love it. Michelle is surrounded with wealth but the girl has her priorities straight.”

“It was nice of Carmen to offer you a seat on the Santos jet.”

With her usual dry humor, “The two legged spider has her decent moments. Danny has made a honest effort to keep the spider in her own web and away from Michelle. Michelle living in Philadelphia with those sweet children of hers has been hard on the Bauers. I try not to think what it would be like if we had all stayed home that summer and not taken vacations leaving Michelle alone in this house. It is almost like yesterday that we came home to find Michelle gone and married to the young handsome man connected to what they call “The Family Business”. I block out the thoughts of the twins being raised under the influence of that ruthless woman.”

“Meta, Danny loves Michelle and their children with the passion that we all wanted for her.” Making a silly face with wiggling her nose, Abbey said, “Danny wasn’t Bill Lewis.”

“No, he wasn’t and now Bill Lewis is married to Pilar. I think Vanessa and Maureen gave Michelle and Bill a special gift to see the best in other people. Abbey, take care of my little buddy while I am away. I see the black spider’s car coming.”

“Aunt Meta, you have got to watch what you say. Freddie might start calling Carmen, the black spider lady. ”

“Abbey, please don’t make her into a lady.”

“How long are you going to stay with Michelle and Danny?”

“As long as she will have me.”

“Oh my, I see the duel of an aunt and grandmother on the horizon. ”

“No, both of us are well passed that stage. I want to help where I can until things settle down for Michelle. Carmen has Pilar’s daughter back in Chicago to dote on these days.”

“It saddened my heart when I saw Michelle struggling to move on with her life after the miscarriage. The sadness was with her and she put up a brave front to hide the loss. The support was here for her but they withdrew from all of us to take their love to a higher plain where they found the healing balm, which repaired the wound in their hearts.”

“Aunt Meta, the baby was a cure for Michelle’s depression.”

“I totally agree, Abbey. This baby will do wonders for Michelle. It has already erased the doubts that she would never be able to carry a child to full term.  Everyday, Michelle deals with sick babies; many suffer from complications of being born too early. When she finally holds a well full term baby, she will be free of her own guilt.”

**********

In the doctor’s lounge, Michelle made a list to give Danny. She smiled at the items on the list for Danny to accomplish in the next twenty-four hours.
1.Call and reassure Gabby and Bethany
2.Do not fill the hospital room with flowers
3.ASAP bring Gabby and Bethany to hospital to see the baby
4.Be patient with me as I adjust my schedule
5.Please no supplement bottles “Yet”
6.Be a nice host to Aunt Meta and Carmen

Michelle heard Danny’s voice long before she saw his excited face. “What type of hospital is this that you don’t have an adult wheelchair?”

“Mr. Santos, this building has only infants and children to 10 years old. May I remind you that we have chairs that fit the size of our patients. Dr. Bauer is perfectly capable of walking to the elevator and riding down to the ground level where she can walk across the quad to the Adult Services Hospital.”

Danny’s voice raised another decibel. “Get this straight -Michelle’s name is Dr. Bauer- Santos! Santos!”

Michelle took another sip of her caffeine free tea before she pushed her chair back from the table. She dropped the Styrofoam cup in the wastebasket. Draping the strap from the tote bag on her shoulder, Michelle joined her husband at the Nursing station. Speaking in a stern tone, “Danny, I’m ready.”

Danny anxiously questioned Michelle. “Ready for what? Are you ready to have the baby here?”

Stomping her swollen foot on the floor, “To walk to the Labor and Delivery Unit. You did call Aunt Meta and Carmen?”

Raising one of his eyebrows at Michelle’s question, “Yes, I did.” Danny placed his hands on his hips where he locked his thumb inside his black pants. “Ah, I hum honey, I asked a simple question.”

Michelle put her finger up to his lips. “Shhh! You got an answer from the nurse.” Michelle folded the paper in half and tucked it in Danny’s shirt pocket. “This is a list to keep you busy while I read all the medical articles that I am behind in reading.”

“OK, I get your point. I admit to being hyper but don’t you think it is a little strange that they don’t have an adult size wheel chair?”

“Danny, give it up!” Rubbing the top of her abdomen where she felt the baby’s foot kick, “Now apologize to Martha and we can go.”

Counting to ten before he responded and biting the top of his bottom lip, “Martha, I’m sorry to question the service of this fine institution….Michelle hand me your bag. It weighs a ton!” Danny walked to the elevator where he pushed the down button. Danny and Michelle rode down in silence. Walking across the quad, Danny was struck with the poignant idea that if all went well; by dinner, they would know the sex of the baby. Neither had openly expressed a preference during the pregnancy. For the first time, Danny wished for another son. The reason was simple. He wanted the infant buried in Chicago to maintain her special place in his heart.

Danny paced the imaginary circle outside the bathroom door while Michelle finished the last details of the preparations for the labor stage. “Michelle, are you sure that you are OK?”

“Danny, I maybe a little green but believe me; it is much better this way. Have you heard from our families?”

Talking through the door, “Yes, they will be landing in Philly in thirty minutes. Justina went with Olga to the preschool. Bethany and Gabby are making cookies for Carmen and Aunt Meta.”

“Danny, the contractions are getting close to five minutes apart. The labor is moving quicker than I thought it would.”

“Michelle, what do you want me to do?”

“I think the nurse might want to know and call the doctor. Dr. Marcello is in the hospital.”

“Are we going to have to go to another room for the delivery?”

“No Danny, the room is a faade. Don’t you remember the tour that we had after the birthing classes? It is a new concept with making the rooms appear more like home.”

At the hospital bed, Danny pressed the call button. “My wife’s contractions are close to five minutes apart.” The door opened from the outer core before Danny had finished telling the nurse that the doctor should be called. “The enema must have increased all the abdominal activity. We have to get Michelle hooked up to the internal baby monitor.”

In what seemed like a short time, the room was filled with a resident, intern and another nurse. Michelle was positioned on a bed with the foot dropping down at the same time that the resident started an IV. The nurse watched the intern position the probe in the opening in the uterus. The fast heartbeat sound from the monitor satisfied the staff that the probe was in the right place. “The labor is moving light speed into the final stage.”

The resident rattled off the patient’s information to the intern.”Dr. Bauer- Santos has what many describe as a silent labor. The uterus has been contracting for a while with what many feel are Braxton Hicks contractions. Her history presents with multiple preemie birth and a miscarriage in the fourth month. The expected due date is questionable but the last sonogram shows a baby with a normal six and half- seven pound weight. She is a good eight centimeters dilated. Dr. Marcello is on his way down from the OR. He wants to be here to deliver the baby.”

“Dr Santos, how are you doing? Are you still committed to a natural delivery? This is the last call for an epidural if you have changed your mind.”

“Yes, I am committed to the natural delivery and I want a local for the episiotomy.”

Patting her on the knee, “Gotcha” The nurse dropped the disposable medication on the table holding the sterile instruments. “Okay, we wait for the tiger.”

Dr. Marcello entered the room with his hands and arms scrubbed up to the elbows. “Michelle, you pulled a fast one on me. I didn’t think that we would meet this soon.” With the doctor dressed in his sterile gown and gloves, he inserted the needle into Michelle’s stretched skin to insert the xylocaine. Danny turned his head away from the overhead mirror. Next Dr. Marcello lifted the scissors to cut the skin, which would allow the baby’s head easy passage. “Mr. Santos, how would you like to catch the baby? After we have the head and shoulders out the rest will follow easy.”

“Michelle has done her part.” Danny shook his head. “I’ll cut the cord but the delivery is in your hands.”

“Danny, I want you to take the baby from my body. You can tell me the sex of our baby.”

Ten minutes later, Danny held Michelle’s hand as she screamed and pushed the head from her body. “Oh God, this hurts so bad.”

“Baby, you are doing great.”

“Michelle, we need you to really concentrate.  This is going to hurt but the baby must have some help to make one more effort to push the shoulders through the birth canal.”

“I don’t think I can do it, Danny.”

“Michelle, you can do it. Listen to me. The baby is exhausted and you have got to find the strength to push with all your might or they are going to have to use the forceps. Focus on the breathing.” With one final push, Michelle pushed with all her might to deliver the baby.

Resting in the green surgical towel was the baby that they had waited nine months for to be born. Dr. Marcello placed the baby on Michelle’s abdomen. “You have a fine baby boy.”

The scissors almost slipped out of Danny’s hand as he cut the slippery umbilical cord. His son’s movements began with the kicking of his feet and putting his thumb in his mouth to suck. The flickering long eyelashes with the white substance opened to see the bright light shining. The big dark pupils matched the eyes of Michelle, his mother. The nurse lifted the baby from Michelle to wrap the baby in the warm white baby blanket. “Little one, there is a mommy that is waiting to see you.” She held the baby boy down so that Michelle could get a closer observation of her son.

Michelle softly touched the baby’s face and kissed his forehead. “He is so big…..Danny, we have another son and he is hungry already.” Michelle guided the baby’s mouth to the nipple of her enlarged breast. With the nursing connection established between the baby and the nipple, the baby rested in Michelle’s arms, content for the first minutes of his early life.

Dr. Marcello asked the new parents, “Have you settled on a name for your son?”

Danny listened while Michelle answered the question. “No, I wanted to wait and judge the baby’s disposition. With our family being bilingual, it is important for the name to fit both families. I toyed with the idea of naming the baby after the gender of the grandparent’s names. He doesn’t look like a Miguel or Edward.”

The news of the baby’s arrival reached the Santos’s condo shortly after Olga had served the lunch to the two ladies. The business phone started ringing then the private home line when Olga picked up the phone in the kitchen.

“Se Danny.Beb est aqui!” Meta chewed a bite of chicken salad as she listened to the housekeeper.

“I don’t know many words of Spanish but I did hear the word baby.”

“Cuando? Ah ten after twelve.”

Carmen laid her napkin on the table. “Let me speak to my son!…..Daniel….Un Muchacho…I’m repeating your words to Meta…..7Ibs. 22 in. ….We will finish our lunch and walk to the hospital…..I understand. Michelle wants to tell the twins the sex of the baby herself….How is my daughter-in-law? Tell her that she did good.”

Hanging up the phone, Carmen threw an imaginary kiss up to her husband in heaven. “Olga, what florist does Danny use here in Philadelphia?”

“I’m not sure but it has the words Blue Gates. There is a card from the florist in the drawer beside the refrigerator.”

“Hum, I want to order Michelle’s favorite flowers and dinner from the Italian Restaurant for them to have at the hospital tonight. Michelle can eat fettuccini and a white cheese sauce. Daniel was fond of the salmon with rose sauce and penne noodles. Meta, we are going to eat out tonight to celebrate my new grandson.”

Danny held his son and rocked the sleeping baby while Michelle ate the light lunch. “The gang is on their way here. Where do you think the baby should be when Bethany and Gabby arrive?”

Contemplating the question, “The bassinet is a neutral ground.”

Michelle closed her eyes to catch a few minutes of rest while she waited for her twins to make their appearances. Danny kissed her forehead and slipped out of the room to place the call to the downtown florist. “I want to place an order for three dozen red roses…..First quality only. To be delivered by 11am tomorrow. On second thought, change the order to four dozen roses.” Danny choked back the words to be written on the card. “From the four little Santos Hearts.”

The elevator door opened with Gabby and Bethany arriving with their plastic zip lock bags filled with oatmeal cookies. “Pap, wee have wookies for Mommee.”

Danny scooped up the two in his arms. “Do I get a kiss and a cookie?”

Smothering Danny’s cheeks with wet kisses, both answered “Wes”

“Your mommy has somebody to show you. The baby was born today. Inside the room, your mommy and the baby are resting. Now when you touch the baby, you touch very softly. What I am telling you is important to remember; do not touch the top of the baby’s head. Do you understand?” Nodding their heads to indicate that they understood their father’s instructions.

Danny carried the two in his arms back inside to Michelle’s room. “Honey, we have visitors. Aunt Meta, Carmen and these two were hunting for the room with a new Baby Santos.” Michelle patted the two spots on the bed for the twins to sit. Her arms extended to receive their hugs and kisses. “Come here and tell me about your day at school.”

“I wade wriends and had snacke” was the first response given by Gabby.

“Bethany, did you make new friends?”

“No, Gabbyee, my wriend. Thay don’t play Barbees. Gabbyee plays Barbee whiff me. Wee play outside.”

“Hum School is a fun place to go and learn how to play with other children your age. I have someone very special in the room. Your baby brother is a sleep in the bassinet. Do you want to see him?”

“Wes.” Taping Michelle’s hand to get her attention, “Can I weed tha babee?”

“Only a mommy can feed the baby now but when he gets older, you will be able to share your yogurt and cookies with him. Your Papa is going to bring the baby here and you can hold him briefly.” With the twins resting on their knees, Danny lifted the baby’s head and torso from the bassinet and carefully laid the blanket wrapped bundle in Michelle’s arms.

Gabby touched his lips to the baby’s red cheek. “Mommy, tha babee has a wenis?”

Bethany turned Michelle’s chin to face her for a moment to ask the next question. “Tha babee made like my bratha.”

“Yes Bethany Joy, the baby is made like your brother.”

“Can my bratha kry?”

“Yes but he is resting and isn’t talking to us yet. Babies cry when they want to get our attention.”

Meta and Carmen stood at the door watching the baby’s introduction to the two three-year-olds. Meta busied her time catching the precious moments on the digital camera in her hand.

Carmen kissed Danny’s cheek, “I have to say that this is as good as it can get. Abuella would be here if she could travel but her hip surgery has kept her mobility to a minimum.”

“I know Mama; we will get her out here soon.”

Gabby’s fingers pulled the white closure back to open the carefully packed plastic bag of cookies with the intention of sharing one with his brother. “Sweetie, it is a nice gesture to share your cookies but the baby can’t bite and chew cookies yet. He doesn’t have any teeth. I see that you have brought two special people to the hospital. ”

“Mommie, Gwan mommie and Weta whur at home wheen wee got home from schykuly. Thay ahre steying fer a wong tyme.”

Combing Gabriel’s curls with her fingers, “Isn’t it nice that your grandmother and Aunt Meta could come to see us?”

“Yep.”

“Honey, why don’t you get Carmen settled in the rocker so that she can be properly introduced to her new grandson….Carmen, can you stand the thought of having another grandchild?” With his hands, he outlined the shapely figure of his young attractive mother. “You are too attractive to be the Abuella to four grandchildren.”

Reaching out to pinch her son’s cheek, “Thank you Daniel, I’m glad that you noticed.” Snuggling the baby against her body, Carmen drifted back to the time when she had held Mick, Danny and Pilar in her arms for the first time. Her smiling husband beaming with great pride at what they had created from their own love.

Carmen’s silence and far off distance stare lasted until Danny called her name. “I wish that Miguel was here to enjoy the births of all of his grandchildren. He would have been a good grandfather. Thank goodness, Abuella is still alive. She is going to love this little fellow.”

Meta bent down to see the baby’s facial features. “Michelle, I hate to tell you what my old eyes are seeing and I don’t know if I should say what I see but the baby is a replica of one of my old beaus from New York City.”

“Aunt Meta, you must be talking about the financial adviser. What was his name?”

“I’m not sure that I ever did tell you his name. Lancelot Shakespeare. With a name like that you might expect that he came from a family of frustrated entertainers. Lance and I spent many a cold night in the city walking from the financial district up to the theater district.”

“Why didn’t you marry the mysterious Lance?”

“There were many reasons but the outstanding reason and the one that I prefer to discuss; he was a east coast man and I was a Midwest gal. In my day, it was unheard of for a couple to be married and live in separate cities.”

“Your love story is sad, but if you had decided to stay in New York City; all of Springfield might have missed your lectures on what is really important in life. My brother Rick and Phillip Spaulding certainly benefited from your wisdom and guidance.”

Winking at her niece, “They were two tough cookies to crack. Rick and Phillip didn’t have mothers and it was easy to step into the role of a substitute mother. Speaking of your brother, Abbey and Rick sent a present for the little charmer….Danny, if you like, I can take Gabby and Bethany Joy back to your home. It is an easy walk.”

Shaking his head, “No Aunt Meta, I will walk everyone back to the condo. I think the excitement of the day’s events might be getting to two young kiddos.”

“Michelle, it is important that you get the needed rest while you can. Do you have everything here?”

“My bag is packed at home with my nursing bras and pads. Inside the bag are a mint green baby gown and a white flannel blanket for the baby to wear home tomorrow. You might want to take the time and put the baby carseats in both of our cars. Are you coming back tonight?”

“Yes, I plan on spending the night here at the hospital with you and our new son.”

“On the top of my bedside stand is a book for baby names. Please bring it back tonight.”

Kissing Michelle on her lips, “Sure, but can the baby leave the hospital without a name?”

“Yes. I can’t wait to be home with the baby but I want him to leave the hospital with a name. Baby Santos isn’t very charismatic sounding. If I have one regret in my life; I didn’t give our last baby a name.”

Tucking her loose curls back behind her ears, “I hear what you are saying. We will take care of the naming business tonight.”

“Okay, Gabby and Bethany Joy, it is time to hug and kiss Mommy goodbye.” Planting their kisses on Michelle’s cheek and hugging her neck, they sled down the bed to go and get a last glance at the baby that was getting a lot of attention in their grandmother’s arms.

Tapping Carmen’s arm, “Granney, you hav to gibe the babey back to Mommie.”

“I know. I was getting properly introduced to my grandson. Do you want me to put the baby in the bassinet?”

“Wes.”

“Hum, do I sense a bit of jealousy here?”

“Carmen, let us get going before the “J” word really starts.”

The late summer afternoon was beginning to show the change coming soon in the weather with the cool refreshing air hitting their faces as they exited the hospital door. The Santos family strolled home walking through the park where Gabby and Bethany ran to the vacant seesaw. The seesaw lost its fascination for the swing sets standing unused. The request from Bethany of “Push me higher” highlighted the adventuresome spirit of one twin. Gabby was content to pump with his own legs to push his swing higher. The promise of an ice cream cone at the corner ice cream shop stopped the play in the park.

The older shop owner smiled down at his two young customers. “What flavor are we eating tonight?”

“The usual for me, Sammy, and my mother and Meta will have the lemon sorbet.” Danny lifted the twins to see inside the glass-cased freezer where all the 52 flavors of ice cream sat in the large round cardboard containers.

“Banilla pleeasz”

“Jocolate for mee”

“Where is the Doctor this afternoon? I haven’t seen her in the store since she came in and got the two gallons of hand packed chocolate ripple ice cream.”

“Michelle had our new son today! The only food item that she craved during the two pregnancies was chocolate ripple ice cream. She didn’t like running out of the item at home.”

Handing the small cones to Gabby and Bethany, “Now, I know why you two like vanilla and chocolate ice cream.”

Sitting at the round table, Carmen and Aunt Meta watched the twins licking their cones with their dark pink tongues. At a certain point, Gabby and Bethany exchanged the cones. “Hum, I don’t know how hygienic it is for them to continue to share their cones but it is so sweet and cute to watch.”

“I agree with Meta. Danny, why don’t you ask for the two flavors on one cone.”

Lifting his left eyebrow, “We tried that once, but Gabby doesn’t like the flavors mixed. Michelle has taught them to share and they share everything including switching ice cream cones.”

A half-hour later, Danny sat at the computer desk and connected the digital camera cable to the tower and sent the new images of his family to computer screens at Rick Bauer and Pilar Lewis’s home.

Michelle and I have another living extension of our love. I know our love will go on forever. D&M.

Down the hallway, Meta placed the wrapped package from Abbey on the rocker in the Nursery. The soft yellow walls with the abstract white and blue sky and clouds dabbed over top of the base paint resonated with joy and peace. The room reflected the inner emotions of her niece. On top of the dresser was a family picture of Michelle in the early stage of the last pregnancy with Danny, Bethany Joy and Gabby taken on the beach in San Cristobel. Michelle’s life had come circle. In the past two years, all of Meta’s doubts had been erased. The tormented teen years had been replaced with the peace and joy that a woman discovers in motherhood.

Opening each of the four drawers, Meta saw the neat organized baby clothes, which was evidence of Danny’s skills. The flashback to the clutter in Michelle’s closet then and to the neatness now in her home showed how Danny ran his home with the help of Olga. Olga had done what she had failed to do with Michelle. Taking a baby gown and another undershirt from the drawer, Meta added the two items to the white baby shawl and infant white socks.

“Meta, you didn’t have to do this chore!”

Smiling back at the man with his folded arms, “I wanted to help where I could. Michelle is known for traveling light and I added the extras for the baby in case the baby spits up on his coming home clothes. Carmen is reading to Gabby and Bethany Joy in their room. It only takes one to read and I got the hint pretty quickly that is her domain.”

Rolling his eyes and smiling, “My mother can do that to people. She does it with Abuella also.”

“Michelle described the Nursery to me over the phone. She did a good job!”

Danny unfolded his arms to touch the baby bed, which Mick had made. “Everything in the room is new except The Pirate Bed. Michelle and the twins use to love climbing in the bed to read. Your niece taught them how to jump up and down on the bed. We had a hard time getting Bethany and Gabby to accept twin beds; the Pirate Bed has been their only bed that they could recall. Michelle finally told them a little white lie that the baby had to have the bed to sleep in at night.”

“So the Santoses didn’t have funds to purchase another bed! Business must be bad back in Springfield.”

“Meta, business couldn’t be better, but I’m sure that your ears don’t want to hear details.”

Astonished at Danny’s honesty, “You have got that right. I think we should move on to a safer subject, food. Your mother ordered dinner for Michelle and you from a restaurant, which both of you like.”

“Carmen told me.”

“Danny, I might be overstepping our set boundaries but I often wondered what happened to Dr. Heidi Rasmussen after she left Springfield?”

Leaning back against the wall, Danny answered Meta’s question. “Heidi has a new job back in New York City.” Pausing for a moment before giving out additional information, “You didn’t have any personal knowledge of Dr. Rasmussen but she was unable to have children. Regardless of your personal opinion, Heidi was an advocate for Michelle and I admit to my own interest. She identified with Michelle and the female doctor issues. At the time, Michelle was in need of a mentor. Michelle was a young mother of twins struggling with a mother’s guilt of not being picture perfect to Gabriel and Bethany Joy. Michelle was close to walking away from her professional dream. If I had to, I would have made a pact with the devil to make Michelle’s dream come true.”

The sudden angst of the night came rushing out of the place that stored the unpleasant memories of his life. Stepping closer to Meta, the tone and flow of Danny’s voice changed to frighten the older woman. “I don’t know if Michelle shared with you, but I gave her the chance to walk clear away from me. I offered Michelle the freedom of flying out of my life and release from what I am sure the Bauers saw as an imprisonment.”

Speaking in a calming voice, “My niece never bought her married life to me, maybe to Abbey. It is obvious to everyone that was concerned that she chose to stay in the Santos family. The Nursery, in itself is a message of her lifetime commitment to you. I may have celebrated many birthdays but my old eyeballs can see the endearing behavior and actions, which Michelle and you share. Love can soften the hardest of hearts. The love that both of you have is the purest kind of love.”

“The Bauers are pretty strong headed and have been known to make a few mistakes. Abbey made a quilt for the baby and I was to inform you of their impending visit later this fall. Possibly about the time of the peak color changes in the fall.”

Danny smiled at how far Meta and he had come in their relationship. “Uncle Rick’s antics are entertaining to Gabby and BJ. Freddie Bauer is their only Bauer cousin and I want the twins to connect to that side of the family, also. I do have to get back to the hospital.” Clutching the small book of baby names in his hand, “I’ll add this to what you have gathered. Thank God that Michelle has room in her heart for all of us.”

The catered dinner was in the process of being set-up when Danny slowly opened the door to Michelle’s hospital room. “I smelled the aroma of the seasonings outside in the hallway. Can you believe all of this food? There has to be enough to fed the staff.”

“Honey, I’m starving. After you and I eat then we can open it up to the staff. How is my son doing?”

“Your son was starving, same as you. He is a quick learner and has down pat the breast feeding.”

“A son after the ole man huh!” Peeking at his sleeping son in the wooden cradle, “He has already started to change since I last saw him. Can I serve a plate for you, Michelle?”

“Please but go light on the salad dressing.”

“You might like to know that Meta and I had a civil discussion earlier this evening.”

“Hum now what does that mean?”

“Exactly what I said, we kept our attack dogs in the kennel.”

Carefully gauging Danny’s comment, “Aunt Meta has always treated you with respect; she will speak her mind when pushed.”

“Honey, I’m specifically talking from the time of the Christmas night dinner at the Bauers till today. Your Aunt has had an attitude adjustment or has an accommodating new vision of your life with me.”

“Oh how I would have loved to have been a fly on the wall to have heard this conversation. I can see it now! You had your arms folded with your eyebrows arching depending on how the conversation was going.”

“Stop making fun of my idiosyncrasies! You do know me.”

“Well, to tell you the truth, I have seen you react with the folded arms, arching eyebrows and hurt puppy dog look on several occasions.”

With the two filled plates in his hands, Danny approached the bed. “I’m the luckiest man in the world.” Softly kissing Michelle on the cheek, “Maybe, we should try and do this again next year.”

Michelle wrinkled her nose at Danny. “The way my bottom feels at this moment, I have no intentions of being a mother again.” Their eyes connected for the brief time and the spell was broken when Michelle spoke, “I am the lucky lady for I walked into a college night club with few expectations and left with a very handsome man that was going to take me on a life altering journey.”

The flashing snippets of their brief history emerged in her mind. Her sassy conversation with a mysterious man, the smell of his cologne, dancing in the security of his arms, the whirlwind courtship, a wedding chapel at night, the camping trip to El Yunque, their first road trip around the exotic island, the raging hurricane and birth of the twins on New Year’s Day, a tiny white grave marker in Chicago and now a new healthy son sleeping a few feet from her.

“Danny, I am the fortunate one….All the many years that Aunt Meta has been in my life, she seldom talked of the time, which she spent in New York City. There was a tiny rumor of leaving her heart in the city. Today, for the first time, I can understand her sacrifice. Aunt Meta was there for me when my father wasn’t. What I am going to ask is totally unplanned. I want to give our son a name, which reflects our heritages. Lance gives off nice vibes with a touch of mystery. In the Spanish section of the baby names, I saw Pascal and it keeps popping up in my mind. The name just seems to fit our son. I like the sound of Pascal Santos.”

“Michelle, are you sure of the names? We don’t have to rush into naming our son. Why don’t we try out the names and see if they fit his personality. He is different from Gabby and Bethany. They were demanding of everyone’s attention for months. This baby is quiet and very content to be with you.”

Danny set his plate aside on the table. Lifting the sleeping baby boy from the cradle, “Honey, I forgot how tiny and light a baby was until I held our second son in my arms.” Repeating the name out loud, “Lance Pascal Santos.” The eyes of the baby blinked with the long black eyelashes opening and the baby stretching his arms and legs to the full body length. The beaming smile on Danny’s face spoke the words, which Michelle shared with her husband.

When I heard the news, there’ll be baby shoes in your near future.
I waited and wondered if they would be pink or blue.
No one had to tell me what a heart beat means. It was a heart beating with a bit of you and me.
The words can’t describe what I see. It was going to be a little of you and me. Words can’t describe how I feel inside; life is such a wonder.

Fair Winds and Following Seas by Phyllis Chapter 6

August 27, 2017

Republisher’s Note: Manny and the twins celebrate New Year’s.

Fair Winds and Following Seas by Phyllis – Chapter 6

Danny washed Gabby and Bethany’s hands once more before he allowed the two to add the plain M&Ms to the two cakes with the foamy seven-minute frosting. In front of Gabby and Bethany Joy sat a plastic white bowl filled with M&M candies. Unable to resist the multi-colored candies, the fingers went into the bowl picking out their favorite color.

“Honey, you have got to accept the fact that the cakes aren’t even but they will serve their purpose. Please let Gabby and Bethany go ahead and stick the M&Ms in the frosting. They can’t resist eating the candy. Next year, Aunt Meta is coming with us to San Juan to help you make the birthday cakes.”

“Why is it that everyone cringes when I insist on baking the cakes? It must have something to do with the moisture or the altitude down here and adjusting the oven temperature.”

“Michelle, I think that it is the way that you put the batter in the pans and then again it might be the fact that you don’t make a cake but once a year.”  Hugging his arms around her waist, “But I love your determination to do this for our children.” Pointing to the refrigerator, “It looks like the cakes will have to be kept in the refrigerator to keep them from sliding off the plates.”

“Well, Abuella told me that she had used the refrigerator once for the same purpose when she first got married.”

“When are we going to celebrate the big number two birthdays?”

“Dr. Pasteur said that he could come after 5PM for drinks and Carmen and I are going to decorate the patio during nap time.”

“Good, we will have the birthday party early. I made reservations at a restaurant for 11pm tonight to ring in the New Year with my sexy wife. Carmen and Abuella have agreed to baby-sit tonight if we get back before 6AM.”

“Hum, we haven’t stayed out that late since Gabby and Bethany were born. Do you think that we can make it till 6AM?”

Rubbing his hands over Michelle’s derrire, “We can use our imagination to last the night away.”

Finally the last M&Ms rested in the foamy frosting with each cake having its share of the candy. Climbing down off the padded stool, Bethany Joy ran to the nearest bathroom to her potty chair where Gabby followed to watch his sister take the next step in her growth and development. The confusing and challenging time had him frustrated. Danny had demonstrated the male urinating stand up position repeatedly and it worked if Gabby was outside but watching Bethany inside bolstered the confusion of deciding when did you sit and when did you stand.

If one had to go, then the other twin tried to copy the other twin’s behavior. Gabby had many accidents with his toilet training falling quickly behind that of his sister. The fear of sitting on the large commode and the noise of the flushing water was more than his young body could handle. Their individual personalities had been seen from the beginning days after their birth but after two years; it had become evident that they preferred certain toys and Bethany was ready to be toilet trained. Gabby struggled with the toilet training because his body wasn’t ready for the process. He curiously watched the process with making attempts to copy his sister by removing his disposable training pants. His excitement came in the unwinding of rolls of toilet paper and running through the house with the paper. The discovery of the unwinding paper provided the comical relief that his parents needed with him. Danny and Michelle finally had to confiscate the rolls of paper and put them in the cabinet underneath the sink with kid-proof locks to ensure having tightly wrapped toilet paper.

Michelle watched as her husband sat on the floor with Gabby and Bethany Joy building the two buildings with the large plastic snapping blocks. Gabby excelled in the finger dexterity and was easily entertained with the various shapes that Danny built. He always added on where Bethany usually spent her time taking the shapes apart and trying to put it back together.

With the beach bag prepared for the morning beach trip, Michelle grabbed her nylon briefcase to look over the final applications to submit to hospitals in Philadelphia. The choices would be decided by the national placement system but she had limited the applications to only hospitals in the Philadelphia area. Danny’s visit in the fall had secured the Santoses safety. Unknowingly Michelle had met the mob leader at Danny’s Homecoming football game at the luncheon held at the Yellow Britches Restaurant overlooking the Schuylkill River. The men in the fraternity had arranged Michelle’s sitting beside the well-spoken Italian man with a specific intention in mind. At the end of the luncheon, Michelle’s classy behavior had wrapped the deal and won the future protection of her family.

What she wanted the most hadn’t happened. Michelle wanted another baby, but Danny had insisted that it was either a new baby or the residence program but not both. The decision had been hard especially after she had weaned the toddlers from nursing. She missed the closeness and quiet time that only she could give Gabby and Bethany Joy when they nursed at her breast. Danny had promised her that there were going to be more children in the future but the immediate future was out of the question. Weighing the yellow manila envelopes, she checked the postage stamp cost and unrolled the roll of stamps and began counting the stamps for each envelope. With the wet paper towel, Michelle applied the stamps and returned the applications back to her briefcase refocusing her attention to the three people on the floor.

Kneeling down on her knees to be near her husband and her two children. “Can I play with your Legos?”

“Wes, Mommie.”

“Bethany Joy, what are you making?”

“Ah pish”

Gabby joined the triangle piece to the tall stack of Legos, “My tiehower.”

Snapping several of the soft pastel colored Legos together to form a kite, Michelle showed her creation to the busy and contented children.

“Honey, did you take the red wagons back down to the boat shed after Carmen and Abuella used the wagons yesterday at the coffee plantation?”

“I didn’t, but Dietz took the wagons down to the shed when they got back last night. Are you ready to go down to the beach?”

“Yes. Today is spectacular and I want to swim in the warm water with Gabby and BJ this morning. I promised both of them before they went to sleep last night that we would build a giant sand castle this morning with their new sand castle making toys from Carmen’s sister. It was nice of her to remember their birthdays.”

“Yesterday, Mama and Abuella had a special outing with Gabby and Bethany Joy at the plantation. They got to show off their great and grandchildren to the family that lives on the plantation. You know Carmen was proud of the fact that Gabby and Bethany Joy spoke only Spanish while they were visiting Carmen’s family.”

“Oh yes, that remains a sticking point with Carmen and me; she gave me a tape of Spanish phrases in my Christmas stocking this year.”

Smiling with the grin of killer grins to Michelle, “I think I remember telling you to learn a little more Spanish in your spare time once before myself!”

“Yes, you did tell me to learn Spanish but you were really mad at me that day. I didn’t take it as a serious challenge then, but my children can speak and understand the Spanish language better than I can.”

“Well baby, the bar has been set by your own children; you are going to have to get serious and learn the language.” Leaning over to Michelle’s lips, “You are out numbered!”

“I know.”

***********

“So we are building an official Santos Castle where the prince and princess lives with the king and queen on an island far out in the ocean.”

“Mommie, Gabbee the preence, Daddee the keeng, mee the preencenzes.”

“Yes, sweetie but we are going to build the castle on the beach this morning.”

“Gabbee twook my sphoon.”

“Bethany, you switched shovels with Gabby….Gabby, what do you want to eat for lunch?”

Continuing to play with the Legos, Gabby reguested, “Wrapes, cookey, peewutputter.”

“And Bethany, what would you like to eat for lunch?”

“Galley, peewutputter and gewce.”

“Funny, but I packed all the right goodies. Danny, do you want your usual lunch?”

Reaching to touch Michelle’s thigh underneath the khaki shorts to briefly massage her upper thigh, “The usual is fine but can I have a nookie for my midday reward?”

“I think you need to start watching where you are putting your hands when the kiddos are alert and watching our every move. To answer your last question, it all depends on how quickly Gabby and Bethany go down for their afternoon naps. They usually collapse in their bed at home after the workout that Olga and Justina give them in the mornings but Bethany has been fighting her afternoon nap here. ”

“Michelle, Bethany Joy is testing your patience. She isn’t use to having you home in the middle of the day and Bethany knows how to pull at your heart strings.”

Packing away the Legos in the fishnet storage bag and admiring the almost finished products, Danny and Michelle each started undressing a twin and redressing in a swimsuit with a generous supply of suntan lotion. Bethany’s bright lime green swimsuit with colored frogs contrasted to Gabby’s navy blue swimsuit. Bethany squirmed from Michelle’s lap when she started to brush her daughters thick curls up into a ponytail Danny snapped Bethany into his arms. “Bethany Joy, don’t you want to wear your hair like Mommy today?”

“No, it whurts.”

“Bethany, if you didn’t wiggle all over the place; Mommy wouldn’t pull your hair and it wouldn’t hurt as much. If you are going to play and swim in the water, you have to keep your hair out of your eyes. Will you let me put your hair in a ponytail?”

“NO!”

Michelle smiled at her daughter’s answer. “Oh yea I’m the only sucker that Bethany pulls the heart strings deal on down here in San Juan. Danny, Bethany’s hair is thick and she has tight curls even with the hair conditioner. The ponytail isn’t worth the fight.”

“Michelle, you are letting the princess off the hook to easy. At home, she allows Olga and Carmen to brush her hair.”

Reaching for Bethany, “Well, that is in Springfield and right now she is with me. Besides Gabby has been known to raise hell at the hair dresser when he goes with you to get a haircut.”

“But Gabby sat in the chair and did get his hair cut.”

“Danny, he sat in the chair on your lap and you had his arms and hands locked in a vice grip with your hands.”

“Gabby and Bethany know when I mean business.”

“Oh yea Danny, obedience by force.”

“Honey, you are the doc but you need to read the next chapter in your growth and development book, Gabby and Bethany Joy are going into the Terrible Twos.”

“Danny, I refuse to agree with you all the time. I want to explain to them why I want them to react in a behavior that is acceptable. The Terrible Twos don’t have to be terrible.”

“Oh the Bauer think tank is issuing a decree to the Mean Santos think tank.”

“Indeed not, I’m just saying that there are other options to lead the young ones through the Terrible Twos and survive with our minds intact. ”

“Touche.”

“It is time to get the soon to be twos down to the beach. I’ll walk down to the lower level to let Carmen know that we’re out of the house and I’ll join you on the terrace where the steps go down to the rocky shoreline. I have to change into my bikini before I can meet you at the steps. Did you call the guardhouse to tell them that we are going to be on the beach?”

“Yes.” Danny lifted Gabby and Bethany Joy from the white marble floor and quickly went to the lower level in search of Carmen.

With the large beach bag hung over her left shoulder, Michelle grabbed the small cooler in the other hand and exited the screened French doors. At the top of the steps, Danny waited with Carmen and the twins for Michelle.

“Good morning, Michelle. You look gorgeous this morning and with a figure that flatters the bikini. Don’t you think so, Danny?”

Glancing at his wife’s body from the top of her head, he paused with his eyes resting on her breasts and the hourglass figure. “Michelle doesn’t have one stretch mark which I can attest to but the bikini isn’t bad on my eyes either.”

“Danny can take some credit for that. He did help with applying the cocoa butter lotion to my expanded abdomen. Carmen, are you joining us down on the beach?”

“No, I have to sort and wrap the birthday presents for Bethany Joy and Gabby. Maria ordered certain items and I added onto her order. Dietz is putting together the tricycles in the basement. Maria has cooked the ice cream custard and is busy making homemade ice cream for our party. Oh Michelle, I did bring a package of the tofu hot dogs for the children to eat at the party. It is beyond me how they eat the tofu dogs!”

“Carmen, the tofu takes on the taste of the seasonings. They haven’t been exposed to the junk food hotdogs or at least I don’t think they have.”

Avoiding the question, “You young people must get going down to the beach. I may join you later after I finish wrapping the gifts. Daniel, do you want me to carry one of my grandchildren down the steps?”

“No, Michelle and I can handle everything. You go and do your grandmother thing.”

The sandcastle grew with Danny and Michelle building the base and digging out the mote around the castle. Outside the castle, Gabby and Bethany kept busy filling the plastic red buckets with ocean water and carrying the buckets to the castle where they filled the mote with water. The dry white sand absorbed the vanishing water, which puzzled the twins. With the walls of the castle two feet tall, Danny lifted Gabby over the inside walls of the castle where Bethany Joy soon joined him.

“Gabby and Bethany are prisoners in the Santos castle. Michelle, shall we feed the prisoners peanut butter sandwiches, grapes and cookies or give them water to drink?”

“They look hungry to me so I vote to feed the prisoners after we swim in the water to remove the sand covering everybody’s bodies.”

Michelle extracted the two toddlers and ran toward the water running from Danny. The splashing water of the three jumping in the water was caught on the video camera with Danny directing Michelle to swim away from Gabby and Bethany in hopes of catching the twins swimming to Michelle. In seconds, Danny was smiling at the scene that he had on the screen. “Perfect, Michelle!” Gabby and Bethany hadn’t hesitated at all to swimming in the ocean. Stopping the recording, Danny laid the recorder down on the blanket and ran to join his family in the water.

With the water up to his waist, he dived under the water and came up with Bethany in his arms. “Honey, the water is great and did you see how Gabby went under the water first instead of Bethany?” Danny’s smile revealed his beautiful white teeth. “They are both comfortable in the water. Thanks to you. I knew they were OK with a pool but now they seem OK with the ocean. How do you feel about taking them out sailing tomorrow?”

Michelle gazed beyond Danny’s face to the Santos sailing boat. “Only if Jimmy and Justina can go out with us; Gabby and Bethany are so active that I don’t think that I could handle them both if we got into high winds with the boat leaning on the sides. I know that you tether them to the boat with lines but it is scary.”

“The new book that you gave them about the seahorse and the pearl has become their favorite. I thought being out on the sail boat might give them the chance to experience the ocean where the animals live. Gabby wanted to know where did the seahorse sleep. It gave me an idea. Pilar and Bill are arranging for a salt water aquarium to be set up at our house with sea horses and bright colored tropical fish. Gabby and Bethany can feed the fish and help take care of the tank.”

“Danny, you never fail to surprise me with your generosity with our children. I tend to think of the simple gifts. It has to be the difference in the way that we were raised.”

Bethany held onto Michelle’s arm, “Mommy, I wungree.”

“OK, it is time to eat, we came out to rinse the sand from our suits and skin. I’ll give you a shove back toward the beach.” Pushing Bethany’s body across the water, Bethany kicked with all her might to reach the beach with her Mom following her to the shoreline. Behind the ladies, Danny had Gabby on his back as he did a modified breaststroke to the shore. Danny with Gabby reached the shallow water first where Danny lifted Gabby out of the water and threw him up in the air. “Good job swimming, Gabby!”

Michelle emerged from the water adjusting the tiny straps on the bikini top with the outline of her hardened nipples showing through the turquoise swimsuit fabric.

“Do you know how sexy you are in a wet bathing suit?”

“Danny, you are a man and men get erections with visual excitement of seeing female anatomy.”

“Michelle, I like what I see and we haven’t had sex for five days with you having your period. After the kids eat, I can take them up to Carmen for their baths. The beach will be ours to do as we please if you get my drift.”

“Honey, I’m very aware that Carmen knows that we catch up on our sexlife here, but I still feel uncomfortable watching Carmen watching our every move. I prefer to make love in the privacy of our bedroom this afternoon so keep your engine running.”

“Hmm, it is running and I can’t wait to make love to you this afternoon and all night.”

Michelle gave a quarter of the peanut butter sandwich to Gabby and Bethany with a box of apple juice with a straw. Danny opened the plastic bowl of cold grapes for the four to eat with their sandwiches and unwrapped his tuna on rye bread sandwich with the slices of sweet pickles. Biting into the sandwich, Danny winked at Michelle. This sandwich is very good. I can’t understand how you can make a decent tuna sandwich and never taste the final product.”

“Maria showed me exactly how to mix the tuna with mayonnaise and horseradish when I was pregnant. It was one thing that I could do to learn to prepare your favorite sandwich.” Michelle licked the spoon clean of the peach yogurt then chose a piece of celery with peanut butter and raisins to eat in between the mixture of red and white grapes.

Danny and Michelle slowly sipped the Sangria while watching Gabby and Bethany eating the second quarter of their sandwiches. Gabby finished first and was rewarded with a soft oatmeal cookie that peeked Bethany’s interest. Bethany slowly chewed the unfinished sandwich before finally offering the wheat bread with the sticky ingredients to her Daddy.

“Bethany, Daddy isn’t eating your sandwich. If you want the cookie then you have to eat the sandwich or have a half of a cookie.”

“Wookee bleease.”

Michelle tore the cookie in half and gave the one piece to her daughter. “She still has a small appetite at mealtime that matches her petite body.”

“Honey, she is following your example and Carmen’s.” Lifting Bethany up to sit on his lap, “Bethany Joy is Daddy’s princess. And Gabby is going to always take care of his sister. Right Gabby?”

“Si, pah-pah.”

Hugging Gabby, Michelle smothered Gabby’s face with kisses. “You are the best brother. It is time to pack up, go get a shower and take a nap. We are having a birthday party this afternoon for Gabby and Bethany Joy.”

Standing under the outside showers, the warm water rinsed the shampoo and soapsuds down and off the four nude bodies. With the baths finished, Danny and Michelle dried their bodies and quickly got dressed while the twins jumped up and down with their feet splattering the water as it ran down the drain. The soft white towels surrounded each twin after they were wrapped in the security of the arms of a parent. Giggling with joy and hugging the parent dressing them, Gabby and Bethany with the appropriate blue and pink pull up training pants and San Juan tee shirts are whisked up into Danny’s arms and carried up the steps in the villa to the bedroom that they share.

Depositing Gabby and Bethany on the queen size bed across from the bedroom where he hoped to soon join his wife, Danny started the daily afternoon routine of preparing the twins for their naps. The two paper cups of water were set down on the bedside table after Gabby and Bethany took their sips of water that followed the activity of using their bed for a trampoline.

“OK, you have had enough jumping on the bed. Here are your blankets and teddy bears.”

“Wead wook Mommee wead wook.”

“No Mommy and Daddy are going to take a nap. I want you to stay in the bed and get your nap. This is quiet time just like what we do everyday when we are home.”

“Pah-pah wark?”

“No Gabby, Pap is resting with Mommy in our bedroom. I have theBeauty and the Beast tape in the tape player and you can listen to the story and music until you fall asleep. I love both of you very, very much.” After starting the tape player, Danny closed the wooden blinds completing the napping preparations.

Pausing outside the bedroom, Danny waited a minute to see if the two stayed in the bed. The quietness was good so far; the only noise was the tape player. Walking softly a few steps, Danny stopped to see if the noise level was still the same. This time, he heard the voice of Bethany and the sound of feet walking on the hardwood floors. Turning in the hallway, Danny caught Bethany and Gabby standing on the floor with books in their hands. Trying to keep from smiling, Danny stood with both hands on his hips. Raising his eye brows, “What are you two doing out of bed? Get back in the bed and you can keep the books to look at the pictures. If I catch you out of the bed again, I will spank your bottom. I can hear you in the hallway making noise in here.”

The noise coming from their bathroom was Michelle brushing her teeth. “Hey baby, I think the troops are settled. They have both gotten out of the bed once and I caught them in the act getting a book to read.”

Grinning at his wife with the mouth full of toothpaste,”I’ll brush my teeth to get rid of the tuna taste and we can begin our nap.”

“Did you tell a little fib to Gabby and Bethany?”

Spitting the contents of his mouth in the sink, “You bet that I did! I am looking forward to the day when we can have a vacation by ourselves.”

“Danny, you are saying that at this minute, but I know that you can’t stand being away from Gabby and Bethany Joy.”

“True, but we have got to rethink these family vacations with the grandmothers. Sometime this year, I want us to go to Hawaii by ourselves. In the mean time, we can have some fun here in our villa on the bed in our bedroom.”

Backing Michelle against the shower door, “Let the fun begin.”

Giggling at Danny’s suggestion, “Your engine is roaring.”

Michelle’s hair covered Danny’s fingers on the side of her head where he leaned down to kiss the space in between her left ear and shoulder blade. The slow intentional movements of Danny’s tongue up Michelle’s neck to the exposed ear stirred the moaning of a woman desiring to be close to the man as only a woman can be with a man.

Danny whispered, “What is it with us making love in the bathroom when we have a comfortable bed less than twenty feet away?”

The voice purring answered, “It is the adventure of being risque. ”

“We don’t need your blouse anymore.” Placing a kiss on her lips after he unbuttoned the small white pearly buttons on her blouse. “The khaki shorts can go.” The disappearance of each item of clothes from their bodies went quickly until they both stood naked in the bathroom. Swallowing the room air in his nostrils, “The feeling of your skin next to my skin is the best sensation next to screwing.”

“Danny, you are the romantic one. You have the magic fingers and your kisses aren’t bad. What position are you up for this afternoon?”

“How about doing the Clan of the Cave Bear?”

“Hum, I left the bedroom door open.”

“It is only you and me upstairs with Gabby and Bethany sleeping across the hallway.”

With her hand in his, they walked to the bedroom where Danny mounted Michelle from behind. The rocking motion finished with Michelle resting on her knees and elbows with Danny plunging in deep into her vagina. The warm natural vaginal fluids lubricated Danny’s full erection where he waited until her vagina adjusted to his penis. His upper body held Michelle’s hips against his lower body pushing with all the strength that he could muster into the narrow space that provided Michelle an orgasm. Danny fell forward with the final thrust expelling his semen fluid in Michelle. The two collapsed in a prone position with Danny resting on top of Michelle. Their wet bodies sticking to each other from the energy exhausted in the sex act.

“Michelle, I love banging you from the rear but damn it is exhausting. You are great at moving and lifting up your bottom, which gives me better and deeper plunging motion. Tonight, we do your favorite position in celebrating Gabby and Bethany’s birthday.” The feather touch on his big toe startled Danny. Danny lifted his head to look at the four dark brown eyes starring at his nude body. “Michelle, we have company at the foot of the bed. Shit, I don’t know how long they have been here.”

“Dam it Danny, they have seen you screwing me.”

“Michelle, be still and I’ll take care of them.”

“Why are you out of the bed again?”

Bethany showed her father the book in her hand. “Mommee wead wook.”

Evaluating the situation that he was in with the twins, “OK, Mommy will read the book; then you are going to take a nap this afternoon.” Positioning his body to hide Michelle’s nakedness, “Scoot under the sheet. Bethany, what book do you want Mommy to read to you?”

“Cee whorse and purl.”

“I think Mommy has read this book to you every night since Christmas Day.”

Danny pulled each twin up on the king-size bed with Michelle piling the pillows behind her back making a cozy nest for Gabby and Bethany to snuggle beside her in the bed.

“Pay-pah nayked.”

Smiling at Danny, “Yes, Daddy is naked and cold without his clothes. I think Daddy should go to the bathroom and get dressed.”

“Pah-pah wurt Mommee.”

“Michelle don’t try and explain this to Gabby and Bethany. It is evident that their young eyes saw us doing the deed.”

“No, Daddy didn’t hurt Mommy, but we made each other feel good. Daddy put you in bed to take a nap and you disobeyed Daddy. You came in our bedroom when we wanted to spend time by ourselves.”

Michelle opened the thin gray-blue covered book with the picture of the sea creatures and a bright star in the night sky. The Seahorse and Pearl written by Mischa Damian.” Do you see the seahorse, Gabby?”

Gabby pointed with his fingers at the greenish creature.

“Bethany, what does the seahorse have wrapped in his tail?” Pointing at the white object, “Purl!”

Michelle waited for the twins to look at the pictures on both pages.

Look up above! Cried the little seahorse Why is it so bright tonight? The puffer fish didn’t know, so the little seahorse swam to the top of the ocean to investigate. What a surprise was waiting for him! Countless fishing boats sailed by, but no nets were cast. Hundreds of birds flew across the shy, and above shone a star, brighter than any star he had ever seen.

Michelle read the last three pages to the two sleeping toddlers with Danny repeating the lines from memory.

The star is no longer moving, the dolphin announced. Its stopped over the land, said the seahorse sadly. We can’t get there. The little king will never see our pearl. At that moment, the dove flew by. Come little seahorse, he called. I’ll take you with me! Swift as an arrow they flew, and soon they saw the stable. The star was directly overhead. The dove, with the seahorse on his back, flew down, and into the stable they went. The little seahorse looked at the little King for a long time. I bring you all the best wishes from the undersea creatures, he said quietly, sliding the pearl into the Child’s hand. The Child smiled at him. And from that night on, whenever the little seahorse remembered the Child’s smile, his heart filled with peace and joy.

“Shall I move them?”

“No, their last memories will be of the seahorse getting the pearl from the oyster and traveling with the lantern fish to the whale and to the dolphins. The birthday party will be a further distraction and hopefully they will forget what they saw this afternoon. I am going to get a shower and go down to help Carmen put up the balloons.”

Dr. Henri Pasteur’s arrival with his native born French wife had become a New Year’s Eve tradition in the Santos family. It gave the doctor that delivered Gabby and Bethany Joy a chance to see the growth and development of the Santos twins. The first party, Dr. Pasteur saw the two twins attempting to make steps in the process of learning to walk but preferring the crawling motion to getting around on the villa floors. When he saw Michelle coming down the steps holding the hand of the toddlers, he clapped his hands and turned to salute Danny. “They are no longer babies. You would never know that they were preemies.”

“Michelle, your beauty and elegance radiates when I see you in the mother role. I saw your strength the night we met two years ago. There is nothing better to see than a vibrant mother with children.”

“Dr. Pasteur, you are kind but I still struggle with the role and medical school. Did Danny tell you that I am going to do a residency in pediatrics?”

“No I thought you might have decided to have another baby.”

Glancing to Danny, “I would tomorrow but my husband is less than enthusiastic.”

Danny gave the glass of white wine to Michelle; “I want Gabby and Bethany out of training pants before we dive back in the diaper routine. Maybe next year.”

“Gabriel and Bethany, this is Dr. Pasteur. He took you out of Mommy’s abdomen when you were born. The party is to celebrate your birthday.”

Gabby held onto Michelle’s leg, “Mommee tummee.”

“My mother and grandmother are out on the terrace with hors doeuvres. They will be delighted to see Mrs. Pasteur and talk with her about the latest French fashions.”

“Oh Mr. Santos, your mother is a striking lady.”

“Mrs. Pasteur must join my mother on one of her European shopping trips.”

“Danny, did you pour ginger ale for Gabby and Bethany Joy?”

“Honey, their cups are ready on the counter. Michelle, when you were dressing them for the party did they mention our afternoon activities?”

“They seemed tired and wanted to rest on the bed. The party with the gifts and cake will keep them busy. Carmen actually showed some restraint this time with the planning. Next year, I want Gabby and Bethany Joy to have other children at their party. If and when we move to Philadelphia, it is important for our children to interact with other children. Except for Freddie, they don’t know other kids.”

“Well, that isn’t completely true, they have met my lawyer’s children in Philadelphia.”

“Danny, that isn’t exactly what I want. Mr. Stewart’s children are too old except for their youngest son. The middle boy is always showing off and entertaining their oldest son with the cerebral palsy.”

“Michelle, I know what you are talking about. We can get Gabby and Bethany enrolled in child care program with children their age.”

Carmen sorted through the two piles of presents and recounted to make sure they were equal. The noise from inside indicated the guests had arrived. “Mrs. Pasteur must have been a model in France. Her facial features are exquisite.”

“Carmen, she is too European for me.”

“Stiff and formal Dr. Pasteur has become a close confidant of Daniel’s. He is a good older male friend. The past year, I have sensed that Daniel has withdrawn from me. Our discussions have certainly taken on a superficial involvement in his life.”

“Carmen, Gabriel and Bethany Joy don’t require our assistance as much as in their early days. Michelle’s career has settled down and Danny and Michelle have their way of doing their own thing. Michelle will always be a Bauer and she has begun to use her influences with Danny.”

“Michelle has been vocal about wanting another baby, which hasn’t happened yet. Daniel and I did discuss this briefly and I advised him against the baby with all the new changes coming in their lives. The move to Philadelphia is bad enough, my grandchildren will be over a thousand miles away. I hate the day that Heidi Rasmussen suggested the city. Shhh, they are coming!”

“Mama and Abuella, you remember Dr. Pasteur and his wife.”

“Why certainly! It is nice that you both could join us at the villa for our party. I see that Daniel has gotten a drink for you and your wife.”

“Daniel, where is Michelle and my beautiful grandchildren?”

“They are coming. Michelle is giving them a snack of ginger ale and animal crackers since dinner is being served later this evening.”

“Senora Santos, the views are spectacular from your terrace. I never realized how isolated your home is out on this ridge.”

“My husband Miguel bought the property. He loved the beach and to fish. The property was given to Daniel and Michelle as a wedding gift so the villa is theirs now. It doesn’t get used as much as it use to when Daniel was single and my son Mick was living. In the future, I hope Danny and Michelle will choose to live here.”

“Did I hear my name?” Michelle walked over to Danny. “Have I missed anything?”

“No. We were talking about the villa.” Danny wrapped both arms on the waist of Michelle and automatically began to give Michelle a tummy rub.

“Your pink dress is a shade of the sky in the east.” Mrs. Pasteur admired the silk dress with the high front bodice and open back with the one button closure creating an O opening. “Michelle can certainly wear any designer clothes in France. She has all the assets shall I say.”

Blushing at the remarks, “I can assure you that I have a few physical flaws. Your husband saw my expanded abdomen two years ago.”

“Michelle, I told you this morning that your figure flattered the bikini but your short hair cut agrees with your soft facial features.”

“Thank you Carmen but yours aren’t too bad. Gabby and Bethany have gifts for Dr. Pasteur. I’m not sure they understand the gift giving procedure. They have cried when I tried to get them to exchange their own birthday presents. They have identical presents of Play Dough that are wrapped in different paper.” Smiling at Gabby sitting on Carmen’s lap and Bethany with her arms hugging Abuella’s neck, “Tomorrow, I’ll open the Play Dough for them.”

Maria spoke quickly with the suggestion, “Daniel, switch the presents. Gabby and BJ are too young to grasp giving a gift. What they have in their possession is theirs. Don’t you remember Mick’s six birthday party? You had chosen the red race car and when the time came for you to give Mick the present; you cried and refused to part with the car in your hand. The car was yours in your heart and mind.”

“Abuella, Mick and I had more fights over that red car. It was my father that made me give the car to Mick. Mama took me to the store to buy another red race car but they didn’t have anymore in stock.”

“What is the lesson here, Maria?”

“Your children are growing-up. Don’t expect them to easily do something that you yourself struggled with in the past. We have treated them as one unit, but now we are seeing the individual spirits developing. S est bueno.”

Danny released his hold on Michelle. “Gabby, you are the first born and its time to give Dr. Pasteur a thank you present for taking care of Michelle. Henri, Gabby and Bethany Joy spent yesterday up at the coffee plantation and bought you back several pounds of fresh coffee beans. Excuse Gabby and me but we have to go inside to get another gift.” Danny returned with Gabby holding a box of Cuban cigars. “Gabby, give the box to Dr. Pasteur.” Stretching the box to the gray haired man, Gabby said the words that his daddy whispered in his ear. “Whank wou.”

“When I see these two children, I recall the late hurricane season that year. The storm had the potential to destroy the island. The night was dark and stormy but gave way to the morning light and the birth of Gabby and then the namesake of the storm. We came so close to loosing Bethany Joy. I predict that she will be the fighter with a wild spirit and will break your heart one day. You can see it in her eyes. She has the spirit of a strong willed hurricane much like that of Michelle. I saw it in Michelle that night; she was willing to suffer incredible pain to protect the life within her body.”

Wiping the tears from her cheeks, “Danny and I are the fortunate ones. We have Gabby and Bethany Joy. It is time to celebrate their births. Carmen, how do you want Gabby and Bethany Joy to open the presents?”

Carmen wiped her tears and reached down to pick up Bethany Joy. “Sweet Bethany Joy. Dietz has their tricycles downstairs. Maria and I wrapped their new clothes in four boxes, two for each child. They have a box of bathing suits and beach wear clothes for summer wear at your pool and here before you move away from us. Maria bought camp shorts, polo shirts and a backpack for Gabby. Maria picked out the cutest smock front pants and jumpers for Bethany with matching sweaters. I vote that we open them after dinner.”

Maria raised her hand. “I bought a backpack for Bethany Joy with her name monogrammed on the bag. Carmen, what is the name of the beach shoes that everyone likes?”

“Tevas. Michelle, they are the cutest. Bethany Joy has bumblebees on hers and Gabby has butterflies.”

Michelle picked up one of the boxes, “This weighs a ton. LL Bean must be happy that you are one of their good customers. I saw the packages from Fed X being delivered.”

“Michelle, it is hard to find new gifts with Gabby and Bethany having their birthdays so close to Christmas. Surely, you won’t take this small joy away from me. I love to shop for my grandchildren’s clothes.”

“I know that you do and that is why I only bought artistic materials for Gabby and Bethany Joy. Paint smocks and finger paints.”

Olga opened the screen door to announce that dinner was ready. The subject changed to a safer subject while Maria led the way to the dining room. At the dinning room table, the twins sat in their booster chairs with the cloth napkins tucked under their chins to protect Gabby’s white polo shirt and khaki shorts and Bethany’s navy blue sailor dress with red and white braid on the wide collar. Olga offered the platter of raw vegetables to Michelle. “Thank you, Olga, for preparing these for Gabby. Gabby, we have raw carrots and cauliflower. How many do you want to eat?” Gabby held up one finger. Placing one carrot and one cauliflower on his plate with the sliced tofu hotdogs and mashed potatoes, Michelle switched the spoon and fork from Gabby’s left hand. “The fork is easier to use than the spoon with the hotdogs.”

To her right, Danny prepared Bethany’s plate. On her plate were the cooked carrots casserole, rice pilaf and the sliced tofu. “Do you want mashed potatoes?”

Shaking her head, “No, pah-pah.”

“Are you sure? The potatoes have sour cream and cheddar cheese.”

“Sorry to bore you Henri and Mrs. Pasteur, but as you have probably noticed; they both have food preferences. Gabby doesn’t like cooked carrots and Bethany will eat any kind of vegetables but potatoes. The soup tureen has corn chowder and the Lobster Newberg is one of my favorites and more pleasing to an adults taste.”

“The dinner is very appropriate with having your twins join us at the dinning room table. It is nice to see that you are training Gabby and Bethany to eat in a formal atmosphere.”

“Thank you, Mrs. Pasteur They do pretty good.”

The main course was finished with Michelle helping Olga to clear the table in preparation for the two birthday cakes. The dessert plates were placed with the silver cake knife in front of Carmen. At the buffet, Maria poured the fresh brewed coffee into cups for the adults. Dimming the overhead light above the dining room table, Danny and Michelle entered with the cakes and the two candles burning.

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday dear Gabby and Bethany,
Happy Birthday to you.

“Gabby, tell everybody how old you are going to be tomorrow.” Arranging his two fingers and showing Danny to see if had it right, “That’s right ….Now, Bethany Joy it is your turn.”

“Twoo.”

“Correct.’

“May I take your pictures?” offered Dr. Pasteur. “That would be nice,” said Danny. “We can have family pictures with parents and two generations of grandmothers. A great picture to send to Michelle’s father in Africa.”

“Michelle, this is one of your best cakes that you have made even if you did put small dowels in to hold the two layers together.”

“Maria, the layers of the cakes are never level. They all have little mounds on the top after they are cooked with hard crust on the edges. Danny made sure that Gabby and Bethany’s hands were clean when they stuck the M&Ms in the frosting. I don’t think the cake is contaminated with their germs!”

“Daniel, I wish Miguel was here to see his grandchildren! He would have taken Gabby out fishing on the yacht.”

“Mam, Michelle and I are taking Gabby and Bethany out tomorrow sailing. Justina and Jimmy are going along to help, so don’t worry! We won’t lose them overboard.”

“I know that you prefer the sailboat, but it is so dangerous. Please be careful.”

“Now to the gifts.” On the floor, Michelle sat with Gabby and Bethany unwrapping the four boxes of clothes. In the beach wear box for Gabby were two bathing suits with a tribal red-orange and black fish motif and one, a tropical surfer with a turquoise background with white palm trees. The three pairs of cropped clam-digger length shorts of red; royal and navy matched the three solid colored t-shirts of white, navy and chili. In his sky blue soccer backpack was a yellow terry beach cover with a dog embroidered on the hood and a pair of tevas. The second box had three pairs of camp shorts, navy, khaki and stone with three Polo shirts, one a nautical red stripe, another one navy, green and white stripe and the last one a red stripe with white and blue and a pair of navy blue sneakers.

Bethany waited patiently with her two boxes until Michelle was ready to give her the undivided attention that she wanted to spend with each child. The beach box had two new O back tank swimsuits with wide stay up straps. The turquoise and pink suit matched the pink beach cover with a cats face embroidered on the hood. The purple backpack had a ladybug design. In side the bag was her tevas and three sunhats that matched the three-smock front pants with a yellow flowerpots motif, a pink crocus picnic theme and a blue flower print. Bethany’s second box was filled with three jumpers with a three-button back and tie. The jumpers were made of a gingham print with the pink, light blue and blue iris being selected by Carmen. The white, yellow and pink pointelle shirts with the swing shape had a stretch picot-edge neckline with cap sleeve and lettuce edge hem that could be worn under the bibed pants. At the bottom of the box were three cardigan sweaters, white, and soft yellow and pink to match the pink canvas sneakers.

“Gabby and Bethany Joy, you must give Carmen and Abuella big hugs and kisses for your birthday presents. All I can say is that I appreciate your generosity and the clothes are beautiful and practical. If you don’t mind, I would like to wait until tomorrow to open our presents for Bethany and Gabby.”

“Honey, I think it is good idea to wait. The tricycles are downstairs and I don’t want them up here on this level.”

Danny stooped down to pick up Bethany and Gabby. “It is time to say goodnight to our guests and way past your bedtime.”

The two said “Goodnight” and threw kisses at everyone in the room. “Honey, you stay down with our guest while I put these two to bed. I don’t want a repeat performance from this afternoon.”

Danny skipped down the steps to join the guests. “They both fell asleep before I had read three pages in the Jack and the Beanstalk book.” Pouring the brandy in the small glasses, Danny served the brandy and sat down in a chair facing the ocean.

“It is heaven here.”

“Henri, Michelle and I should move here and raise Gabby and Bethany. Get out of the rat race in Springfield!” The smoke from the Cuban cigars rose from the burning crimson ends, while the two men puffed the sweet rolled tobacco. “The Cubans do know how to make a good cigar.”

“The island is a good place to raise children. Mrs. Pasteur had her reservations with the education system. Our children went back to France to a boarding school for high school and attended universities in Europe. When the time comes and Michelle is ready to practice; perhaps she will consider San Juan. The island looses more of the best people every year. They all dream of leaving the island and living in the USA.”

Dr. Pasteur pulled the gold chain from his pants pocket to check the time on the sentimental watch. “The time has gone very quickly this evening. I’m due to be at the hospital in an hour. There is a young doctor waiting anxiously for my arrival. Do you and Michelle have plans for tonight?”

“Yes, we are going to a nightclub to dance in the New Year. Michelle can dance a mean salsa with the best. She gets the rhythm and the beat.”

“Thank you for inviting Mrs. Pasteur and me to share in this special occasion. They will be grown before you blink your eyes.”

“Hum that quick?”

“Our lifestyles have changed drastically. Mine more than Michelle’s. With Michelle being in medical school, my business and raising the twins, we don’t get out socially as much as I would prefer. When I want to go out, Michelle wants to stay in with Gabby and Bethany. We struggle to balance the scale. Thank you for coming tonight and Gabby and Bethany will open your presents tomorrow. My mother and grandmother have a tendency to overbuy, which irritates Michelle.”

After seeing the couple to the door, Danny punched in the speed dial number to the guardhouse. “Did the florist deliver the flowers?”

“Boss, they are here. Are you ready for the delivery?”

“No, don’t bring them over until after we leave tonight. Carmen will be expecting you to bring the flowers to the house. By the way, what condition are they in right now?”

“Perfect buds with no spots I checked them myself.”

“Good.”

The clicking noise of the black heels on the marble floors and the twirling red skirt produced the reaction that Michelle wanted from Danny. “Um, You changed.”

“Do you like my red dress?”

Eying the dress from the shoulder down to the deep U front and back bodice to the hem length above the knees. “Ah ya ya! Did you wear the dress for me or the other men that you are hoping to see tonight?”

“I refuse to answer because I might not get out of the house tonight.”

Touching the chin of her husband and starring in his dark eyes, “When are we leaving?”

“Your carriage awaits, Madame.”

The black car speed out of the gate with the second car following close behind the Mercedes with the two bodyguards. Inside the car, Danny spoke with Jimmy. “Bring Hugo in the club tonight. I want to observe him. Carmen wants to bring him back to Springfield. Do you think Hugo is ready for primetime?”

“He is anxious to please.”

Kissing Michelle’s hand, “We have to beef up the soldiers with our pending move to Philadelphia.”

The maitre’d greeted the Santos party. “Mr. Santos, do you want to be above the dance floor as usual or something more private.”

After looking at Michelle, “Michelle, the mezzanine or the private table?”

“Private please.”

“Follow me.”

At the table, Danny pulled the chair out for Michelle. “Give us a few minutes. I’ll signal you when we are ready to order.”

“Certainly. Mr. Santos.”

Michelle waited until the waiter was out of hearing range. “Is this club one of your old hangouts?”

“I did visit the nightclub frequently. The atmosphere is one of the best. Good mixture of local and European tourist traffic in the club with beautiful single women hunting for men willing to spend money. It is a great place to showcase your dancing skills and have fun when the sun goes down on the island.”

“Danny, isn’t it strange that you would bring me here tonight? I don’t fit the quote single European beautiful woman category.”

“No, but that isn’t why we are here tonight. I have a cardinal rule: Don’t mix pleasure with business. Never left the club with a customer. I might have seen them later at another club and enjoyed their sexual attributes. It was the part of growing into manhood thing. A smart man doesn’t carry that kind of woman home.”

Almost choking on hearing the words, “Isn’t that how you and I connected?”

Raising his eyebrows at Michelle’s question, “I’m in deep sh**! A smitten man carried you home. I knew when I first saw you that you were a one of a kind young beautiful woman. I had seen many here and in Europe. You didn’t know it but I watched you inside the Y2K. The bartender told me that you were the one and only Michelle Bauer, which meant nothing to me at that time. The more that I watched you with your friends; I knew that clubbing wasn’t your scene. The smart mouth attitude was a turn on and when we danced I knew that we had connected on a spiritual level. I didn’t know until later when I wanted to take you home that I had found the woman that I wanted to spend my life with. Everything here at the club is superficial but you were the real thing.”

“I knew the family business was going to be a problem, but I thought hell, we can date and when the right time comes I will tell her, but it all got out of control. The Santos battling the Bauer crept in and I was faced with kidnapping you and disappearing. Instead we have come to an unorthodox family agreement with two beautiful children. When I come here, I see what was and what I have now.” Lifting her hands to his lips, “I would do it again in a minute.”

“Danny, you love with such passion. You were the experienced one that taught me how to love with passion and dignity. Our relationship seems like a myth even though I know it is real. When we are here in San Juan, it is like we live in a magical world. It seems like I have always know you. Maybe, I knew your soul in another life. You were the Spanish pirate and I was the island maiden that he fell in love with and married against the will of his Spaniard family. Our spirits wondered for generations searching the world until we met in Springfield once more to love with all the energy that our hearts can muster.”

“Abuella and her Voodoo dolls would tell you that is what happened. I want my son and daughter to share the same intensity with someone in their generation. They will use our love as the standard to measure their feelings and love. I know that we got it right, Michelle.”

“Have you decided what you want to drink?”

“Pina Colada.”

With his finger, he motioned for the waiter waiting patiently in the corner. “I’ll have my usual and Mrs. Santos will have a Island drink-Pina Colada. I want an order of fried mushrooms and cheese sticks.”

“Yes sir.”

“We have spent three New Years Eve together. The first two where worth remembering. The birth of our children and last year Gabby and Bethany both had middle ear infections and were teething. We took turns walking and rocking the night away with two sick babies. Finally this year, they are healthy. We can dance the night away and welcome in the New Year.”

“Let’s show the singles what a married couple can do on the dance floor.” Danny led Michelle to the lower level where the salsa music played from a DJ’s booth. Waiting for the music to end and a new selection to begin, Danny whispered in Michelle’s ear. “Remember that you are a married woman. No flirting with the tourists.”

Danny faced Michelle and held her in the standard partner position. Tapping the beat with his foot, Danny stepped forward with his left foot on the sixth beat and Michelle stepped back with her right foot. On the 7th beat, Danny and Michelle changed direction with Danny rocking back onto his right foot and Michelle rocked forward with her left foot turning into multiple swivels. Michelle turned back into Danny’s waiting arms with a neck wrap cuddle of her husband’s neck to the outside turn and back into hip pull by Danny. Winking at Michelle, Danny moved to one of their personal favorite dance positions, the cuddle sweetheart. Danny lifted his left arm over Michelle’s head then lowered his hands down to Michelles waist where she shimmed in front of him where he waited for her in a squatting position. Returning to the standing position, Danny wrapped his left leg behind Michelle’s right leg where they locked in the grinding motion moving up and down finishing with an overhead hand swipe and moving into more complicated steps of swivels.

Unaware that people had rushed up to the Mezzanine to watch the entertaining couple execute the flawless dance moves, Danny twirled Michelle off the wooden dance floor to a thunderous applause. The manager approached his boss. “Everyone wants to know if they are going to have to compete against you tonight?”

Smacking Michelle’s butt to move her back on the dance floor, “Our nightly dance paid off tonight. Let’s dance until five minutes before midnight, then we can have our drinks and go for a walk down on the pebble walkway to old San Juan.”

The movement of the red skirt dazzled the eyes of the men and women watching Michelle with her temptress and flirtatious moves. They moved in and out of the dance with moves difficult for the trained eyes to follow. Danny and Michelle moved as one on the dance floor with their own sexual chemistry radiating out to the crowd.

At midnight, Danny and Michelle left the club to watch the faithful locals begin walking backwards from the Catholic Cathedral to the ocean. Walking out to the old San Cristobel fort in the early morning hours, they watched the pitch-black sky with the occasional shooting star and the marching of the planets across the horizon from the east to the west.

At three am, Michelle climbed up the steps with her husband to their bedroom. On the bed were two pieces of paper with the handprints of Gabby and Bethany. The bouquet of red roses rested on her pillow. The card attached to the bouquet was signed with the print like writing of Danny.

I started to live the day that I met you.
Love, Danny

Fair Winds and Following Seas by Phyllis Chapter 5

August 25, 2017

Republisher’s Note: I have no idea why they bothered to put in a specific address for the Bauer House when it was the wrong one. The Bauer House is located next to the Spaulding Estate on Skyline Drive. The background as Aussie gives it messes with the timeline of the original story making it seem like Manny were dating longer before they got married than they actually were.

Author’s Note at the bottom.

Fair Winds and Following Seas by Phyllis Chapter 5

Michelle removed the egg, cheese and mushroom casserole from the top oven and placed it on a warming tray to keep it warm until the remaining Santos family members arrived for a light breakfast. Danny leaned over to Michelle’s neck to lay a soft kiss on her skin. Giggling at her husband’s attention, “Hey, you are supposed to be entertaining Bethany and Gabby!”

“Honey, I am. They are sitting in their sleds with no place to go. Perfectly content.”

“Danny, you are being cruel to them. They are waiting for us to take them outside for another ride in their sleighs.”

“I’ll let Pilar and Bill have the next honor.” With one arm wrapped on the side of Michelle’s waist, “It is all your fault. I’m dragging my ass this morning because of your naughty ways last night. I bet Bill Lewis would be shocked to see what the prim and proper Michelle Bauer Santos does in the privacy of our bedroom!”

“Sweetie, you promised not to tell anyone. Remember it was in the privacy of our bedroom.”

Sipping his second mug of coffee, “I might have to invite your old boyfriend to look in your lingerie drawer.”

“Danny, I know you to well. You are teasing me. Bill and I are still close friends and we did go skinny dipping when we were ten years old at Laurel Falls. Bill can testify to the fact that there wasn’t much to see back then and it sure discouraged any future interest.”

“So my sister’s fiance has seen the diamond in the rough but lacked the imagination to see the shining diamond.”

Handing Danny the oven mitts, “Can you take the Cinnamon Buns out of the lower oven? I know this is supposed to be a light breakfast but I want be able to make it to Carmen’s for her Christmas Day Brunch.”

“Honey, I told Carmen that you have a shift to cover at the hospital. She is OK with it.”

The banging of the bags of presents on the glass panes diverted the couple to the arrival of Danny’s family. Opening the door for Pilar and Bill, Danny kissed Pilar’s cheek. “Merry Christmas, Peanut! What do you have in all these bags?”

“Presents for my niece and nephew. I couldn’t resist buying for them. Ask Bill I spent one entire afternoon shopping for your two children.”

“Danny, I can vouch for Pilar. Pilar hit every children’s shop in Chicago. Your sister can do some serious damage when turned loose in a store.”

“Oh Danny and Michelle, I found the cutest clothes and I had the hardest time deciding which to buy. You will love the cute pink and purple bathing suits for Bethany Joy and the little sundresses. They make the cutest little boy sun suits to match the sundresses. I actual caught a couple of sales and I purchased clothes for next year as well.”

Michelle counted the bags, “Pilar, are these all clothes?”

Hugging her sister in law, “No, I did buy a few toys. I saw the neatest box of make believe food for Gabby and Bethany Joy to use in their pots and pans. Michelle, the rest are for Danny and you.”

“Why are Gabby and Bethany Joy sitting in the sleighs with their fleece hats on their heads?”

Michelle punched Danny in his side, “Danny, why don’t you tell Pilar and Bill what you have in mind for them to do after we eat breakfast.”

“Peanut, Santa bought the sleighs last night and Michelle and I were out at 6am this morning pulling your niece and nephew on the snow. After we came back inside, Gabby and Bethany kept on crawling back into the sleighs and getting out and walking to the door. I gave them their hats to assure them that they were going outside again soon. They have been waiting patiently for Bill and you to take them for another ride. Did Carmen and Abuell follow you here?”

“They were stopping by to pick up Ray from the church parish. When we left the house, Dietz was packing the car with presents. ”

The front door bell rang twice before Danny opened the door to see two enormous white bears with red scarfs hiding the two small Santos women. “Why didn’t you call me on the cell phone so I could come out and help with the bears.”

“We wanted to see how Gabby and Bethany Joy react to the bears. The bears have big sunken stomachs where Gabby and Bethany can crawl on and rest.”

“Mam, I hope you are planning on keeping them at your house. We are running out of space quickly today.”

“Where is Dietz? He is gathering the remaining gifts after he helped Maria up the walkway and steps. You might want to help him. There are several heavy boxes of antique china boxes and silver serving pieces for Michelle from Maria. I have a nice contemporary painting for Michelle as my gift. The same art dealer in Boston made me a deal that I couldn’t refuse.”

Danny grabbed his navy double-breasted coat from the coat rack and went quickly down the steps to Carmen’s car.

“Dietz, did you check with Jimmy last night?”

“I did. Boss. The Spencer girl spent the evening in Chicago. The neighbor said, She is going back to Australia before New Year’s Day. Right now, the girl is in Chicago and not in Springfield.”

Shaking his head at the good news, Danny lifted one of the boxes. “Michelle has a shift at the hospital from 12noon until 6pm. You can take the rest of the day off.”

“OK, Boss.”

Back inside the house, Danny watched while the ladies opened the Christmas gifts for the twins. Carmen had Gabby sitting on her lap and Maria rocked Bethany Joy in the Boston rocker with Pilar holding the outfits up to each child. Danny poured fresh coffee in all the mugs and prepared another batch of fresh ground beans to brew another flask of coffee. The room was quickly becoming a scene of strewn boxes and colorful wrapping paper with opened gifts piling up on the floor.

Bethany Joy spotted Maria’s string of pearls and pulled the pearls up to her mouth, which prompted Danny to scream “No Bethany.”

The shock of the loud noise had Bethany crying spontaneously.

“Daniel, why did you scream No to Bethany? You have scared my baby.”

“Abuella, she was putting your pearls in her mouth. I didn’t want her to break the string and she needs to learn what No means. Yesterday, Bethany hurt her finger with a sharp needle from the Christmas tree and I was afraid of her swallowing a pearl.”

Michelle laid a present down and reached up to take Bethany from Maria. “Bethany was probably fascinated with the pearls and thought they were a toy. It is fascinating to witness the insatiable curiosity of a child-especially when a forbidden object presents itself. The battle usually begins with a parent’s gentle warning be careful or don’t touch. Initially Bethany Joy is alarmed until the overwhelming urge to see for herself takes over usually resulting in a broken vase, a broken string of Marias pearls or a hurt finger. How many times have we seen Maria and Carmen drape expensive jewelry on Bethany’s neck?”

Abuella supported Michelles statement, “Your wife is right, I have given the pearls to Gabby and Bethany Joy to play with but I watch what they do with them. Curiosity is a normal thing. They have to learn what will hurt and still keep a sense of curiosity. At High Ridge, we have had to do house keeping and put breakables up higher out of their reach.”

Giving Bethany back to Maria, “I’m sorry but I have to leave to go to the hospital. Thank you all for your generosity Please make sure the twins get a good nap this afternoon; they have a long day ahead with dinner at the Bauer House tonight. I put several new books in their activity bag.”

Pilar stood up and hugged Michelle, “I promise to read to Gabby and Bethany. Bill and I can bring you a late lunch this afternoon. We are spending the later part of the afternoon and night at Vanessa and Matt’s lake house home.”

“No, you don’t have to that; I will get a free lunch today at the hospital. Part of the deal of working a holiday.”

Scraping the ice and snow off of the Mercedes together, Danny pulled Michelle in his arm for one last hug and kiss before releasing her to go to work. “I’m going to miss you today. Last Christmas I was sick but we spent all of the day together. This sucks with you leaving to go to work.”

“Danny, there are sick people at the hospital that are never going to have another Christmas.” Flipping the snow from his dark thick curls, “But we will be together looking at the watch on his right wrist in six hours. It has always been this way at the Bauer house. Daddy often missed most of the day.”

Opening the door for Michelle to climb up in the SUV, “Please choose a specialty that will allow you to be home on the holidays.”

“Honey, you married the wrong woman!”

Leaning inside the car,” I married the right woman but she is very determined to be a doctor on call all the time.”

Giving one last kiss to Danny and remembering the odor of her husband’s body before backing the SUV out of the parking place, “One reminder Danny, no meat for Gabby and Bethany until tonight.”

Danny stood and watched Michelle drive away from him. Saluting with his hand at Michelle until the SUV was out of sight, Danny returned to his family and their Christmas celebration. In six hours, the new generation of Santoses would be sitting down to dinner at one of the most respectable families in Springfield for Christmas dinner. Miguel Santos had to like how the family had turned the corner in the social part of society.

The sun had set early in the late afternoon when Meta stood in the Bauer dining room recounting the forks, spoons and knives. She straightened the table-runner before lighting the candles on the table and the sideboard. The increased noise level in the Bauer kitchen was Daniel Santos arriving with Gabby and Bethany Joy for their first Bauer Christmas. The bells on the hallway clock were striking half past the hour, which meant if all was well with Michelle’s schedule; she would be arriving shortly.

Abbey had finished pouring the red wine after placing the last favorite, green bean and onion casserole on the warming plate. “Aunt Meta, this Christmas dinner is special for the Bauer family. We have Michelle’s two children and Rick and I have Freddie. Even Ed seems less restless and he has stayed for more than a year.”

Smiling at the inner peace that was evident in Ed and patting Abby’s graceful hand that showed the evidence of the hard work from her days spent living on the Amish farm, “Yes, we have three new grandchildren and all at once we are getting crowded in the dining room.”

Abbey sighed with the vision of seeing the three highchairs in the dining room and going through her mental checklist again, “To tell you the truth I don’t feel the spirit of adventure as I did early this morning when we invited our extra guest for dinner at the last minute.”

“Abbey, I know what is right and wrong and today, I am correcting a social injustice.”

“Now, we need one of the men to bring in Gabby and Bethany’s highchairs and warming their plates in the microwave.”

In the kitchen, the large turkey sat on the carving tray with Ed doing the carving honors on the cooked bird. “Merry Christmas Danny and Merry Christmas to Bethany Joy and Gabby. Danny, do you think Gabby and Bethany are still too young to chew on a turkey leg? This will be the last year for them to have the honor of claiming chewing rites since Freddie isn’t equipped with a set of teeth.”

Admiring his children’s outfits, “Ed, Gabby and Bethany will pass on the chewing rites. My sister Pilar went a little overboard this year with their outfits and this is their third outfit for the day. I have specific orders from her to make sure that Michelle saw the twins dressed in the red velvet outfits. Bethany’s dress with her white lace underskirt is a sure target for any grease and you saw last night what Gabby does with his hands.”

“Did they get their naps at your mother’s house this afternoon?”

“Yes, they both took nice long naps after brunch but I suspect they are exhausted and might fall asleep at the dining room table. We are fast approaching the hour when the Sandman comes and they fall asleep for the night.
Have you heard from Michelle? I called and left a message on her cell phone but she hasn’t returned my call.”

“Meta heard from Michelle a few minutes before six and she said that she was starving to death- no lunch today and a typical Bauer mode of operation for a holiday.”

The lights from a car pulling in the driveway flashed in the kitchen window. “That’s my girl and she is right on time for a change.”

Flashing her high beam lights twice to call for help, Rick gave Freddie to Danny. “You hold Freddie while I help my sister. She wants help to bring in something.”

“Rick, I can go out, I forgot all about the pile of gifts for the Bauer family.”

“No Danny, Freddie wants to get a close up view of his Uncle Danny. With our schedules, we hardly have time for a nice leisure visit.”

Catching her breath as she ran in the kitchen, “I’m almost on time.”

Danny with his free hand helped her with her coat after she dropped the pile of packages on the loveseat near the door. “Thanks, honey. What can I do to help in the kitchen?”

Meta answered, “Nothing honey, I saved the dishwashing for you, young lady.”

Michelle kissed Danny and then rubbed her cheek on Freddie’s fat chubby cheeks. “Freddie has the cheeks that you want to squeeze.”

“Michelle, did you have the heat on in the Mercedes?”

“I got here before the car warmed up, but I’m not sure if the blower is working properly. I like the car but the diesel engine is very slow in producing heat. Have you feed Gabby and Bethany?”

“Oh my Michelle, I forgot to put their water based plates in the microwave! We have been discussing your children’s wardrobe. Bethany and Gabby are cute as buttons with the matching outfits. I don’t think that I have ever seen small fur boots until today. And may I say that you look pretty nice today as well.”

“Danny gave me the black man made leather mini skirt with the red lamb’s wool sweater. I even got a few cat calls from some teens in the ER today. The clothes caught their eye. I informed them that I was the mother of twins after they called me a Sexy Lady One of the boys said, Then you are one Sexy Mama and I then got my revenge by checking for undescended testicles.” Winking at Danny, “I must show you how this is done.”

“Hey this is enough of medical shop talk, why don’t we all gather in the dining room and I’ll bring in the baby plates with their food.”

“Aunt Meta, you go ahead, I’ll get Bethany and Gabbys food. You have to be tired.”

Danny motioned Meta out of the kitchen, “Michelle and I will take care of the food for our children. Plus I want to talk with Michelle about the lack of heat in the Mercedes….Why didn’t you tell me that the heater wasn’t working in the car?”

“It happened gradually and today was the first day that the blower didn’t function. The heater wasn’t working this morning when I left our home.”

Throwing his hand up in the air, “You go ahead, I’m calling the car dealership. They are going to tow the car tonight and I want the heater fixed before we get back from Puerto Rico or a new loaner in my driveway for you to drive. Come here Michelle, baby you could get a cold or pneumonia driving in subzero weather.”

“Danny, please don’t make a big fuss of all nights. The tow driver has a family too. Did Daddy take Gabby and BJ in the dining room?”

Nodding his head and indicating YES, Danny spoke sternly into his phone in the quick Spanish phrases, which Michelle recognized as curse words.

The sight of their Mother energized the tired toddlers bodies as they almost jumped from their grandfather’s arms to the extended hands of Michelle. Gabby smothered Michelle’s cheek with his wet kisses and locked his hands in Michelle’s thick curls. “How’s my big boy? Mommy missed your beautiful face.” Turning her attention to the small replica of herself, “Miss Princess, your Aunt Pilar must have had this dress under the tree at Granny C’s house.” Bethany hooked her arm and hand tightly around Michelle’s neck. The tiny petite fingers of her left hand touched Michelle’s lips for a kiss. “Danny, you have got to come and see what your daughter has learned!”

“I’m sorry to be holding up dinner but Michelle and I are leaving town early in the morning and I wanted her car towed tonight so that they will have ample time to fix her car while we are away. What’s this with Bethany Joy?”

“Danny, watch where Bethany puts her fingers on her left hand.”

Danny bent down to the eye level of Bethany. “Do you want Mommy or Daddy to kiss your fingers?”

Switching to her Daddy’s lips, “Dada.”

“Oh Bethany, you want Daddy to kiss you!”

Answering Danny in his native language, S, s Shaking his head and laughing at his daughter’s response, “Tell Mommy what No is in Spanish.” Gabby and Bethany, both moved their heads sideways indicating their answers with a physical response and yelling “No” to their audience in the dining room.

Beaming as a proud parent would after seeing Bethany Joy and Gabby respond with their bilingual talents, Michelle asked her brother and sister-in-law, “OK Rick and Abbey, when is my nephew going to display his IQ?”

With his own joy of finally having a child and loving every moment, Rick went into his silly face routine for his son. At the right moment, Freddie smiled and laughed at his Daddy. “Michelle, this is the best that we can do this year but next year Freddie Bauer will be able to keep up with the Santos twins.”

Danny and Michelle sat next to each other with one of their children on the other side to help minimize the confusing sitting arrangement in the dining room. “Did you bring their pajamas?”

“Carmen packed the diaper bag with an extra set of PJs but we shouldn’t stay out tonight very late. We have an early departure in the morning at 10am. And I hate to wake them up transferring them from here to the car and back in the house. If it is possible, I want to leave after we open our gifts. You still have to pack and I know how long that usually takes you……Meta when I went outside to give the keys to Michelle’s car to the tow truck driver, I saw a car attempting to pull in your driveway. I think the driver went down the street to turn around or decided to wait until the tow truck was out of the driveway.”

“Hum, I thought our guest had gotten lost. Ed, will you and Rick go out the front and kitchen door and see if you see any hungry guest wondering in the backyard or out on the side street.”

Ed responded, “I’ll turn the security lights on out front since Meta has invited a lonely and evidently lost Springfield new resident.”

Abbey looked at Michelle, “How can anyone get lost finding 5 Church Street?”

Michelle hunched her shoulders, “Please hurry, I’m starving!”

Outside Ed and Rick walked out to the street. “Dad, did Meta mention to you whom she invited to dinner?”

“Dr. Heidi Rasmussen and one of Michelle’s friends. No doubt, Meta is trying to fix me up with Dr. Rasmussen.”

The tow truck backed into the Bauer driveway blocking the entrance to the driveway forcing Dr. Heidi Rasmussen to choose an alternative-parking place. And after turning at the end of the street, she stopped the car in front of the house with the #5 address.

“Wasn’t that Michelle’s car being towed? Must be urgent to have someone out on Christmas night to pick up a car!”

“Michelle’s husband isn’t exactly the patient or tolerating type of business man. You can bet that he demanded and got immediate service for Michelle’s car.”

“He has a reputation of being totally fixated with Michelle. Do I detect a little bitterness with your friend’s husband?”

“No, not really, it is his arrogant attitude. Michelle had a life and friends before Danny met her but in his mind, everything and everyone is non- existing before the time of Daniel Santos. Michelle’s life started with him and will end with him.”

“Tonight will be interesting and I thought that I was attending a routine dull Christmas dinner. Will there be fire works tonight?”

“NO not at the Bauers. They are genuine good people and have always kept an open door policy. Besides Meta Bauer is known for her reputation of being gracious and an outstanding cook.”

“I’m glad Meta Bauer invited me to dinner. I haven’t made many new friends in Springfield and the holidays can be lonely in a new setting.”

“Oh I know what lonely means and I miss seeing my friend Michelle everyday.”

“Meta told me that you had transferred to a medical school in Australia.”

“Yes, I did transfer and it has been almost two years.”

“If I may ask, why did you transfer?”

Waiting a moment before answering, “I went to Australia to help a friend. A new turn of events suddenly appeared on the horizon one day. I ran with the offer because it was the best offer on the table. Dr. Andersen, the former Medical School Director, that you replaced had ties with the mob. One afternoon, the medical staff and hospital board voted to remove him from the Medical School.”

“Are you saying that the mob had reasons to infiltrate the power base at the medical school? Very unusual activity for the mob to be active in a hospital setting.”

“Dr. Rasmussen, don’t ever underestimate their power! They can find or make friends in high places where ever they need control. They have an uncanny way of finding the right people. For all I know, you might be on their payroll.”

“Aussie, you are bitter and it might be wise for you to learn to hide your true feelings.”

“Dr. Rasmussen, I am well beyond feeling bitter. I have my life back such as it is and I have moved on to a new life in Australia. I like Danny Santos will never forget what he ordered done.”

Waiting on the sidewalk for Dr. Rasmussen to exit and lock her car, Aussie saw the front outside lights shining to light their way in the house where she had first met the single man, that had bounced into her friend’s life so suddenly. Danny Santos had come in Michelles life with the mystery and charm, which had fascinated and won Michelle’s attention. She recalled how Michelle started to disappear for dates with the mystery businessman. For the first time, Michelle took time out from her more than busy schedule to smell the roses of life with a man obviously in love with every ounce of her body and soul.

In her mind, she had replayed the events leading up to when she had connected Pilar Santos and Danny Santos. What for all purposes had seemed a giddy love story had turned sour quickly. The horrifying minutes had grown into hours while she waited for Michelle to reappear at this house. Her imagination had created every possible evil scenario and when she didn’t hear from Michelle, she knew Danny had prevented her friend from contacting anyone outside of his compound. Aussie felt the emotion of fear rising from within her stomach. Aussie wanted to run from the house but the voice of Rick stopped her response.

“Dad and I have circled the front and backyard twice trying to find Meta’s guest. Welcome to the Bauer house Heidi. Aussie, do you mind hanging Heidi and your coat in the closet? You are like family and Michelle will be glad to see you again. The gang is all in the dining room. Heidi follow me and the aromas coming from the dining room.”

Danny swallowed two gulps of wine when he saw the two guests. The last person, which he expected the least was Dr. Heidi Rasmussen with his nemesis Aussie Spencer. Danny stood up to greet Dr. Rasmussen, but ignored Aussie.

“I apologize for being late but I forgot what time it was in my office this afternoon with the early sunsets.”

Meta pointed to the place setting next to her side, “Oh, don’t give it a second thought, we have a history of serving dinner late at the Bauer hospital. Michelle arrived and her new car has a non-functioning fan for the heater. Michelle and her family are going out of town tomorrow so Danny made arrangements for the car to be picked up tonight for repair. I assume the tow truck delayed you parking the car.”

Underneath the tablecloth, Michelle placed her hand on Danny’s upper thigh in an attempt to divert his attention from Aussie’s presence. Whispering in his ear, “Do you want to leave?”

“No, I’m fine.”

“Are you sure?”

“Michelle, we have to eat dinner and I’m not going to embarrass you in front of Dr. Rasmussen. We are staying.”

Tapping her fork on the water glass to her right side, “Many Christmas dinners have been enjoyed in this dining room and each year since Maureen’s death, I have chosen to continue Maureen’s tradition of hunting for lonely people to share Christmas dinner. My choice as you can see are Dr. Rasmussen for obvious reasons; she is new in town without family and Aussie is visiting from half-way around the world. It is my gift to Michelle. Alan Spaulding has dropped the Lighthouse Restoration Project in my lap. He suggested having an Art Show with a Masquerade Ball. Alan is one person in Springfield with the taste and desire for fine art. He saw an original Jackson Pollack painting in Heidi’s office and pointed me in her direction. I met Dr. Rasmussen and issued the invitation. If we could all put our best efforts forward in producing a high powered art auction, it would provide funds rather quickly for the restoration. The Bauer family owns the property but we have kept it open for general public use. Even with the historic funding, the project must have matching funds.”

“Danny, this where you come into the equation. Michelle told me about the painting that San Core purchased and donated to the Art Museum in Ponce, Puerto Rico. Would San Core possibly be interested in co-sponsoring the Art Show with the Spaulding Corporation?”

Meta Bauer had done what no other man in the world had ever done with spreading her spider web to trap him. Had Meta connected his family to Dr. Heidi Rasmussen or how far was she willing to push his button tonight was his first concern. “Aunt Meta, San Core is a diverse company. We are always interested in listening to any good public relations project, but my company doesnt usually buy art. Our subsidiary in Puerto Rico was contacted as a source to purchase a painting that was on loan from a local artist to the Art Museum. The Museum was afraid that the painting was going to be sold on the world market. I made the decision to purchase the painting to keep it in Puerto Rico to be enjoyed by the people of Puerto Rico.”

“I’m sure you are aware that most well known art ends up in private collections and is lost to public viewing. Periodically pieces are loaned to Museums and the pieces of fine art manage to find their way out in a world market where deals are made in secret. And it is not unusual for very good copies of art to appear and the buyer has to be able to identify the fraud or loose good money on a painting worth hardly the cost of the paints. Perhaps, this explains Dr. Rasmussens Pollacks painting in her office in Springfield. I don’t think any insurance company would pay if it was loss or stolen.”

Picking up on his cue, “Mr. Santos, I can assure you that I have it insured. I have a friend in New York City, that fell on hard times and made me a very good deal. The museums staff was aware of my love of Pollack’s procedure of dribbling paint on a canvas to produce a painting instead of a brush or spatula. The painting finally made its way to my office where I think the security of the Medical School keeps it safe. And quoting your words, the painting is in my private collection and I’m sharing the fine art with anyone that visits my office.”

“An interesting point Dr. Rasmussen, I have never seen a Pollack painting. I would love to see yours.”

“I have an open door policy and I invite you to stop by anytime.”

“Michelle and I are leaving tomorrow for Puerto Rico; I’ll call you when I get back in town.”

“Speaking of leaving Aunt Meta, Danny and I must get Gabby and Bethany Joy home early. They have had a long and busy day with all the excitement of enjoying their first Christmas Day.”

Looking over the top of her glasses at her niece, “Sit still Michelle and enjoy the dinner with your family. Gabby and Bethany Joy can’t do anything but fall a sleep and we have your old baby-bed set up in your old bedroom.” Folding her napkin with the embroidered green holly and red berries, “It isn’t just the twins, I will be up most of the night packing for the trip.”

“Honey, Carmen and Pilar packed two bags for Gabby and Bethany Joy this afternoon. We don’t have to leave early. I want to talk with Meta concerning the fundraiser.”

Directing her statement to Michelle, “Your husband and his family are supportive of your career. It is a strong family that unites in a common cause and it must be reassuring to leave your babies at home with family providing care for the twins.”

“Danny has made my life at home to be almost problem free but my family has been by my side all the way.”

The noise of Ed Bauer pushing Gabby in the large orange dump truck on the hardwood floor had Michelle in stitches at the sight of Gabby trying to see who was behind his ride. “Grandpa, I dont know which person is having more fun, the pushier or the one being pushed.”

“I am daughter and Princess Bethany is going to get a ride in her white wicker doll carriage before you leave this house tonight. I’ve been thinking of getting your old doll house down out of the attic and putting a fresh coat of paint on it for next Christmas.”

“Daddy, you are rushing Bethany Joy? I know what I’m doing. Your big brown eyes that Christmas was worth all the work. It was one of our best Christmases. Maureen spent six months making the tiny furniture in secret. Rick and I built the house out in the garage under the pretense of building a table tennis table.”

Hugging her Daddy, Michelle stroked the brownish hair in the early stages of graying. “You aren’t thinking of leaving again are you?”

“Michelle, the agency called last week and I’m going to miss all this here but there are many children over in Africa that need me too. When I leave this time, I will be back. I want to see Gabby, Bethany Joy and Freddie grow up. They change very quickly. I’ll come home when my leave is due this time. Michelle, you have a husband that will be by your side always. He isn’t the man that I would have chosen for you but Danny is your soul mate. You found him and Danny found you.”

Wiping the tears on her cheek with his handkerchief, “Why don’t you stay in here with me while Danny is in the kitchen getting his spanking from Meta?”

Danny stood across from the dishwasher where Meta busied herself waiting for her niece’s husband to begin settling the score. “Aunt Meta, I understand that this is your turf and you are righting an indiscretion in your eyes. I respect your age and wisdom but don’t ever try to do this again if you want Michelle and our children spending time here at the Bauer house. Even in my line of business, the holidays are off limits.”

Closing the dishwasher and punching the start button, Meta smiled her I got you where I want you look at the handsome man standing with his arms crossed in front of her. The noise of the dishwasher hid the increase level of Meta’s voice, “Danny, I did it for Michelle. Michelle is so busy trying to be a super student at the medical school and super mom to your children. What I saw yesterday at your home was scary! Michelle was raised by a woman driven by her passion, compassion and love for her family. Michelle doesnt have a clue how to fight equally with you but I do! Danny, you are smothering Michelle. Don’t you love Michelle enough to let her dance alone occasionally without arranging or manipulating everything in her life? Trust Michelle to do the right thing. Maureen’s spirit lives through Michelle. I promise you, the spirit will be good for the Santos family.”

“You are not use to hearing people talk back to you but I have one more issue to settle with you tonight. You are slick, but I have lived in this city a long time and there are only two families in Springfield with the funds to purchase a Jackson Pollack painting, Alan Spaulding and San Core. When I learned that one of his paintings was underneath our noses in Springfield, I connected the dots from Dr. Rasmussen to your family. Heidi was good tonight in the way that she followed your lead. I don’t how your family did it but Dr. Rasmussen is another Santos stooge just like Dr. Andersen.”

Feeling her heart beating through her clothes, Meta finished her speech. “No doubt, Heidi is there at the medical school to protect your interest or investment as you see it. My niece isnt going to be used like a pawn on your family’s chessboard. Let Michelle find her own way.”

Looking past Meta to Michelle holding Gabby, “I guess we are at a checkmate.”

“Yes, we are.”

“When the right time comes and as much as it will grieve my heart, I want you to take Michelle away from your mother. If and when you do this, I will believe that you are committed to Michelle.”

Danny sat in the darkness at his desk sipping the whiskey. He had long lost count of the refills. The usual sleep hadn’t come after he watched Michelle struggle with her choices of clothing to pack. In bed, Michelle immediately fell asleep while his mind replayed Meta’s life speech. Fearing his restlessness was going to awaken Michelle, Danny left their king-size bed. He picked up the Nursery monitor in his hand and placed the monitor in front of his seat at the desk. Listening to the breathing sounds of his children, he checked the red-lighted numbers on the clock before closing his eyes again. Opening his eyes when he smelled the familiar odor of Michelle’s body, the white shadow standing in front of him sent chills down his back.

“How long have you been standing here?”

“Oh long enough to know that you are far away and something is eating away at you tonight.” Taking the glass of whiskey from his hand, “You are drinking Jack Daniels alone to erase or ease the pain.” Holding Danny’s face in her hands, “I’m your partner in life. Why can’t you share your problems with me? Haven’t you ever heard that two heads are better than one?”

“Seeing Michelle’s warm brown eyes, Why are you awake?”

Kneeling in front of Danny’s legs, “I was dreaming and the dream turned into a nightmare.”

“Michelle, you are shaking like a scared rabbit and I’ve only see you this way once before. Tell me your dream.”

“I was at the hospital and you met me in the cafeteria with a prepaid ticket to Australia. You asked me to decide if I wanted to stay in the Santos family. I was crying and pleading with you but you acted cold and detached.
The dream skipped to the airport where I was late arriving and I saw the Santos jet taking off without me and you were looking out of the window at me. I was forced to take a commercial flight to San Juan and arriving at the villa in a taxi. Everything was wrong at the villa. We shared the same bedroom but you refused to be intimate with me. Late one night, you announced that we were going out to a Casino where you danced with a beautiful Latino woman named Jasmine. Hot salsa dancing. The next night was New Year’s Eve and your family had a large party and Jasmine was there. Carmen told me to enjoy the party that my usefulness was over. I floated around the room attempting to make conversation with the guests. The guests seemed to ignore me and I had every kind of paranoia vision of you having sex with Jasmine in our bedroom. The dream was so real and I was struggling to wake up from the nightmare. When I was finally awake, I realized that I was alone in our bed. The Nursery monitor was gone and I was afraid the dream had become reality.”

Breathing in deeply to absorb Michelle’s pure essence, “Oh baby, I’m sorry. I didn’t want to disturb your sleep. You were dreaming, but what I have to tell you is worse. I have been awake all night struggling with how to tell you the truth. No that is a lie. I have been fighting my own demons. The truth or another lie.”

“Danny, what truth?”

Barely touching her face with both hands for fear of hurting her face, “Michelle, you know I would use these hands to kill anyone that was the cause of me losing my children or you.” Gritting his teeth, “I have a problem if I lose control. Apparently, I am not programmed like the social acceptable Bauers. To often, my initial response to displeasure or stress is to strike back violently against the source of my frustration.”

Michelle smelled the booze vapors coming from her husband’s mouth. “Hmm, where is this all coming from with your new insight? I haven’t heard any glasses breaking on the stone fireplace. Danny, you are drunk and on a pity-pot. When you sober up in the morning, we can talk.”

Shaking his head, “No, No, tonight Aunt Meta informed me that my lifestyle is smothering and destroying you. His breaking voice continued, I want to be truthful to you because it is a matter of time before Meta tells you what she suspects.” Rubbing both hands through his hair, “You are going to hate me! Dr. Heidi Rasmussen has been doing a job for my family. When Dr. Andersen was released from his position, we searched and found a very qualified candidate to replace him. Heidi agreed to come to Springfield until you finished medical school and in return for her services; Carmen magically arranged for a Lost Pollack Painting to become a priceless possession of Heidi’s.
Unfortunately Heidi’s greed and pride was placed on public display for your friend Alan Spaulding to recognize in her office. Alan is a very astute business man; he had to wonder how a doctor had the painting in her possession. The rest of the story, you heard tonight. Meta, Meta Bauer is one tough lady.”

Moving her head closer to hear Danny’s mutterings, “Yes, she can be tough if the situation calls for her to be tough.”

Touching the tight long curls, Danny pushed the strands back from her face hoping to wipe away the hurt and confusing thoughts showing on Michelle’s face. “Do you understand what I am saying to you?”

“I think that I do.”

“Meta was meddling where she shouldnt have been, just like Aussie! Tonight, Meta and I had a small conference in the kitchen. A light bulb went on in her head after her meeting with Alan and she connected the painting from Heidi to the Santos family.”

“Are you telling me that I’m not really in my third year of Medical School?”

“Honey, you are in your third year. Heidi implemented the process of getting the hours of your volunteering at Ray’s clinic transferred to the hours that you missed with the pregnancy and birth of Bethany Joy and Gabby. The board voted unanimous to credit the hours and they didn’t have a heavy standing behind their backs with a gun at the back of their heads. What I am telling you now has to shake any confidence that you might have had in me. Meta has issued her own ultimatum; she wants our children and you far away from Carmen and her daily influences. I brought you into the family and I am the only one that can let you go without any repercussions from the family. I have struggled with pleasing Carmen and myself and keeping you clean. Meta is right; my family will crush and smother you. There is only one solution; I’m ready to let you take our children and go.”

Standing up from the knelling position, Michelle stomped her foot down hard down on the floor. “Damn-it Danny, it’s not your decision alone to decide. I can’t imagine a day beginning or ending without you. You are my morning, my day and my night. My children aren’t going to grow up without you. And yes, I’m furious with your control issues and I do not understand why you keep repeating the same mistakes over and over. I’m here to stay!”

“Michelle, don’t you get it! I can’t ever promise you that I won’t do it again.”

Rubbing the sides of her temples on her head and trying to absorb the words that Danny had said to her, “OK Danny, for the first time, I believe you. I didn’t sign the marriage license with my eyes wired shut. I will fight with every ounce of my body to save our marriage for Gabby and Bethany Joy. Gabby and Bethany Joy are you and I. Life isn’t any fun with only one parent. I know. I’ve lived and done that and it isn’t any fun.”

Danny stood up and wrapped his arms around Michelle’s shaking body. “I don’t deserve you. You are Maureen’s daughter. Together, you and I will escape from my mother’s interference. Michelle, it is going to cost you, also. Long separations from your own family. I’m sure that you have issues with Dr. Rasmussen but she is a top notch administrator. She has suggested the Philadelphia area if you choose to do a residency in a specialty like pediatrics or research but we can go to any city in the world. If we go to Philly, I have to meet with other bosses for us to dwell safely in the city. They have to understand the reason why the Santos family is residing in their territory. They have to be courted. Other than that, we will live a normal life. No attention being drawn to our family. But you have to choose the city.”

“Last night, I listened to Gabby and Bethany’s respirations and they breathe exactly like you do when you are sleeping. Their physical traits lean to the Santos family but they are a true extension of you. I want Gabby and Bethany to grow up and show the world that they are Maureen’s grandchildren. I never met Maureen but she did one hell of a job raising you.”

The twins babbling noise on the monitor interrupted the healing moments for Danny and Michelle. The time had come to refocus on where their family would journey next. Michelle loosened her arms from Danny’s neck. “I have to go to them.”

Catching her hand in his hand, “Can you wait? I have to tell you this before the time slips away and this morning has slipped into the back of our minds. And it won’t be because of the loss of importance of today but we will move on with our dream of finding a place for our family to be the family that you deserve.”

Whispering the words, “I want to believe you, Danny. If we have been given the dream then surely God will provide us a solution to make it happen.”

“Michelle, I have to express in words what you mean to my family and most of all to me. When I was a little boy, I would stay up late at night to watch the full moon shining with its brightness lighting the dark sky. I didn’t know the moon’s light source didn’t come from its own energy source but from the sun shining on it out in space. You bring warmth and light to a fairly cold family that can and has been ruthless in the past. Your inner qualities of goodness and love shine in the darkest corners of the Santos world.”

Touching the new growth of his beard with her soft fingertips, “Once before I had decided to marry you, Father Ray tried to rationalize why I was good for your family. It is hard for me to separate where my Bauerness begins and ends with the Santos family. Your family heritage is powerful and strong. There are times when I am overwhelmed and I’m afraid for Gabby and Bethany Joy. Their heritage, good and bad, comes from both families. Danny, you have always had at least one parent in your life. My father abandoned Rick and me for years; yet he was from a respectable family where this behavior wasn’t expected. Danny, I’ve seen the good side and the bad side of the Bauers.
All I want is for my children to be free of the La Familia. What I fear is down the road that one of my children will be the chosen new leader of the families. I can’t see you designating your power to someone outside of the immediate family. Danny, you and I know the time will come and the ring on your right hand will be passed to the next generation.”

The moment of silence grew from seconds to what seemed as an eternity. Michelle locked her eyes with the dark mystery eyes in front of her face. “Your silence is yes that from our union will come the future leader.”

“Michelle, I didn’t answer because I agreed with you that neither twin would be placed in the position. We are discussing a male child that hasnt been born.”

I really had fun writing this chapter. Nice to have Danny caught in a place where he couldnt escape Aunt Meta. I wanted Danny and Michelle to mature in their relationship. The emotion of fear had to be there in their relationship even with their love always coming to unite and keep the couple together.
Thank you for all the comments and e-mails that I have received from the site where this fiction is being archived.


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